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  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,904
    i_lov_it said:
    i_lov_it said:
    lastexitlondon said:
    I don't post very often anymore. Ive lost the will to carry on . Ive reached out everywhere possible. But to no avail. Im at the bottom and i can't get up anymore. All the advice isn't hitting home. I do not believe or trust anything. They say you don't know when you lose your mind..... i know i am what does that say. Fuck knows. Dr says the same
     I saw 2 and they said the same. I don not believe them because what is happening in my mind or brain is crippling me and now im wrecking the only relationships i have. Not on purpose of course but this illness is the cruelist demise of a good human who has never hurt anyone and only cared too much about everyone and everything. There is no justice and no god. There are no prizes for good. That aside i wanted everyone who comes /came here that ive gained friends in my mind here and that was kind. 

    I am so sorry to hear this lastexit...I just hope that you can find a way to get through this...

    You may have hit the Bottom but just think there's only one way from here and that is up...

    I agree it is very cruel but just try to be kind to yourself and remember be compassionate to yourself...give yourself compassion you're a wonderful Person...tell yourself that lastexit...you will get through this and if you need to let anything off your chest or need any advice there are so many Wonderful people here on this Forum who will listen...

    Posted this a couple of days ago just incase you missed it...also posted on the 'who are you' thread in reply to you...hope you are doing well lastexit :)
    Thank you for being so kind


    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • Thoughts_Arrive
    Thoughts_Arrive Melbourne, Australia Posts: 15,165
    Sorry I have been missing this past week or so, busy with university.
    Glad to here this thread is still going and people are reaching out.
    Wishing you all the best. I'll check in again when I can.
    Keep punching Rob.
    Adelaide 17/11/2009, Melbourne 20/11/2009, Sydney 22/11/2009, Melbourne (Big Day Out Festival) 24/01/2014
  • Thoughts_Arrive
    Thoughts_Arrive Melbourne, Australia Posts: 15,165
    lastexitlondon said:
    Without this thread i would be lost. Sometimes i have to just type how i feel. Because its eating my brain up
    Do you keep a journal?
    Have you tried poetry?
    Adelaide 17/11/2009, Melbourne 20/11/2009, Sydney 22/11/2009, Melbourne (Big Day Out Festival) 24/01/2014
  • RogueStoner
    RogueStoner Sunny AZ Posts: 1,716
    @lastexitlondon



    Stay with us. Fly when you can, but don’t fly away. 
  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,904
    Beautiful totally beautiful. Thank you


    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,904
    My head is going to explode. Nobody believes me . 


    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • RogueStoner
    RogueStoner Sunny AZ Posts: 1,716
    lastexitlondon said:
    My head is going to explode. Nobody believes me . 
    Breathe. And type. Let it out. 
  • Shyner
    Shyner Posts: 1,226
    edited March 2018
    I feel really bad here as well
    Listening to temple of the dog
    I'm not the one who can make -
    It but if i was
    I'd try to sincerely express
    My love for you and
    Your words
    Actually im watching temple of the dog
    Live in San francisco
    It is good to experience this
    Im far from healing as the shots keep
    Getting fired with my love fighting for her life from heroin

    Drugs are murderers


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  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,904
    My head spins and i lose instant memory. Wake so confused everyday for 7 months.  Ive stopped drinking again. Feels like i have nothing to live for. Although i have children that's what is meant to keep me alive.  My friend booked flights for Kraków show for us. Im scared to death i won't make it. I listen to can't deny me and goosebumpe come because i want that feeling again. It will be my last ever gig.  Its my soul goal. Then i can slip away


    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • kce8
    kce8 Posts: 1,636
    lastexitlondon said:
    My head spins and i lose instant memory. Wake so confused everyday for 7 months.  Ive stopped drinking again. Feels like i have nothing to live for. Although i have children that's what is meant to keep me alive.  My friend booked flights for Kraków show for us. Im scared to death i won't make it. I listen to can't deny me and goosebumpe come because i want that feeling again. It will be my last ever gig.  Its my soul goal. Then i can slip away
    You really need to stop thinking in that way!
    It doesn't help it's just going worse than. 
    Please, you have to go straight against yourself when your thoughts are like that. 
    Force yourself to think more positively!!! There is a family waiting for you. And more gigs after Krakau. Just believe in it - make your mind to believe in it. Don't let yourself go the easy way and let these bad feelings get over you!
    Keep fighting.
    You will make it. Your friend booked flight so that means he also believes in you! Now You have to do it too!
  • Shyner
    Shyner Posts: 1,226
    My best friend Stacey overdosed and passed 

    My daughter is fighting for life

    Im dead
  • Meltdown99
    Meltdown99 None Of Your Business... Posts: 10,739
    Sometimes life just sucks...it’s just sad...

    hang in in there everyone....
    Give Peas A Chance…
  • HughFreakingDillon
    HughFreakingDillon Winnipeg Posts: 39,488
    Shyner said:
    My best friend Stacey overdosed and passed 

    My daughter is fighting for life

    Im dead
    my god. so sorry you are going through that. 
    By The Time They Figure Out What Went Wrong, We'll Be Sitting On A Beach, Earning Twenty Percent.




  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,904
    Tragic 


    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • RogueStoner
    RogueStoner Sunny AZ Posts: 1,716
    Shyner said:
    My best friend Stacey overdosed and passed 

    My daughter is fighting for life

    Im dead
    Oh wow, Shyner, I’m so sorry. Remember, we’re all here for you. Hugs. 
  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,904
    edited March 2018
    Is this drug related with your daughter as well?
    Post edited by lastexitlondon on


    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • i_lov_it
    i_lov_it Perth, Western Australia Posts: 4,007
    RogueStoner said:
    Shyner said:
    My best friend Stacey overdosed and passed 

    My daughter is fighting for life

    Im dead
    Oh wow, Shyner, I’m so sorry. Remember, we’re all here for you. Hugs. 

    I agree...Very well said RS...very sincere Words :)
  • i_lov_it
    i_lov_it Perth, Western Australia Posts: 4,007
    edited March 2018

    I hope People are doing well?

    I have a Story about my ex Girlfriend...anyway I had no idea where She was...I sat Home waiting for Her patiently...but as I found out She was drinking and hanging out with some Strange Irish Guys to 5am at some Pub while I sat at Home worried...and I had no idea about it or where She was...anyway in the mean time I'm waiting patiently at home for her not knowing where She is or what She's doing wtf???...I am not Joking about this...

  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,904
    So she is your ex? Sorry to hear this. How long have you been apart? 


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  • i_lov_it
    i_lov_it Perth, Western Australia Posts: 4,007
    edited March 2018
    lastexitlondon said:
    So she is your ex? Sorry to hear this. How long have you been apart? 
    Yeah She is my Ex now...it's been a few Months now...but what I described happened while we were still together,,,
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