No, would you believe me if I said something like "hey, something bad is gonna happen if you park here"?
The closest I've come is when I see a conversation happen before it does and the person starts it the same way...I'll say, "i had a feeling you were gonna ask me that". Maybe I should start keeping a journal of stuff I see.
are there lotto jackpots in my future Miss RKCNDY? hehe
Maybe...Lol!
The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun.
Wow. I come back and this thread has exploded!! I think this may be my most successful thread! A few questions.
Rollings you really live with another board member?? That's kind freaky cool. And RKCNDY, has this been an all your life sort of thing or did it develop over time? I had a premonition of my Fiancée at the time stabbing me in the heart, two weeks before my accident. I had it on the plane from Ok to Ca. I woke up clutching my chest and gasping 'why?'. I freaked out the lady next to me. Then everything happened, and my AIC board friend from NY, explained that that was what the premonition meant. And the only other time this happened was I dreamt of my Stables doc year before I ever bought the property. When I met with the real estate agent, and he drove go this place, I swear I fainted!! It was the place from my dream!! All the way down to walking through the main barn and into the arena, where we saw one lone chicken.. Just sitting right in the middle of the workspace.
Wow. I come back and this thread has exploded!! I think this may be my most successful thread! A few questions.
Rollings you really live with another board member?? That's kind freaky cool. And RKCNDY, has this been an all your life sort of thing or did it develop over time? I had a premonition of my Fiancée at the time stabbing me in the heart, two weeks before my accident. I had it on the plane from Ok to Ca. I woke up clutching my chest and gasping 'why?'. I freaked out the lady next to me. Then everything happened, and my AIC board friend from NY, explained that that was what the premonition meant. And the only other time this happened was I dreamt of my Stables doc year before I ever bought the property. When I met with the real estate agent, and he drove go this place, I swear I fainted!! It was the place from my dream!! All the way down to walking through the main barn and into the arena, where we saw one lone chicken.. Just sitting right in the middle of the workspace.
I wonder is it related to that weird sense of deja-vu you can get sometimes. I find myself involved in a conversation that I swear I've already had. It only happens to me a few times a year maybe but always feels very strange! Sadly not as useful as knowing things are going to happen though It's not really premonition at all as it's not until I'm in the conversation that I get kind of like a memory of having had the exact same conversation before. I don't know, it's just weird! (and I have probably explained it badly too...)
Wow. I come back and this thread has exploded!! I think this may be my most successful thread! A few questions.
Rollings you really live with another board member?? That's kind freaky cool. And RKCNDY, has this been an all your life sort of thing or did it develop over time? I had a premonition of my Fiancée at the time stabbing me in the heart, two weeks before my accident. I had it on the plane from Ok to Ca. I woke up clutching my chest and gasping 'why?'. I freaked out the lady next to me. Then everything happened, and my AIC board friend from NY, explained that that was what the premonition meant. And the only other time this happened was I dreamt of my Stables doc year before I ever bought the property. When I met with the real estate agent, and he drove go this place, I swear I fainted!! It was the place from my dream!! All the way down to walking through the main barn and into the arena, where we saw one lone chicken.. Just sitting right in the middle of the workspace.
I wonder is it related to that weird sense of deja-vu you can get sometimes. I find myself involved in a conversation that I swear I've already had. It only happens to me a few times a year maybe but always feels very strange! Sadly not as useful as knowing things are going to happen though It's not really premonition at all as it's not until I'm in the conversation that I get kind of like a memory of having had the exact same conversation before. I don't know, it's just weird! (and I have probably explained it badly too...)
No I think déjà is a bit different. I really don't understand Deja Vu. But I do know that in that dream I woke up and thought, Gid, I really wish I could have that place.. I really wish I could live there.. I dreamt of it for like a week.. Then it was gone.. Six years later I pulled up to the driveway, and got shivers when we rounded the last corner and I saw the main office building. Then we got out of our respective cars, and it was like I was back in that dream. The only thing different was in my Dream I had a different dog with me, than my wolf dog. But everything else was exact.. Even the fact that in my dream and in real life, the property came with a Mule named Jeddediah. ( which made me laugh my ass off, for reasons no one will understand).
Wow. I come back and this thread has exploded!! I think this may be my most successful thread! A few questions.
Rollings you really live with another board member?? That's kind freaky cool. And RKCNDY, has this been an all your life sort of thing or did it develop over time? I had a premonition of my Fiancée at the time stabbing me in the heart, two weeks before my accident. I had it on the plane from Ok to Ca. I woke up clutching my chest and gasping 'why?'. I freaked out the lady next to me. Then everything happened, and my AIC board friend from NY, explained that that was what the premonition meant. And the only other time this happened was I dreamt of my Stables doc year before I ever bought the property. When I met with the real estate agent, and he drove go this place, I swear I fainted!! It was the place from my dream!! All the way down to walking through the main barn and into the arena, where we saw one lone chicken.. Just sitting right in the middle of the workspace.
It's been all my life...
The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun.
Wow. I come back and this thread has exploded!! I think this may be my most successful thread! A few questions.
