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early valentine's day wound for pete's sake (nasty ass mesh-related infection & love)
a poem written for her by me, chadwick. this short story tells of a diabolical umbilical hernia, bullshit mesh-related infected guts, intense emergencies, professional foolery, hideous & insidious alliances, abdominal wall reconstruction, synthetics, embedded biological matrices, good car rides, all around kindness & love…
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smaller written things
it isn't into a spyglass it is written this form but on the waves of conscientiousness a book parallels like a thought dropped formative the belief the written path a planet forms overnight for a god for us a plant the smaller creations black sometimes is the wall a definitive separation from white but black argumentably…
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Farrant of the Shadows
New song today. Here are the words: the theme is spoof folk-horror. Google David Farrant and the Highgate Vampire and get the feel. Come all ye moonbarkers, and list while I rave of the movings of marble and gapings of grave; Of the tree creak, the owl screech, and Hecate apparent; Come list while I sing of the night, and…
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After the Wind Cries Mary
AFTER THE WIND CRIES MARY After all, It was the jets that went into the boxes,And the crowds, they had all gone home,And you could no longer hear happiness,Only the staggering numbness of being alone. The room,Is spinning into a prism. It's but a reflection of yesterday's life Somehow, it all seems so pointlessAnd somehow,…
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not the end (part I)
close my casket pull the plug to the sea please kiss what were our dreams just allow me to rest beneath what are now all your seasons gather those old playing cards shuffle the deck cut away from everything in time collect yourself all the months later have slipped away your tired eyes open like the cold earth you are…
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poem - shut the fuck up & read the fuckin thing
another open sun after night flew away rising different always like today her empty garden disappeared because it never was & like that one no one answers the orchid far away having tears something like a cloud falling on surf further each day loneliess created nothing inside oh but how treetops look locked in her prison…
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open the door...
k, so ... what's-a-the-deal? i tell this guy from work we can go out and hang out... we're both single, but i make it clear, or perhaps it was just a statement, that i don't date work boys. i say though, if he wants to, we can go out, hang out a little, maybe have a little fun. we went out and it was not the best time it…
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The Teacher, The Skunk, and the Squirrel.
In the thick dusk of the night, The Teacher drives home on a country road, route 44. On route 44 The Teacher checks his rearviewmirror, checks the air conditioner dial, and flips on the front wipers to destroy the bits of rain that begin to splash his windshield. The Teacher moves his thermostat to his mouth. Ahhh. Then…
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Bleeding
this is a thread where i am going to share some of my writing. the newer stuff, because i am not interested in looking back at my old stuff... i normally sit down with a thought in my head and i just write what comes out. sometimes it makes sense. sometimes not. sometimes it is good, sometimes not. sometimes it is…
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goodbye (part I) the ending
i need a rest, a break from the craziness that is where my life has taken me. no safety in all the eyes seen or pictured. the lost shadows have found me not myself even when directly in front of or near my bathroom mirror. my candles do not belong to me i am owned by them, each one and unlit. and in this naked and broken…
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Backyard.
Peaceful soft colors flash brilliantly in a slow swirl twisting me into midair with more creation and imagination than I can create on my own. Some were peacock feathers while others were blackbird and hummingbird wings that guided me onward. Magic filled me and my surroundings with each movement of air being feathered by…
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none the title (part II)
come on up climbing stairs call out sailing through attic beams these are dreams up & down like flames dancing atop candles going nowhere your lit throat warm & pleasant to the touch affection coast to coast lies across our sins (a long)-time) in starlight outlasts with far away glances each well dressed & saved flickering…
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JE T'AIME - a lullaby
Je t'aime... dans le matin Quand tu manges a midi et dans la nuit! Je t'aime... Quand tu pleures Et aussi quand tu souris! Je t'aime... avec des animaux Comme les ours et les dauphins! Je t'aime... quand tu peins et dances Et joues avec tes amis! Je t'aime... quand tu patines Et quand tu fais de la musique! Je t'aimes...…
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SPECIAL LOVE
Special Love Longing alone in cold desperation My hope was gone On wishing waves In open Isolation Obliterated I still held the dream I would think of you Cheering me on You are the reason That I made it. It means so much to me More than anything This Special Love Is bursting Forth From all that is and me It's just the…
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Tish
Je t'aime davantage
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The Kingdom of Secrets and a Castle of Dreams
The Kingdom of Secrets and a Castle of Dreams Somewhere in the kingdom of secrets In a place of mystery not often seen King is all by himself in a forgotten old castle Forged from his memories and all of his dreams A dusty pipe organ softly chants a lofty melody So gracefully warm with comfort and sympathy It is played…
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Tears In The Rain (Before Dark) "What is my name?"
Tears in the Rain It does no good To fight strife with strife Armed with an innocence That fades away from sight Severed from defenses Pain cuts us like a knife Fighting fire with fire Always burn the light Eyes turn dull and grey Heads turns to cold stone Roses never fade away Thorns pierce To Bone It does no good To play…
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A Wave on an Ocean
I'd like to dedicate this one to my brother Scott. He was the first to see in me what I just saw in myself. Something I wouldn't until She showed me, ethereal help, and I believe A Wave on an Ocean Fueled by an obsession... To find and reach a fading light Driven by a question.....Written in the sky We all fight the…
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Afraid of the Dark
Afraid of the Dark The morning comes Like hurt from loss I lost so much Yet, still a cost I’ve made mistakes That’s what they’re for I weighed no stakes Before the door Now I’m alone Don’t know for sure Am I curse? Am I cure? I’ve cursed the day I was first born I cursed the sky The Angels Everything Has Heaven been torn?…