PJ fans in 12 step Recovery
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Congrats Tim!!!!!!Tom Brady & Donald Trump, BFF's
Fuckus rules all
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Congrats Tim!!
Another crutch I'm working on is Marlboro's. Last one I smoked was on Feb 24th of this year, stopped cold turkey, and haven't touched one again yet, and pray I never do again. Was a smoker for 32 years up until then.0 -
Congrats to all of you wonderful crew walking this path.my small self... like a book amongst the many on a shelf0
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2014: Cincinnati
2016: Lexington and Wrigley 10 -
I haven't been on this thread in almost a year - congratulations to everyone who's celebrating - 1 year, 10 years, 2 years - you are all miracles and for those who have relapsed, welcome back! Also thank you to those who responded to my post - your support means the world to me.
I come and go - I'm dealing with PTSD right now and I haven't been on social media or really even left my house much in the past year (although I did finally see Pearl Jam! 3 times! Hampton, Not Raleigh, MSG2 and Fenway2 (and HOB screening with my mom!) . They were all part of my recovery from everything - leaving my comfort zone because i went solo to each - and however people enjoyed the shows, it was cool, I did it sober and they were amazing each time.
Hedonist, whispering hands, Hobbes, mickeyrat, deadendp and everyone else - I'm honored to be in your fine company. My anniversary is in a couple months and, god willing, I'll have 20 years. But just like everyone else I'm taking it one day at a time - having PTSD and other disorders are difficult but using would do nothing but impede my recovery. Sometimes it seems that life just keeps dropping shit bombs on you and it just doesn't end - I've lost my father, my brother, my sister, been in an abusive relationship, had my son brainwashed by the abuser, miscarried, and dealt with clinical depression, panic disorder and now PTSD due to horrific abuse over the past few years and I am no different than anyone else, we all have our burdens and if thrown on a table we would all take our own problems back because you become who you are as you go through difficult times. We are all strong, although it seems otherwise at times. The rooms were what finally got me sober and it is truly a miracle. I believe in a higher power, because I would be drinking right now if I was in charge of my sobriety.
Sorry I don't come by more but I am so glad that this thread exists. It works if you work it!!!! Hugs to you all.0 -
You have no idea what perfect timing this is. It brings me comfort (not from your pain, but your words and outlook).njnancy said:I haven't been on this thread in almost a year - congratulations to everyone who's celebrating - 1 year, 10 years, 2 years - you are all miracles and for those who have relapsed, welcome back! Also thank you to those who responded to my post - your support means the world to me.
I come and go - I'm dealing with PTSD right now and I haven't been on social media or really even left my house much in the past year (although I did finally see Pearl Jam! 3 times! Hampton, Not Raleigh, MSG2 and Fenway2 (and HOB screening with my mom!) . They were all part of my recovery from everything - leaving my comfort zone because i went solo to each - and however people enjoyed the shows, it was cool, I did it sober and they were amazing each time.
Hedonist, whispering hands, Hobbes, mickeyrat, deadendp and everyone else - I'm honored to be in your fine company. My anniversary is in a couple months and, god willing, I'll have 20 years. But just like everyone else I'm taking it one day at a time - having PTSD and other disorders are difficult but using would do nothing but impede my recovery. Sometimes it seems that life just keeps dropping shit bombs on you and it just doesn't end - I've lost my father, my brother, my sister, been in an abusive relationship, had my son brainwashed by the abuser, miscarried, and dealt with clinical depression, panic disorder and now PTSD due to horrific abuse over the past few years and I am no different than anyone else, we all have our burdens and if thrown on a table we would all take our own problems back because you become who you are as you go through difficult times. We are all strong, although it seems otherwise at times. The rooms were what finally got me sober and it is truly a miracle. I believe in a higher power, because I would be drinking right now if I was in charge of my sobriety.
Sorry I don't come by more but I am so glad that this thread exists. It works if you work it!!!! Hugs to you all.
Big hug back across these many miles to you. Your resolve is admirable.0 -
Nancy, it is great to see you back here! And fantastic to read that you made it to a few PJ shows!!njnancy said:I haven't been on this thread in almost a year - congratulations to everyone who's celebrating - 1 year, 10 years, 2 years - you are all miracles and for those who have relapsed, welcome back! Also thank you to those who responded to my post - your support means the world to me.
I come and go - I'm dealing with PTSD right now and I haven't been on social media or really even left my house much in the past year (although I did finally see Pearl Jam! 3 times! Hampton, Not Raleigh, MSG2 and Fenway2 (and HOB screening with my mom!) . They were all part of my recovery from everything - leaving my comfort zone because i went solo to each - and however people enjoyed the shows, it was cool, I did it sober and they were amazing each time.
Hedonist, whispering hands, Hobbes, mickeyrat, deadendp and everyone else - I'm honored to be in your fine company. My anniversary is in a couple months and, god willing, I'll have 20 years. But just like everyone else I'm taking it one day at a time - having PTSD and other disorders are difficult but using would do nothing but impede my recovery. Sometimes it seems that life just keeps dropping shit bombs on you and it just doesn't end - I've lost my father, my brother, my sister, been in an abusive relationship, had my son brainwashed by the abuser, miscarried, and dealt with clinical depression, panic disorder and now PTSD due to horrific abuse over the past few years and I am no different than anyone else, we all have our burdens and if thrown on a table we would all take our own problems back because you become who you are as you go through difficult times. We are all strong, although it seems otherwise at times. The rooms were what finally got me sober and it is truly a miracle. I believe in a higher power, because I would be drinking right now if I was in charge of my sobriety.
