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  • oftenreading
    oftenreading Victoria, BC Posts: 12,856
    lastexitlondon said:
    Does he get to come back. Is it temporary a ban?

    We never know ahead of time if a ban is temporary or permanent. Sometimes people just show up again after they've been banned for a few weeks. 

    TA made comments to a few people that usually lead to banning or at least bars. It's unfortunate but the mods are pretty consistent with that phrase. 
    my small self... like a book amongst the many on a shelf
  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,904
    Oh ok fair enough he didn't strike me as malicious but i hope the mods see this and give him another chance. I feel worried about him


    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • Meltdown99
    Meltdown99 None Of Your Business... Posts: 10,739
    lastexitlondon said:
    Oh ok fair enough he didn't strike me as malicious but i hope the mods see this and give him another chance. I feel worried about him
    I agree with you ... hope he’s back.
    Give Peas A Chance…
  • brianlux
    brianlux Moving through All Kinds of Terrain. Posts: 43,664
    I'm a bit stunned and definitely saddened to see Thoughts was banned.  I hope it's just a temporary time out. 

    If you're thought there reading this, Thoughts, best wishes going out to you!
    "It's a sad and beautiful world"
    -Roberto Benigni

  • stuckinline
    stuckinline Posts: 3,406
    brianlux said:
    I'm a bit stunned and definitely saddened to see Thoughts was banned.  I hope it's just a temporary time out. 

    If you're thought there reading this, Thoughts, best wishes going out to you!
    Wow, Thoughts...hope all is well!
  • Thoughts_Arrive
    Thoughts_Arrive Melbourne, Australia Posts: 15,165
    My ban is over.
    Thank you all from the bottom of my heart.
    Means a lot.
    I hope you're all doing fine?
    Adelaide 17/11/2009, Melbourne 20/11/2009, Sydney 22/11/2009, Melbourne (Big Day Out Festival) 24/01/2014
  • kce8
    kce8 Posts: 1,636
    Glad to see you are back Thoughts! :joy: 
    Hope you are ok?
  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,904
    Great to see you. Ive been angry at some folk on here . I must learn to walk away. . Be well all


    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,904
    I think i will take a break from AMT. Anger and rudeness are easy for me to get offended by. In my actual life i had to defend my son in a crowded environment and i was like a man possessed i saw red and realised how proud a father i am and my son saw a side of me i have not shown all but 3 or 4 times in a lifetime.  It made me think how i let people walk and stamp on my heart and soul and point it inward.  Ive decided to stand tall in the face of bullies and ignorant fools. Partly because i fear i woń live much longer and i will be fucked if im going down like a wet lettuce. 
    Whatever illness has taken my brain and memory has in a way lost me any hope of a long future. Insert The lyrics to pendulum.


    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,904
    I can no longer visit an empty well. 
    Thank you to the good souls.
    All that went out of their life and their day to help me..
    The strangest tribe. 
    Love and thanks rob


    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • brianlux
    brianlux Moving through All Kinds of Terrain. Posts: 43,664
    Thoughts_Arrive said:
    My ban is over.
    Thank you all from the bottom of my heart.
    Means a lot.
    I hope you're all doing fine?
    Awesome!  So good!

    lastexitlondon said:
    I can no longer visit an empty well. 
    Thank you to the good souls.
    All that went out of their life and their day to help me..
    The strangest tribe. 
    Love and thanks rob
    It's a great place for that, Rob.  Are you just taking a break from here?  I've done that when it felt right, and jumped back in when it felt right.  Seems like a good thing to do now and then.
    "It's a sad and beautiful world"
    -Roberto Benigni

  • brianlux
    brianlux Moving through All Kinds of Terrain. Posts: 43,664
    My neighbor cut down a huge pine tree in his yard today.  I don't know why (we don't talk much and that's best).  It looked healthy to me.  But anyway, whatever the reason, watching a big tree be slaughtered fucks with my head and my soul in a bad way.  Seeing a big tree die just eats me up inside.  It's weakness I have, I know.  It's a soft spot that I wish were not there because of how it eats away at my guts and my head.  My wife has told me that being sensitive is one of things that she likes best about me but also acknowledges it's difficult.  That's for sure.  I wish I were more rough hewn.  Sensitivity can really be the shits sometimes.  :-(
    "It's a sad and beautiful world"
    -Roberto Benigni

