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  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,904
    Typical Rob. 50 flights on the board guess who's is now delayed.  Only mine. Been up all night sick partner. Fml


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  • Gingerlou77
    Gingerlou77 Posts: 429
    You've got this.x 
  • camsjam
    camsjam Posts: 375
    Have a great show LE! Lose yourself in the music. I'm jealous...gotta wait till August! And I loved Krakow. Would love to visit there again sometime. 
  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,904
    I have had the most amazing  time of my life


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  • oftenreading
    oftenreading Victoria, BC Posts: 12,856
    lastexitlondon said:
    I have had the most amazing  time of my life
    See? YOU DID IT!!!!
    my small self... like a book amongst the many on a shelf
  • giventofly69
    giventofly69 Vancouver Posts: 850
    lastexitlondon said:
    I have had the most amazing  time of my life
    Awesome! Very happy for you.
    Thanks for posting - made me smile.
    "Your light's reflected now, reflected from afar. We were but stones, your light made us stars."
  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,904
    Back down with a bang. God I hate that progress is so ridiculous.  I must learn to live despite  symptoms 


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  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,904
    Time....time......cant  live with it can t live without it.


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  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,904
    I'm reaching out  to my friends  here .  I can't make sence of what is happening  .
    I don't know where to start. But the end was me flying back from my dream trip to Krakow before I went to the show. 
    I've felt very ill 3 weeks now . On top of the confused  state and memory  issues which I've been told are anxiety. 
    I fought hard and my friends  are so kind but I failed and it's killing me


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  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,904
    I'm not looking for sympathy . I'm.just so lost and Don t know where to go or what to do anymore. 


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  • Thoughts_Arrive
    Thoughts_Arrive Melbourne, Australia Posts: 15,165
    :-(
    Sorry to hear dude.
    You had no luck with the public health care system yeah?
    Just wondering if private is the way to go, I know it costs a lot but might be worth a try?
    Adelaide 17/11/2009, Melbourne 20/11/2009, Sydney 22/11/2009, Melbourne (Big Day Out Festival) 24/01/2014
  • Meltdown99
    Meltdown99 None Of Your Business... Posts: 10,739
    I haven't posted in a while.  I am in going through a divorce and have my house for sale and trying to find suitable accommodations.  Surprisingly I am anxiety free.  A few months back ... I tossed my anti-depressant away and chose to simply treat my anxiety with marijuana, and I believe that is why I am panic attack and anxiety free.  
    Give Peas A Chance…
  • PJ_Soul
    PJ_Soul Vancouver, BC Posts: 50,681
    Meltdown99 said:
    I haven't posted in a while.  I am in going through a divorce and have my house for sale and trying to find suitable accommodations.  Surprisingly I am anxiety free.  A few months back ... I tossed my anti-depressant away and chose to simply treat my anxiety with marijuana, and I believe that is why I am panic attack and anxiety free.  
    Hm. Maybe. There is one other thing that seems to correspond with this timeline.... no more wife.  =)
    With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be careful. Strive to be happy. ~ Desiderata
  • Meltdown99
    Meltdown99 None Of Your Business... Posts: 10,739
    PJ_Soul said:
    Meltdown99 said:
    I haven't posted in a while.  I am in going through a divorce and have my house for sale and trying to find suitable accommodations.  Surprisingly I am anxiety free.  A few months back ... I tossed my anti-depressant away and chose to simply treat my anxiety with marijuana, and I believe that is why I am panic attack and anxiety free.  
    Hm. Maybe. There is one other thing that seems to correspond with this timeline.... no more wife.  =)
    Please ... I am asking this because I respect you.  Please do not make light of a 25 year marriage gone bad.  I hurt still.  There is an emptiness in my heart.
    Give Peas A Chance…
  • Meltdown99
    Meltdown99 None Of Your Business... Posts: 10,739
    I do not if the void will ever be filled again.
    Give Peas A Chance…
  • brianlux
    brianlux Moving through All Kinds of Terrain. Posts: 43,664
    Meltdown99 said:
    I do not if the void will ever be filled again.
    I won't say I've been in your shoes because even though I went through two painful divorces in the past, how we react and feel is known only to us, but I will say that generally it's really tough to get through a divorce when it is recent but, as they say "time heals all wounds".  Actually, when I've been in pain I kind of hated hearing that tired cliche... but it turned out to be true.  I hope time does, indeed, afford you some release from the pain and empty feeling, Meltdown. 

    And good to hear the cannabis is helping and great that you have access to it.
    "It's a sad and beautiful world"
    -Roberto Benigni

  • Meltdown99
    Meltdown99 None Of Your Business... Posts: 10,739
    brianlux said:
    Meltdown99 said:
    I do not if the void will ever be filled again.
    I won't say I've been in your shoes because even though I went through two painful divorces in the past, how we react and feel is known only to us, but I will say that generally it's really tough to get through a divorce when it is recent but, as they say "time heals all wounds".  Actually, when I've been in pain I kind of hated hearing that tired cliche... but it turned out to be true.  I hope time does, indeed, afford you some release from the pain and empty feeling, Meltdown. 

    And good to hear the cannabis is helping and great that you have access to it.
    Brian, I appreciate your kind words.  It especially means a lot coming from someone who has been through similar.  I agree, eventually time will heal the wounds.  Thank you.
    Give Peas A Chance…
  • Meltdown99
    Meltdown99 None Of Your Business... Posts: 10,739
    Just smoked a fatty.  I was on my front porch smoking a fatty and thinking what absolute beautiful no humidity perfect summer evening...
    Give Peas A Chance…
  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,904
    When is enough ,enough.
    I don't post much anymore. 
    I can't carry on like this


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  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,904
    I just remembered I had this thread. And I don't see many people at all anymore. My confusion is so bad . Dr still just says it's anxiety.  It's not. I should know


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