Sorry I don't come by more but I am so glad that this thread exists. It works if you work it!!!! Hugs to you all.Despite what you may think or feel, you are doing an amazingly well. Please feel free to lean on this community...there are quite a few awesome people here.
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Thank you Hedonist and SD#'s!! I'm glad that I posted at a time that helped you somehow and there are some amazing people and some truly supportive threads in the forum and I find both of those qualities right here. I'd put a big smiley face if I could figure out how to get the emojis to work!!
And I'm so glad that I can finally say 'I saw Pearl Jam'. Each show had a different feel and I can't wait to see them again. I'm going to the gun violence thing in New York that Eddie's appearing at - and maybe I'll get lucky and get a pair of tickets for Global Citizen - my son wants to go with me - he's come to therapy with me for the last 3 weeks - I try to keep my expectations low, but my mother's heart hopes that this is a turning point for us.
Thanks for the love!!! It multiplies and goes back to all of you.0 -
Remember folks, if tomorrow or this weekend becomes overwhelming, go to a meeting or reach out. AA doesnt take a holiday. Neither does alcoholism or drug addiction._____________________________________SIGNATURE________________________________________________
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Alcoholics Anonymous Responsibility Statement:
“I am responsible . . .
When anyone, anywhere, reaches out for help,
I want the hand of A.A. always to be there.
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Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '140 -
Proud of you guys..happy thanksgiving!"Going where the water tastes like wine!"0
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A good reminder. Thank you for that.mickeyrat said:Remember folks, if tomorrow or this weekend becomes overwhelming, go to a meeting or reach out. AA doesnt take a holiday. Neither does alcoholism or drug addiction.
2014: Cincinnati
2016: Lexington and Wrigley 10 -
I'm about 5 months sober. Not in AA, but I incorporate parts of AA into my life. One day at a time.This will only take a while0
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Nicemickeyrat said:Remember folks, if tomorrow or this weekend becomes overwhelming, go to a meeting or reach out. AA doesnt take a holiday. Neither does alcoholism or drug addiction.
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whatever works man. congrats.funk2funky said:I'm about 5 months sober. Not in AA, but I incorporate parts of AA into my life. One day at a time.
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Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '140 -
ok, I promised a story a couple pages back. Here goes.
When I started this thread I was in year 2. My step work to that point was minimal. Seemed it was just enough to allow me abstinence. Had little appreciation for the very good things I had in my life at that time. I was newly married, had a good job , making more than I ever had. I was miserable. The thread was started in part to kinda leach sobriety from folks here. I never expected or thought others might seek help for themselves as a result of posting. I was selfish.
Not long after , in may of 09 my wife at the time said I need to talk to you. just about 3 1/2 months later the dissolution was finalized. I was devastated. I made the decision during the brief separation I wanted something better for myself than I had been getting in AA. So I worked the steps again. This time more fully as they are suggested. I was walking through the most intense emotional time of my life. It hit me hard. I had more relief from the steps but I hurt and hurt bad. Some around me then couldnt believe I was still sober. But i had made a promise to myself when the separation first happened , that I wasn't running from this. That I was going to stand and take it as it came. It sucked big time. Turned out to be the best thing thats ever happened FOR me.
On Sept 9 of that year I received a PM. A member had read the thread through at that point and determined he might have a problem with alcohol. He was a Brit, living in Poland. It forced me into the book , to give him a more textbook interpretation , rather than my personal opinion. Very helpful to me in that regard. Him too. Over the course of the next 7 years and counting , we would "meet" sometimes here via PM, sometimes on FB chat , or other times via Skype or other video chats. He is the only one I really "sponsor" right now. That was in part due to my work as a truck driver and also because none have really asked. I do try to be as helpful and attentive to what is said during meetings. I am often given a different insight than others about an underlying issue relative to the actual topic a person may bring up. It works for me.
What strikes me the most about all of this is how mysterious and fascinating the universe is in this. How is it exactly, that I an average drunken crackhead in Columbus Ohio can connect with someone half way around the world and we can find the common ground necessary for each of us to stay sober and live fuller , richer lives as a result? That former member has started a meeting in his town for english speakers. Its 5 or 6 years on now? The Inside Job Group. In my small way I had a hand in helping that group. Utterly amazing to me and I stand in awe and wonder at it all. Still.
For those who may or think they may have a problem with drugs and or alcohol, truly, you do not have to live that way any longer if you dont want to . AA or another more appropriate 12 step program can help you. But its also not the only way to freedom. We see that here. I see that elsewhere too. we understand you because we have been there. Some of the finer details may be different , but we have walked in your shoes. However you may choose to seek the help that should be available to all who seek it, you are most certainly welcome here.
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Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '140 -
I don't know if these random connections are indeed random - just a result of happenstance - or if some element of fate is involved. Yet, no matter how, what profound effects they've had on our lives. Incredible, wonderful effects.
I can only imagine the steel it took for you to get through, to still get through.
Thank you for a beautifully honest post.0 -
noticed this thread and saw a post a page or two back, and I have an honest, NOT JUDGMENTAL, question for whomever wishes to answer: why is a higher power such an integral part of the process? what does a god or spiritual being have to do with getting sober? this is something I've always wondered, especially after that Seinfeld episode.Hugh Freaking Dillon is currently out of the office, returning sometime in the fall0
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