  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,904
    I don't post very often anymore. Ive lost the will to carry on . Ive reached out everywhere possible. But to no avail. Im at the bottom and i can't get up anymore. All the advice isn't hitting home. I do not believe or trust anything. They say you don't know when you lose your mind..... i know i am what does that say. Fuck knows. Dr says the same
     I saw 2 and they said the same. I don not believe them because what is happening in my mind or brain is crippling me and now im wrecking the only relationships i have. Not on purpose of course but this illness is the cruelist demise of a good human who has never hurt anyone and only cared too much about everyone and everything. There is no justice and no god. There are no prizes for good. That aside i wanted everyone who comes /came here that ive gained friends in my mind here and that was kind. 


    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • curmudgeoness
    curmudgeoness Brigadoon, foodie capital Posts: 4,130
    lastexitlondon said:
    I don't post very often anymore. Ive lost the will to carry on . Ive reached out everywhere possible. But to no avail. Im at the bottom and i can't get up anymore. All the advice isn't hitting home. I do not believe or trust anything. They say you don't know when you lose your mind..... i know i am what does that say. Fuck knows. Dr says the same
     I saw 2 and they said the same. I don not believe them because what is happening in my mind or brain is crippling me and now im wrecking the only relationships i have. Not on purpose of course but this illness is the cruelist demise of a good human who has never hurt anyone and only cared too much about everyone and everything. There is no justice and no god. There are no prizes for good. That aside i wanted everyone who comes /came here that ive gained friends in my mind here and that was kind. 

    I'm so sorry that you continue to suffer. Part of me wants to tell you that it will get better -- and part of me knows what it's like to be in that hole and wonder if anyone really believes that it will get better, because there's so little daylight where you are right now.

    I wish you could find better help for what's bothering you. I'm sorry that I have no advice to offer -- but maybe you're tired of unsolicited advice, anyway.

    Please try to remember that there is a whole community here rooting for you. And be kind to yourself.
    All those who seek to destroy the liberties of a democratic nation ought to know that war is the surest and shortest means to accomplish it.
  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,904
    edited March 2018
    Many thanks. And i appreciate all the love. Thats one thing ive always done is show love. I applaud all of us that are capable of showing it. 
    Post edited by lastexitlondon on


    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • Meltdown99
    Meltdown99 None Of Your Business... Posts: 10,739
    edited March 2018
    My anxiety has been under control until recently ... found out my homeowners policy not being renewed, claim frequency, apparently 1 claim is frequent...let me tell you, an insurance company not renewing a policy is not good ... having trouble finding insurance.  Oh yeah, in Canada insurance is heavily regulated, but they can fuck people over one claim...and people wonder why I have no use for government.  Our government regulates insurance to ensure insurance companies maximize profits...I wake up everyday thankful I do not work in the insurance industry, fucking vultures they are.
    Give Peas A Chance…
  • i_lov_it
    i_lov_it Perth, Western Australia Posts: 4,007
    Hey Lastexit I hope you are doing well...Just think Positive ok...I send you many Positive thoughts :)
  • i_lov_it
    i_lov_it Perth, Western Australia Posts: 4,007
    lastexitlondon said:
    Many thanks. And i appreciate all the love. Thats one thing ive always done is show love. I applaud all of us that are capable of showing it. 

    I hope you are doing well?...think Positive I know you can get through this :)
  • i_lov_it
    i_lov_it Perth, Western Australia Posts: 4,007
    Meltdown99 said:
    My anxiety has been under control until recently ... found out my homeowners policy not being renewed, claim frequency, apparently 1 claim is frequent...let me tell you, an insurance company not renewing a policy is not good ... having trouble finding insurance.  Oh yeah, in Canada insurance is heavily regulated, but they can fuck people over one claim...and people wonder why I have no use for government.  Our government regulates insurance to ensure insurance companies maximize profits...I wake up everyday thankful I do not work in the insurance industry, fucking vultures they are.

    I agree with you Meltdown...they are Vultures...it's good to hear that you have kept your anxiety under control...you ok?
  • i_lov_it
    i_lov_it Perth, Western Australia Posts: 4,007
    lastexitlondon said:
    Many thanks. And i appreciate all the love. Thats one thing ive always done is show love. I applaud all of us that are capable of showing it. 

    You're Welcome Lastexit...I hope you are doing well?...stay Positive :)

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