me get a hint. that'd be the day. i think that just about now, johnny was wishing that maybe he should have left when he was asked. now of course, from here i was standing, it was too late.
johnny's back was still to me. obvously what he was looking for in the fridge didn't want to be found. i took the two steps between us and laid my hands on his back. he stood up straighter but didn't turn around. i kissed his back though his shirt and waited.
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
Johnny lower away by kneeling in front of the fridge. He didn't say anything. I couldn't help myself, even if I wanted to.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
running my fingers through his hair, i grabbed it in my fist and pulled his head around so i could see his face. i leant down and kissed him on the lips.
'just do what you feel johnny without the thinking.'
then i let go of his hair and walked out of the room.
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
He didn't follow straight awy, but he did. I was hoping for him to kiss me back.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
hw momentarily stood in the doorway, as if weighing up the consequences of his next move. i looked him.
'what are you waiting for?'
He just stood there for a second composing himself for what he was about to say. Anna I've known you for a long time and I like you very much, maybe secretly even in that way. However it is not going to happen, not today and if you're wise not any day soon.
You asked me to stay and I did. You asked me to go and I did not. I didn't want it to have this meaning, I just didn't want to leave you alone. Not after what happend with your sister, not today.
And besides that there is something you should probable know, now is as good as any time I guess.
For some reason he stopped talking and looked at me to see if I was still paying attention.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
Ueh,.... well kinda yeah, I am. Bi-sexual to be precise. And I'm sort of in a relationship right now so. Don't get me wrong you're just peachy, but like I said I'm seeing someone right now. He throw a shy smile my way that wasn't quit convincing, I could see he wasn't totally at ease. Even though he probable waited all day to tell me this.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
Hiding your curiosity was never your strong point was it Anna? He seemed relieved when he answered His name is Jeffery.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
if he thought i would give up and if johnny was serious about this guy then he shouldn't have used the word sorta to describe their relationship. i know he wanted this almost as much as i did. the only difference was he was probably getting some while right now i wasn't getting any. so that meant basically all i wanted right now was sex. i took a step towards johnny.
jefrfrey huh? and where did you meet this jeffrey?
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
Johnny sat down on the sofa, now back at ease. He answered with apparent happiness to share this. I meet him down town. I was sitting in the sun enjoying a moment of rest between deliveries, when all of a sudden this drop dead gorgeous guy walked towards me. He asked me if he could have a cigarette and sat down beside me. That's how we started talking, it clicked right away.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'that's great johnny. right now though i need to be alone. can you leave please.'
this time i didn't walk out fo the room. i waited and watched as johnny stood up and made his way over to the door. he looked at me slightly bewildered and hesitated. but i think that he knew more for his own sake he had to leave. he looked like he wanted to say something.
'what johnny?'
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re so self-absorbed Anna that it is truely scary. I've been trying to tell you this all day. I didn't dare tell anyone, and now that I did you can't just be happy for me.
Thank you Anna, really you're a great friend.
He turned around to open the door and leave disappointed in me.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
No guilt trip Anna just the fact's. If you feel guilty then maybe there is hope for improvement yet.
Johnny opened the door and made his way down the stairs, eager to leave.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
angry angry angry ant anna. you can't let this get to you.
going over to my paints, i started flinging. i covered my hands in it and smooshed it over the canvas. by the time i was finished i couldn't even work out what colour it was. leaning forward resting my forehead on the still wet paint, i looked down at my bare feet. placing the canvas flat on the ground, i covered my feet with paint and started to trace my steps. after a while it looked as if the footprints were lost. perfect. just what i was feeling.
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
I put the canvas aside and started on another on. I felt like doing something just to be occupied.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
Yes I think I want to go. I'll give her a ring first to ask if it's OK.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
Off course she has invited me. I was her boyfriend when she did. I just don't what her to feel ackward.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
Well,..... Johnny is over at Anna's and I think he fancy's her. You know maybe they are at it. It wouldn't be good for you to have to hear him there.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
No really he's got the hots for her. I could even come to pick her up from the loony farm.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
No really he's got the hots for her. I couldn't even come to pick her up from the loony farm.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
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johnny's back was still to me. obvously what he was looking for in the fridge didn't want to be found. i took the two steps between us and laid my hands on his back. he stood up straighter but didn't turn around. i kissed his back though his shirt and waited.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'just do what you feel johnny without the thinking.'
then i let go of his hair and walked out of the room.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'what are you waiting for?'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
He just stood there for a second composing himself for what he was about to say. Anna I've known you for a long time and I like you very much, maybe secretly even in that way. However it is not going to happen, not today and if you're wise not any day soon.
You asked me to stay and I did. You asked me to go and I did not. I didn't want it to have this meaning, I just didn't want to leave you alone. Not after what happend with your sister, not today.
And besides that there is something you should probable know, now is as good as any time I guess.
For some reason he stopped talking and looked at me to see if I was still paying attention.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
i laughed.
'shit johnny you tell me you're gay and i'm going celibate.'
the look on his face told me that i had hit the nail on the head.
'you have got to be kidding me. that can't be it. johnny tell me you're not gay. what am i? blind'
i stopped talking and gave johnny a chance to respond.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'so this person you're sorta in a relationship with. is it a guy or a girl then?'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
if he thought i would give up and if johnny was serious about this guy then he shouldn't have used the word sorta to describe their relationship. i know he wanted this almost as much as i did. the only difference was he was probably getting some while right now i wasn't getting any. so that meant basically all i wanted right now was sex. i took a step towards johnny.
jefrfrey huh? and where did you meet this jeffrey?
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
i forced a smile.
'that's great johnny. right now though i need to be alone. can you leave please.'
this time i didn't walk out fo the room. i waited and watched as johnny stood up and made his way over to the door. he looked at me slightly bewildered and hesitated. but i think that he knew more for his own sake he had to leave. he looked like he wanted to say something.
'what johnny?'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
Thank you Anna, really you're a great friend.
He turned around to open the door and leave disappointed in me.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
i was angry now. with johnny and with myself. was i being selfish. it's not like i forced myself on him. i'm letting him walk out the door aren't you.
'just fuck off then johnny. i don't need you laying a guilt trip on me. it's not like i tried to rape you. just get the fuck out.'
johnny didn't make a move to leave.
'GET OUT! go to your precious jeffrey.'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
Johnny opened the door and made his way down the stairs, eager to leave.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
going over to my paints, i started flinging. i covered my hands in it and smooshed it over the canvas. by the time i was finished i couldn't even work out what colour it was. leaning forward resting my forehead on the still wet paint, i looked down at my bare feet. placing the canvas flat on the ground, i covered my feet with paint and started to trace my steps. after a while it looked as if the footprints were lost. perfect. just what i was feeling.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
davey looked at hamish, contemplating an answer.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'what do you man you wouldn't call her if i were you?'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
' i doubt that's what they're doing hamish'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»