Rollings you really live with another board member?? That's kind freaky cool. And RKCNDY, has this been an all your life sort of thing or did it develop over time? I had a premonition of my Fiancée at the time stabbing me in the heart, two weeks before my accident. I had it on the plane from Ok to Ca. I woke up clutching my chest and gasping 'why?'. I freaked out the lady next to me. Then everything happened, and my AIC board friend from NY, explained that that was what the premonition meant. And the only other time this happened was I dreamt of my Stables doc year before I ever bought the property. When I met with the real estate agent, and he drove go this place, I swear I fainted!! It was the place from my dream!! All the way down to walking through the main barn and into the arena, where we saw one lone chicken.. Just sitting right in the middle of the workspace.
^^^like I said, it's not an 'all the time' thing...just randomly. I suppose if I really paid attention, it could be a regular thing.
The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun.
I don't think I could handle that. I feel like I'm intruding reading people's energies.. That messes with me enough.. Especially if it's someone I know, and I feel what they feel, regardless of what they show in the outside. I couldn't imagine anything more.. As this ducks with me enough.
I can already read energies...probably why I try to ignore the premonitions.
The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun.
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
No, would you believe me if I said something like "hey, something bad is gonna happen if you park here"?
The closest I've come is when I see a conversation happen before it does and the person starts it the same way...I'll say, "i had a feeling you were gonna ask me that". Maybe I should start keeping a journal of stuff I see.
I can't be the only one that uses PJ songs for their computer passwords (ahem...appropriately masked with the addition of numbers/other characters, of course). When you have to change passwords every three weeks you need some sort of system, right? I just finished with Fatalxxxxxxx (with the addition of my usual nonsense string that I now know how to type automatically), now on Smilexxxxxxx.
my small self... like a book amongst the many on a shelf
I can't be the only one that uses PJ songs for their computer passwords (ahem...appropriately masked with the addition of numbers/other characters, of course). When you have to change passwords every three weeks you need some sort of system, right? I just finished with Fatalxxxxxxx (with the addition of my usual nonsense string that I now know how to type automatically), now on Smilexxxxxxx.
Today I contacted the Civil Service Employee Assistance Service. They provide confidential (I hope) support to employees and I guess I'm hoping that maybe if I can get up the courage to talk to one of their officers that it might be some small step in the right direction in terms of finding some sort of happiness in my life. To be honest, I'm not entirely sure what kind of service these officers are meant to provide but I guess it's no harm to find out. As long as it's confidential I guess it's worth a try.
I get the impression from this forum that the idea of seeing a therapist isn't all that unusual to a lot of people in other countries, believe me it would be extremely unusual in Ireland. We don't really do the whole 'talking about feelings' thing here and we certainly wouldn't fancy paying for it! I suppose this is my half-hearted effort at getting a form of therapy or counselling though....
I can't be the only one that uses PJ songs for their computer passwords (ahem...appropriately masked with the addition of numbers/other characters, of course). When you have to change passwords every three weeks you need some sort of system, right? I just finished with Fatalxxxxxxx (with the addition of my usual nonsense string that I now know how to type automatically), now on Smilexxxxxxx.
I have so done this!!
I will have to do this. I'm running out of sports figures along with their number and some other quirk. PJ passwords next!
Tom Brady & Donald Trump, BFF's Fuckus rules all Rob Seattle
Today I contacted the Civil Service Employee Assistance Service. They provide confidential (I hope) support to employees and I guess I'm hoping that maybe if I can get up the courage to talk to one of their officers that it might be some small step in the right direction in terms of finding some sort of happiness in my life. To be honest, I'm not entirely sure what kind of service these officers are meant to provide but I guess it's no harm to find out. As long as it's confidential I guess it's worth a try.
I get the impression from this forum that the idea of seeing a therapist isn't all that unusual to a lot of people in other countries, believe me it would be extremely unusual in Ireland. We don't really do the whole 'talking about feelings' thing here and we certainly wouldn't fancy paying for it! I suppose this is my half-hearted effort at getting a form of therapy or counselling though....
Jenny, I applaud your efforts to seek out some help. It's true: therapy has lost a lot of its stigma here, but only after years of people openly talking about it. I hope they are able to assist you. Remember--you can always come here to vent/share, and you can always pm me if you want. Good luck!
Today I contacted the Civil Service Employee Assistance Service. They provide confidential (I hope) support to employees and I guess I'm hoping that maybe if I can get up the courage to talk to one of their officers that it might be some small step in the right direction in terms of finding some sort of happiness in my life. To be honest, I'm not entirely sure what kind of service these officers are meant to provide but I guess it's no harm to find out. As long as it's confidential I guess it's worth a try.
I get the impression from this forum that the idea of seeing a therapist isn't all that unusual to a lot of people in other countries, believe me it would be extremely unusual in Ireland. We don't really do the whole 'talking about feelings' thing here and we certainly wouldn't fancy paying for it! I suppose this is my half-hearted effort at getting a form of therapy or counselling though....
