Freya kissed him back hoping this way she would have to answer anymore questions. Repulsed with herself she found herself mooning, trying to make Vincent forget and creating a way for herself to leave.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
she wanted to get this over with as quickly as possible. certainly not the most conducive atmosphere for making love to your husband. she pushed vincent away from her. still holding his hand, freya stood up and led him to the bedroom. as she pulled her dress up over her head, freya wondered if she could pull this off. she doubted vincent would even notice her reticence. sure she'd made love to her husband countless times, but this time was different. she had to make vincent believe that she wanted this and that she trusted him. right now she despised her husband more than she ever had. then why was she here? why didn't she just say, 'fuck you vincent' and walk out the door? vincent would never allow her to do that. he'd beat her senseless and then say it was her fault. that she made him do it. vincent spoke, jolting freya out of her delusion.
'you didn't say you believed me freya'
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
I do Vinnie. Now shut up and fuck me. I want to feel you inside of me.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
vincent looked at freya for an instance. it gave him a hard on intimidating her. so it didn't much matter if he believed her or not. he could deal with that later. making love to his wife, if you could call it that, was something that gave vincent absolute pleasure. she was so scared of him that she let him do practically anything he wanted. thoughts of anna filled his head as he ran his tongue down his wife's body.he'd like to fuck that bitch. she probably needs a good lay. doubt that prissy photographer boyfriend of hers ever gave it to her good. it didn't take long for vincent to come after he entered his wife. something that freya was thankful for today. when he'd finished, vincent slapped freya's arse and retreated to the bathroom for his usual post coital piss. freya lay on the bed curled into a ball. when vincent returned he wrapped his arms around her and pulled her into his body. he continued kissing her shoulders and back. when he said he loved her, freya felt a wave of revulsion rise in her stomach. his hand rested on her breast and remained there until he fell asleep. freya heard the subtle change in his breathing and cautiously removed herself from his grasp. she grabbed her dress off the floor and went into the bathroom. looking at herself in the mirror, freya saw nothing. she hardly recognised the person looking back at her. she wanted to have a shower and wash his smell from her. but the urge to get the hell out of there override any thoughts of cleanliness right now. briefly she stood at the doorway of the bedroom and noted the pig asleep in his own filth.
later standing under the stream of hot water in a dingy motel by the highway, it all came down of her. freya slid to the floor like a rag doll and cried. the water washing away any love she had felt for vincent. she had left her husband. she had chose to believe his word over that of her sister, who had never lied to her. and now she was alone. no husband. no sister. and no idea what the fuck she was going to do.
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
I stood in front of the station for about ten minutes when I started doubting myself, was this the right place? Oh god I surely hope so, if not my fate is sealed. Johnny will never talk to me again if he thinks I stood him up.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
i turned away towards where the phones were. i should call him to make sure. as i opened the door, i felt a hand on my shoulder. i turned and smiled when i saw it johnny.
'you weren't gonna stand me up were you anna?'
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
Ueh...no of course not. I just thought I might have misunderstood you when we agreed on this location. You are over ten minutes late you know.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
OK where do you want to go? Dizzy's, Tuta fruita or somewhere else?
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
sitting nursing a drink amongst the plush velvet in the re-bar, johnny waited for anna to say what she had to say. she in turn was wondering exactly what johnny got up to that made him need a drink at 11 o'clock in the morning. as much as she enjoyed drinking, right now she was sticking to pellegrino.
'so listen johnny. i just want to apologise for the other day. i was way out of line. had i known you were in a 'sorta' relationship i would never have tried to... you know..'
god i never thought i'd ever have to apologise to a guy for trying to screw him.
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
That's not really the point. You didn't know so why apologise for that? This is not why I got upset, and I think you know it.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
Oh come on Anna, think will you. Surelly this isn't what you came up with when you thought you had to apologise. Why would I hold it against you that you came on to me. It is what happens between boys and girls. You are an intelligent woman Anna give it another go.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
I am not sure I want to do that Anna. If you don't even know why you are here, then how am I supposed to trust the fact that you're sorry. I am sad that thisn't a good day for you, but that doesn't mean I am willing to just forget the fact that you didn't care to be there for me.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'i'm here because i thought i had insulted you the other day. that's what i'm apologising for. trust me or don't trust me johnny, i'm starting not to care. now if you'll excuse me, i need to go to the bathroom.'
i got up and made my way to the ladies. leaning against the basin with my head down, i waited for the fuzz in my head to subside. i closed my eyes trying to squeeze it out. but i knew that wouldn't work. fuck johnny why'd he have to get all confrontational? i should have brought my pills. but i'd been doing okay so i didn't take them. dr mcintyre said it wasn't such a good idea to think i was in control of myself without them. i'm starting to think that he was right. i've got to get home.
when i returned to the table, johnny was nursing another drink. i made no attempt to sit down.
