A safe place for anxiety sufferers to share.

Purple Fairy Tree

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Fifthelement

West Coast Dreamgirl said:

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Love this! Sometimes the hardest battles to fight are the ones within yourself.

Purple Fairy Tree

Yeah @Poncier

lastexitlondon

Even im sick of me

Purple Fairy Tree

Christmas 

lastexitlondon

3 am .  So low and afraid no meds. Or anything help.  I cannot be

OffSheGoes35

lastexitlondon said:

3 am .  So low and afraid no meds. Or anything help.  I cannot be

Hi Rob, my advice to you would be to find an online support group that is specifically for family members of terminally ill patients. Maybe they have a group on Reddit? It helps so much to "be around" people who are going through the same thing you are. You don't feel as alone. I hope you feel better today. ❤️

Matts3221

OffSheGoes35 said:

lastexitlondon said:

3 am .  So low and afraid no meds. Or anything help.  I cannot be

Hi Rob, my advice to you would be to find an online support group that is specifically for family members of terminally ill patients. Maybe they have a group on Reddit? It helps so much to "be around" people who are going through the same thing you are. You don't feel as alone. I hope you feel better today. ❤️

I would also suggest your local hospital online for support groups. When my father was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer. I found a support group for kids who’s parents are passing and my mom found one for spouses.

im sure they do them online Zia zoom and the such right now. Above is correct sometimes talking to those who are going thru the same thing can be very helpful.

that is not me or anyone else saying done share your feelings here because you total can but this may put you in touch with people whom have a better understanding of what you are currently going thru.

lastexitlondon

Im not sure its my dad thats done me. 
My daughter  is ill again and i cant cope. With my step son at college. Its coming. I feel imminent  danger. I have so many symptoms  that make me believe im dying . I took some meds and knocked myself out for the last 24 hrs . I didn't want it to end. Now im awake and its horrendous  its never going to end until i die. Its everything.  I hate myself so fucking much but im full of love it makes no sence  why i suffer beyond  whats copeable  . I really am lost. The dr is not an option nobody  can get help here anymore  its all gone  so far down  hill.
Lost and alone and desperate. 
But i know thats wrong and selfish  so many are coping with  much more better than me.  Guilt is heavy

lastexitlondon

This site is all i visit  now. I took advice of a board member and stopped even you tube. I have no outlet or anything.  I havent drank for 2 days because i was  abusing it and ii feels dirty and wrong. But at the same time i loved it for a small while. 
I cant keep doing  this to these people.
I want to run and hide and die in a bush.

Purple Fairy Tree

@lastexitlondon I bet you're a really great dad and you sound like you're being really hard on yourself. I don't think it's right to compare yourself to others as everyone is different including circumstances. I really enjoyed listening to Louise Hay meditations (on youtube) a while back, that seemed to help me. It sounds like you may benefit from further healthy outlets (not necessarily online) to deal with so many things going on around you. You're not alone and reaching out is always good. If there's anything I can do to try and help let me know xxx

lastexitlondon

Thank  you.  Just to get  it out here is better  than not . I don't want to put on anyone  as there are people here in bad situations . 

Purple Fairy Tree

lastexitlondon said:

Thank  you.  Just to get  it out here is better  than not . I don't want to put on anyone  as there are people here in bad situations . 

That's cool, do you have any pets? 

lastexitlondon

No. 2 fish.
Im not an animal man unfortunately 

mickeyrat

shame. dogs can have a way about them..

Purple Fairy Tree

Ah well, im sure they're lovely fish... I'd recommend one of these - 

HughFreakingDillon

West Coast Dreamgirl said:

Ah well, im sure they're lovely fish... I'd recommend one of these - 

An Earth Ewok?

JPPJ84

Gosh I‘d love an Ewok

Purple Fairy Tree

@HughFreakingDillon lol, yeah exactly 

Get one @JPPJ84

JPPJ84

West Coast Dreamgirl said:

@HughFreakingDillon lol, yeah exactly 

Get one @JPPJ84

He‘d never get out of the costume, poor thing 😄