I don't post very often anymore. Ive lost the will to carry on . Ive reached out everywhere possible. But to no avail. Im at the bottom and i can't get up anymore. All the advice isn't hitting home. I do not believe or trust anything. They say you don't know when you lose your mind..... i know i am what does that say. Fuck knows. Dr says the same I saw 2 and they said the same. I don not believe them because what is happening in my mind or brain is crippling me and now im wrecking the only relationships i have. Not on purpose of course but this illness is the cruelist demise of a good human who has never hurt anyone and only cared too much about everyone and everything. There is no justice and no god. There are no prizes for good. That aside i wanted everyone who comes /came here that ive gained friends in my mind here and that was kind.
I am so sorry to hear this lastexit...I just hope that you can find a way to get through this...
You may have hit the Bottom but just think there's only one way from here and that is up...
I agree it is very cruel but just try to be kind to yourself and remember be compassionate to yourself...give yourself compassion you're a wonderful Person...tell yourself that lastexit...you will get through this and if you need to let anything off your chest or need any advice there are so many Wonderful people here on this Forum who will listen...
Posted this a couple of days ago just incase you missed it...also posted on the 'who are you' thread in reply to you...hope you are doing well lastexit
Thank you for being so kind
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Sorry I have been missing this past week or so, busy with university. Glad to here this thread is still going and people are reaching out. Wishing you all the best. I'll check in again when I can. Keep punching Rob.
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I feel really bad here as well Listening to temple of the dog I'm not the one who can make - It but if i was I'd try to sincerely express My love for you and Your words Actually im watching temple of the dog Live in San francisco It is good to experience this Im far from healing as the shots keep Getting fired with my love fighting for her life from heroin
My head spins and i lose instant memory. Wake so confused everyday for 7 months. Ive stopped drinking again. Feels like i have nothing to live for. Although i have children that's what is meant to keep me alive. My friend booked flights for Kraków show for us. Im scared to death i won't make it. I listen to can't deny me and goosebumpe come because i want that feeling again. It will be my last ever gig. Its my soul goal. Then i can slip away
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My head spins and i lose instant memory. Wake so confused everyday for 7 months. Ive stopped drinking again. Feels like i have nothing to live for. Although i have children that's what is meant to keep me alive. My friend booked flights for Kraków show for us. Im scared to death i won't make it. I listen to can't deny me and goosebumpe come because i want that feeling again. It will be my last ever gig. Its my soul goal. Then i can slip away
You really need to stop thinking in that way! It doesn't help it's just going worse than. Please, you have to go straight against yourself when your thoughts are like that. Force yourself to think more positively!!! There is a family waiting for you. And more gigs after Krakau. Just believe in it - make your mind to believe in it. Don't let yourself go the easy way and let these bad feelings get over you! Keep fighting. You will make it. Your friend booked flight so that means he also believes in you! Now You have to do it too!
I have a Story about my ex Girlfriend...anyway I had no idea where She was...I sat Home waiting for Her patiently...but as I found out She was drinking and hanging out with some Strange Irish Guys to 5am at some Pub while I sat at Home worried...and I had no idea about it or where She was...anyway in the mean time I'm waiting patiently at home for her not knowing where She is or what She's doing wtf???...I am not Joking about this...
Thank you...but what I described happened while we were together...and yes Break ups do suck...and being treated like shit during the relationship also suck...
Thank you...but what I described happened while we were together...and yes Break ups do suck...and being treated like shit during the relationship also suck...
Yeah, gotcha (I can't comment too much, as partying with a bunch of Irishmen until 5am sounds like something I would do, lol. Although I would certainly call my live-in BF to say I was going to be really late! That's the part where she fucked up!). Yes, being treated like shit in relationships sucks too. I've had a few doozies in my time. It can really turn your life upside down.... especially when the break up happens, for some reason. Break ups often aren't any easier, or maybe even harder, when the relationship has been a roller coaster ride... Especially because that situation tend to lead to messier break ups with more turbulent emotions.
With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be careful. Strive to be happy. ~ Desiderata
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Glad to here this thread is still going and people are reaching out.
Wishing you all the best. I'll check in again when I can.
Keep punching Rob.
Have you tried poetry?
Stay with us. Fly when you can, but don’t fly away.
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Listening to temple of the dog
I'm not the one who can make -
It but if i was
I'd try to sincerely express
My love for you and
Your words
Actually im watching temple of the dog
Live in San francisco
It is good to experience this
Im far from healing as the shots keep
Getting fired with my love fighting for her life from heroin
Drugs are murderers
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It doesn't help it's just going worse than.
Please, you have to go straight against yourself when your thoughts are like that.
Force yourself to think more positively!!! There is a family waiting for you. And more gigs after Krakau. Just believe in it - make your mind to believe in it. Don't let yourself go the easy way and let these bad feelings get over you!
Keep fighting.
You will make it. Your friend booked flight so that means he also believes in you! Now You have to do it too!
My daughter is fighting for life
Im dead
hang in in there everyone....
-EV 8/14/93
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I agree...Very well said RS...very sincere Words
I hope People are doing well?
I have a Story about my ex Girlfriend...anyway I had no idea where She was...I sat Home waiting for Her patiently...but as I found out She was drinking and hanging out with some Strange Irish Guys to 5am at some Pub while I sat at Home worried...and I had no idea about it or where She was...anyway in the mean time I'm waiting patiently at home for her not knowing where She is or what She's doing wtf???...I am not Joking about this...
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Thank you...but what I described happened while we were together...and yes Break ups do suck...and being treated like shit during the relationship also suck...
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Yes, being treated like shit in relationships sucks too. I've had a few doozies in my time. It can really turn your life upside down.... especially when the break up happens, for some reason. Break ups often aren't any easier, or maybe even harder, when the relationship has been a roller coaster ride... Especially because that situation tend to lead to messier break ups with more turbulent emotions.
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