The stigma you refer to, is based of fear. No one wants to give the impression that anything is wrong. But if you are not happy in your life, or with where it is going.. Then something IS wrong; it's ok to talk to trained counsellors about that. It's their job. They gm have to attend school for that just like a nurse or a doctor would. And there is nothing wrong with expressing those feelings with someone trained to help you sort them out. It will improve your mindset greatly, just to get those things out in the open, and off your chest so to speak. Sometimes just having someone to hear your concerns is a form of medicine itself. I'll make you the same offer I did TA, you may PM me at ANY time. And if I am awake I will answer; without judgement. You are a wonderful lady from what I've read of you, and you deserve to be happy! Let us know how it goes.
Today I contacted the Civil Service Employee Assistance Service. They provide confidential (I hope) support to employees and I guess I'm hoping that maybe if I can get up the courage to talk to one of their officers that it might be some small step in the right direction in terms of finding some sort of happiness in my life. To be honest, I'm not entirely sure what kind of service these officers are meant to provide but I guess it's no harm to find out. As long as it's confidential I guess it's worth a try.
I get the impression from this forum that the idea of seeing a therapist isn't all that unusual to a lot of people in other countries, believe me it would be extremely unusual in Ireland. We don't really do the whole 'talking about feelings' thing here and we certainly wouldn't fancy paying for it! I suppose this is my half-hearted effort at getting a form of therapy or counselling though....
What a great step, Jenny; I really hope it's helpful for you. Feel free to PM me as well if you ever wish to.
my small self... like a book amongst the many on a shelf
Like I'll 'see' a conversation happen between myself and another person, it happens exactly as I see it happen. The exact words...
I've gotten the feeling that the car the person I was with was going to be broken into, it was that same night.
The one that scared me was when I was visiting a friend, I got a bad feeling about their house, something just felt 'off'. We went on the deck to chat, I got the feeling the deck catching fire. Two weeks later, their entire house went up in flames. The fire Marshall determined the fire started on the deck.
Weird shit like that. I don't like to talk about it because people think I'm crazy.
That's not crazy, that's awesome, although I imagine a gift like that can wear on the soul sometimes.
I was the spelling bee champion of my elementary school two years in a row. Now there's a claim to fame .... oooo, she can spell.
And the sun it may be shining . . . but there's an ocean in my eyes
I was the spelling bee champion of my elementary school two years in a row. Now there's a claim to fame .... oooo, she can spell.
Actually, that is awesome. The kids that win the Scripps National Spelling Bee these days get some bank. I nerd out and watch the final day of competition. Probably the only thing I ever watch on ESPN.
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The closest I've come is when I see a conversation happen before it does and the person starts it the same way...I'll say, "i had a feeling you were gonna ask me that".
Maybe I should start keeping a journal of stuff I see. Maybe...Lol!
- Christopher McCandless
2010: 5/20 NY, 5/21 NY ... 2011: 6/21 EV NY, 9/3 WI, 9/4 WI ... 2012: 9/2 PA, 9/22 GA ... 2013: 10/18 NY, 10/19 NY, 10/21 PA, 10/22 PA, 10/27 MD
2015: 9/23 NY, 9/26 NY ... 2016: 4/28 PA, 4/29 PA, 5/1 NY, 5/2 NY, 6/11 TN, 8/7 MA, 11/4 TOTD PA, 11/5 TOTD PA ... 2018: 8/10 WA
2022: 9/14 NJ ... 2024: 5/28 WA, 9/7 PA, 9/9 PA ---- http://imgur.com/a/nk0s7
Rollings you really live with another board member?? That's kind freaky cool.
And RKCNDY, has this been an all your life sort of thing or did it develop over time?
I had a premonition of my Fiancée at the time stabbing me in the heart, two weeks before my accident. I had it on the plane from Ok to Ca. I woke up clutching my chest and gasping 'why?'. I freaked out the lady next to me. Then everything happened, and my AIC board friend from NY, explained that that was what the premonition meant. And the only other time this happened was I dreamt of my Stables doc year before I ever bought the property. When I met with the real estate agent, and he drove go this place, I swear I fainted!! It was the place from my dream!! All the way down to walking through the main barn and into the arena, where we saw one lone chicken.. Just sitting right in the middle of the workspace.
Dream I had a different dog with me, than my wolf dog. But everything else was exact.. Even the fact that in my dream and in real life, the property came with a Mule named Jeddediah. ( which made me laugh my ass off, for reasons no one will understand).
- Christopher McCandless
- Christopher McCandless
- Christopher McCandless
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
Fuckus rules all
Rob
Seattle
Sounds like you see a"gut feeling" in full detail.sweet.
I get the impression from this forum that the idea of seeing a therapist isn't all that unusual to a lot of people in other countries, believe me it would be extremely unusual in Ireland. We don't really do the whole 'talking about feelings' thing here and we certainly wouldn't fancy paying for it! I suppose this is my half-hearted effort at getting a form of therapy or counselling though....
Fuckus rules all
Rob
Seattle
And high five!
Fuckus rules all
Rob
Seattle
I was the spelling bee champion of my elementary school two years in a row. Now there's a claim to fame .... oooo, she can spell.