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  • Thoughts_Arrive
    Thoughts_Arrive Melbourne, Australia Posts: 15,165
    lastexitlondon said:
    Every night i hope and wish and every morning i want it all to be over. I want to let go now.  There is no end for this. no getting better. No getting memory back. No end to confusion every waking hour.  Whatever is wrong here
     Is not fixable
    Have you had a brain scan to rule out any biological issue?
    Adelaide 17/11/2009, Melbourne 20/11/2009, Sydney 22/11/2009, Melbourne (Big Day Out Festival) 24/01/2014
  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,958
    No . They won't listen to me


    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,958
    I can hope the dr knows best but in reality he can't hear me because ive been so often in the last 3 years. And never what i thought came true. So now im like the boy who cried wolf. But i have been extremely ill mentally but of course they will say this is the same. I say its not. Really its 8a.m here and ive been up 4 hours when my partner wakes i need to get help.  With my baby daughter trying to give my partner a break but i need help


    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,958
    Ive gone in to a complete melt down about a brain scan. Ive had to take a valium cant cope


    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • Thoughts_Arrive
    Thoughts_Arrive Melbourne, Australia Posts: 15,165
    Sorry to hear. Is the dr referral to get a scan at no cost to you?
    Or if you paid you could get one?
    Adelaide 17/11/2009, Melbourne 20/11/2009, Sydney 22/11/2009, Melbourne (Big Day Out Festival) 24/01/2014
  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,958
    To those struggling i hope you can find the sun for even 10mins today. Light is nice. I know im always sad when i come here. Today is bad because yesterday i tried with all my might and couldn't get right. So today im down and residing to the fact this is here forever and worsening.


    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • OffSheGoes35
    OffSheGoes35 Posts: 3,517
    lastexitlondon said:
    To those struggling i hope you can find the sun for even 10mins today. Light is nice. I know im always sad when i come here. Today is bad because yesterday i tried with all my might and couldn't get right. So today im down and residing to the fact this is here forever and worsening.
    Can you try to resign yourself to this as always being present, but rather like a shadow?

    Getting out in the sun is a good suggestion.

    One thing that works for me is- if I catch myself walking into rooms and not remembering why I went in there in the first place, or I'm  rushing through doors and letting them slam behind me, or I'm just generally distracted and nervous- I will slow my movements down. I will open a door to leave and close it slowly behind me. I slow everything down. And it really helps calm me. The trick is to catch it happening.
  • i_lov_it
    i_lov_it Perth, Western Australia Posts: 4,007
    edited March 2018
    PJ_Soul said:
    i_lov_it said:
    PJ_Soul said:
    Breaks ups suck, sorry man.

    Thank you...but what I described happened while we were together...and yes Break ups do suck...and being treated like shit during the relationship also suck...
    Yeah, gotcha (I can't comment too much, as partying with a bunch of Irishmen until 5am sounds like something I would do, lol. Although I would certainly call my live-in BF to say I was going to be really late! That's the part where she fucked up!).
    Yes, being treated like shit in relationships sucks too. I've had a few doozies in my time. It can really turn your life upside down.... especially when the break up happens, for some reason. Break ups often aren't any easier, or maybe even harder, when the relationship has been a roller coaster ride... Especially because that situation tend to lead to messier break ups with more turbulent emotions.
    Yeah I should also mention this is the same person who got some Guy from her class a Nice Birthday Present who She finds 'Funny' and that 'She likes' on the day of his Birthday but yet I didn't get mine until a week later...wtf???

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  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,958
    this girl is sunshine.


    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • kce8
    kce8 Posts: 1,636
    lastexitlondon said:
    this girl is sunshine.

    What a beautiful girl! 
  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,958
    Its times like these i look at her and hope i can survive to see her become a young lady like my other girls. 


    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • Annafalk
    Annafalk Sweden Posts: 4,004
    lastexitlondon said:
    Its times like these i look at her and hope i can survive to see her become a young lady like my other girls. 
    You truly are a lucky man ! 
  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,958
    edited April 2018
    Im blessed with wonderful children. Im sure without them i would be gone. Ive just seen all my kids together and i laugh non stop.


    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • i_lov_it
    i_lov_it Perth, Western Australia Posts: 4,007
    edited April 2018

    I hope People are doing Good here?...I'm trying to come to Terms with my most recent Ex talking to another Guy behind my back about her Exams rather then talking me...I mean seriously...who does that???...by the way it was the same Guy who she bought a Birthday Present for on the day of his Birthday and yet didn't get me one until a week after my Birthday...

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  • i_lov_it
    i_lov_it Perth, Western Australia Posts: 4,007
    edited April 2018
    Try this for an anxiety inducing Ex...we were having romantic time together and half of the time She was messaging another Guy...yep you guessed it the same Guy who I've mentioned before...
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  • i_lov_it
    i_lov_it Perth, Western Australia Posts: 4,007
    edited April 2018
    This is a Good Thread to have...my Ex didn't even get me a Birthday Present...and to rub salt into the wound she spoke to another Guy behind my back about her Exam...
  • brianlux
    brianlux Moving through All Kinds of Terrain. Posts: 43,669
    i_lov_it said:
    Try this for an anxiety inducing Ex...we were having romantic time together and half of the time She was messaging another Guy...yep you guessed it the same Guy who I've mentioned before...
    Many years ago, I had a girlfriend and she and I were getting closer to being ex's.  She started talking more about this other guy.  I would have done well back then to just let her go out of my life and visa versa and let the air clear.  You might find that the healthiest way to deal with it at this point. I know, that's hard to do, but in the long run, for the best.
    "It's a sad and beautiful world"
    -Roberto Benigni

  • i_lov_it
    i_lov_it Perth, Western Australia Posts: 4,007
    brianlux said:
    i_lov_it said:
    Try this for an anxiety inducing Ex...we were having romantic time together and half of the time She was messaging another Guy...yep you guessed it the same Guy who I've mentioned before...
    Many years ago, I had a girlfriend and she and I were getting closer to being ex's.  She started talking more about this other guy.  I would have done well back then to just let her go out of my life and visa versa and let the air clear.  You might find that the healthiest way to deal with it at this point. I know, that's hard to do, but in the long run, for the best.

    Thank you for your Good advice Brian...when your partner start treating you that way...you already know right?
  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,759
    i_lov_it said:
    This is a Good Thread to have...my Ex didn't even get me a Birthday Present...and to rub salt into the wound she spoke to another Guy behind my back about her Exam...
    but you speak about this all like she ISNT an ex?

    perhaps I'm confused on the timeline here.....
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  • myoung321
    myoung321 Posts: 2,855
    http://community.pearljam.com/discussion/270253/shocked-by-my-heart-icd-ouch#latest
    Wanna know what 
    "The heart and mind are the true lens of the camera." - Yusuf Karsh
     


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