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A Seed of Hope
From a cloud in her cold sky Into my soul Through my own eyes She sees me as who I am Believes in me And understands I choose this choice Speaking through hearts With silent voice To the dark She brings light Sight to eyes The once blind Rejoice From a Dream to now What is real Thinking thoughts Beliefs would steal… 
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The Flow
Okay I see No 1 like me but I'm a bit confused Every day between Here I tried to be Now I am Refused So Here We Go Don't you know That I am Showing you A show Of once upon And in a time And Now Right here in my mind There is a place With no disgrace The loneliness and hate Erased From all our hearts and by the sky So no… 
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Help Me Out
I just cannot explain it I am loosing my mind This world is driving me crazy I was used to being blind I am lost I am not found I think I'm going to cry I better go away I better run away I've got to find a place to hide I can feel my mind slipping Slow and surely away I need to get grip Yah and quickly Don't go Please… 
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A Better Way To Live
Amongst the confusion I see a sign In fact I see two And together they rhyme As I sit here before you Know that before I have sinned Then I repented And I went and sinned again When I was lost fear and sorrow brought pain When I was lost I was lost in the rain I couldn't tell my own tears From the ones in the sky I… 
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Broken Wings
I've known these feelings for so long And I know some of them are wrong So tell me What am I to do When those emotions get too strong? Because I just can't deny all of those times that I tried I don't know where I'm going when there's nowhere to hide My heart bleeds Pain inside And now it's starting to get cold The sun is… 
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Holding On
"Holding On" I saw you climbing Up that treeRight to the sun...Never worried you would burn...Always aware of the shine... Holding on...I'm still tryingHolding on...to your loveHolding on... I'm still fightingHolding on... to a memory (is not for the faint of heart) How I long for those daysAnd beg forgiveness For the… 
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Skeleton Love
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Ms. Information (new lyrics)
“Ms. Information” Miss information Won the pageant once again… Such a lovely travesty… It’s like watching a train wreck For infinity… You just can’t look away Cause your addicted To the scent of anxiety… Miss information She walks with those in need… Of a fix for agency… They pull the wool Over the head of society… And… 
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Seclusion
“Seclusion” Blindfolded merchants Pour gallons of sadness Into oceans Praying for tide… To come and wash Their sins and cleanse Their minds… Loosening knots of confusion Fastened around thoughts Once believed lost to time… Innocence sometimes knows better Than to abide by the rules Set by those not worthy Of youth’s… 
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Galaxies
“Galaxies” I would swim the length of galaxies To reach a shore of understanding… To find a place where fear is caged And difference celebrated… No longer used as fuel for hate and lies… There’s no time like right now Tomorrow’s anything but given… There’s no time like right now Futures live in suspension… Until we act… 
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IF THERE IS ANYONE HERE WHO CAN LET ED KNOW... HE WILL APPRICIATE IT,, HE'S BEEN WAITING A LONG TIME
This is what he was trying to do for me 20 years ago , and I KNOW, he would want someone to tell him IMMEDIATELY!!! I know this isn't the way to go about it, normally, but this is what he wanted. I got hear as soon as I could after 20 years, and I have gone through a lot to get here....IT IS IMPORTANT .He will be upset if… 
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Ask me ANYTHING AT ALL.  If you doubt me, challenge me...Please.
I've made some very bold and wild statements. It is important to me that they are understood to be fact. Because they are. I've been trying to get this started all my life. I feel like I just lit the most important fire of all time, I feel like a couple people walked up and looked at it, and were like, "Yah right. What a… 
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My favorite Joke of ALL TIME!!!
This really happened, just like everything else. I have never laughed so hard in my life. If it works let me know. One person text messages an other KABOOM!!! BYE BYE The other replies W T F!!! 
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The Lighting of the Flame    "Only One Time"
Here we go, I've been trying to get to this for 20 years. Feels right. Only One Time A complex puzzle of elemental threads A grand and basic mosaic Any wise man will say if you're dreaming You're only seeing something made out of thoughts in your head Altogether it's one thing crafted out of many things Any wise man will… 
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The Lighting of the Flame:   AN OPEN LETTER TO EDDIE VEDDER AND PEARL JAM 20 YEARS IN THE MAKING
i am bound by the demands of integrity, respect and all I hold sacred, as well as the virtues of courage, honesty and love, to express the immense gratitude I have in the very depths of my soul, for Pearl Jam and even more so for Eddie Vedder, for believing in me and trying to show me just how special I actually am. All of… 
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ARE WE STILL DOING THIS??? I know I'm late for an old Sony Message board straggler.
Hello hello hello AGAIN my WONDERFUL most SPECIAL friends... I've been trying really hard to get my slow ass on up in here...Nice to be here...Only took me 20 FUCKING YEARS! I have been trying this whole time and yet.... I just can't quite explain it.....Cause it's EXTRA SUPER SPECIAL yah, and FREEKY WIERD. I STOPPED AN… 
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The (Usually) High Priestess-Lettinggo
to the band And the forum this is from me, who's loved you so this is from me, who's letting you go you lured me in and set me free simul-fucking-taneously i blew so much money (not unlike the rest) but of all my addictions, you were by far the best and after years spent obsessing i will never regret it you filled a hole… 
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The Dodo
Hi everyone, My little girl, Dahlia has written a beautiful little poem about the Dodo and I would so appreciate it if you guys could throw her a vote please if you get a chance. It’s called ‘Dodo’ by Dahlia. Hers is in the 4-6 year category. Thanks so much, https://poetrytakeover.com.au/peoples-choice-voting/ 
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Looking for Submissions - Hot Valley Writers, Summer Edition
Thank you PJ folks who have already contributed. We're closing out our quarantine issues, July 1st deadline. Fiction, nonfiction, poetry. Write about anything you'd like. Life during quarantine, how much you missed seeing the spring PJ shows (2 shows in LA for me, boo), how much you hate wearing a mask - whatever. And… 
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ISO PJ 2009 Spectrum Night 4 Poster
Hello. Looking for the Night 4 Halloween 2009 Spectrum poster. Please let me know if you have one for sale. Thank you. Paul