'listen johnny. i need to get home. can you walk with me?'
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
Hey wait up then, I need to get my things and I guess these people would like to get some money for the drinks we had.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
i didn't wait. i couldn't wait. i knew if he wanted to johnny would catch up. and he did. he also made the mistake of touching me. i shrugged off his arm and moved away.
'please don't touch me.'
i jammed my hands into my pockets and quickened my pace.
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
It wasa silly of me to expact him to fallow me after I gave him no reason to do so. I quit often have trouble considering the needs of others. I thought I could apply this knowledge easily when I discust this matter with David, today I couldn't. And maybe I hadn't done so at all after I left that place.
Relaxe Anna, you don't need to get yourself worked up like this. Why do I keep putting myself through this.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
Yes, yes, yes I did. What about it Johnny? Please just help me get home all right and we'll talk then.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
he said nothing more. besides what could he possibly say anyway. walking along with johnny beside me felt less of a good idea the closer i got to home. i stopped on the corner diagonally across from my building. i turned to johnny.
'i think you should leave me here. i'll be fine.'
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
Well all right I will, but I won't be seeing you after this. Not until you apologise in a serious manner. I want you to do this, because I need you to know what you did wrong. I need you to know because I don't want to be friends with someone who can't figure this one out. You need to realize your mistake in order for me to believe you acctually made one, otherwise it will be something that can happen again. And I don't need this.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
Comments
'you know she'd say anything to bad mouth me you know that right?
vincent continued kissing his wife.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'you didn't say you believed me freya'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
vincent looked at freya for an instance. it gave him a hard on intimidating her. so it didn't much matter if he believed her or not. he could deal with that later. making love to his wife, if you could call it that, was something that gave vincent absolute pleasure. she was so scared of him that she let him do practically anything he wanted. thoughts of anna filled his head as he ran his tongue down his wife's body.he'd like to fuck that bitch. she probably needs a good lay. doubt that prissy photographer boyfriend of hers ever gave it to her good. it didn't take long for vincent to come after he entered his wife. something that freya was thankful for today. when he'd finished, vincent slapped freya's arse and retreated to the bathroom for his usual post coital piss. freya lay on the bed curled into a ball. when vincent returned he wrapped his arms around her and pulled her into his body. he continued kissing her shoulders and back. when he said he loved her, freya felt a wave of revulsion rise in her stomach. his hand rested on her breast and remained there until he fell asleep. freya heard the subtle change in his breathing and cautiously removed herself from his grasp. she grabbed her dress off the floor and went into the bathroom. looking at herself in the mirror, freya saw nothing. she hardly recognised the person looking back at her. she wanted to have a shower and wash his smell from her. but the urge to get the hell out of there override any thoughts of cleanliness right now. briefly she stood at the doorway of the bedroom and noted the pig asleep in his own filth.
later standing under the stream of hot water in a dingy motel by the highway, it all came down of her. freya slid to the floor like a rag doll and cried. the water washing away any love she had felt for vincent. she had left her husband. she had chose to believe his word over that of her sister, who had never lied to her. and now she was alone. no husband. no sister. and no idea what the fuck she was going to do.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'you weren't gonna stand me up were you anna?'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
johnny smiled.
'let's go somewhere where we can talk. somewhere with a bit less sunlight.'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'so listen johnny. i just want to apologise for the other day. i was way out of line. had i known you were in a 'sorta' relationship i would never have tried to... you know..'
god i never thought i'd ever have to apologise to a guy for trying to screw him.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'then why did you get upset?'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'i'm not having such a good day johnny, i don't want to think. just tell me.'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
'i'm not having such a good day johnny, i don't want to think. just tell me.'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
'i'm not having such a good day johnny, i don't want to think. just tell me.'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
i got up and made my way to the ladies. leaning against the basin with my head down, i waited for the fuzz in my head to subside. i closed my eyes trying to squeeze it out. but i knew that wouldn't work. fuck johnny why'd he have to get all confrontational? i should have brought my pills. but i'd been doing okay so i didn't take them. dr mcintyre said it wasn't such a good idea to think i was in control of myself without them. i'm starting to think that he was right. i've got to get home.
when i returned to the table, johnny was nursing another drink. i made no attempt to sit down.
'listen johnny. i need to get home. can you walk with me?'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
i started for the door without waiting for him.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'please don't touch me.'
i jammed my hands into my pockets and quickened my pace.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
Relaxe Anna, you don't need to get yourself worked up like this. Why do I keep putting myself through this.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
the tone in his voice made me think that johnny was being sarcastic. but he was right. again i overestimated my ability to cope.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'i think you should leave me here. i'll be fine.'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»