PJ fans in 12 step Recovery

HughFreakingDillon

Wobbie said:

^^^^ a very “Amy thing” to do!

I’m kind of surprised I wake up tired and with a headache every day since I put the bottle down. I used to joke about being a “functioning alcoholic” but I guess my body was used to that “normal.” on the bright side, once I get going, I have been very productive and I don’t waste my days. I’ve had a few urges to have “a beer or two” (something I could rarely do) but haven’t acted on them.

sometimes the drink is what it takes to feel "normal" again. your body has to relearn what normal is. 

I'm thinking of doing this Sober October thing. Just to see how it goes. 

Hobbes

H.Chinaski said:

Almost 5 months sober. No 12 stops or AA for me... not yet anyways as i'm not finding it as difficult as i thought it might be. Proud of myself for putting the bottle down. It had to happen!

Proud of you, too.

njnancy

So many great posts full of honesty.  Im having extreme difficulty with my PTSD lately & I feel kinda  not altogether, but I wanted to applaud everyone who is starting their life without using,  that first step is the hardest. Yay all of you.  And kudos to those living everyday in their continuing life as a sober/ clean person.  You are all miracles. 

It is so nice to see people come here just to offer support,  you don't know how much your kind words mean. Seriously. 

I haven't listed names but I'm hoping you all can know that im talking about you.  If that makes  sense. I dont know, just trying here. 

Amy, wow, I am blown away by your post & the very adult decisions you've had to make throughout your life. I come from a family infested with alcoholics & addicts with varying degrees of "functioning" & I had a child with one. Now said child is showing definite signs of addiction.


Im so glad your brother got clean, despite other unhealthy choices.  I lost my brother to alcoholism, in life & eventual death.  And indirectly lost my dad & sister to the disease in life & early deaths. There is a lot more I'd like to say, but you are a strong woman & I know it's painful being powerless. Telling your story here was an incredible step forward in wanting to get better.  Being on the other side is heart breaking & infuriating & confusing.  Mickeyrat had good advice.  Im so sorry for the pain you've experienced. 

That's my best words for now. Keep being loving & kind to each other,  this is a special thread. I love the support here.

Hope I made sense. If not,  I'll be back to try again when I'm mentally healthier.  My brain is screaming "stop typing", so I will. ❤

deadendp

njnancy said:

So many great posts full of honesty.  Im having extreme difficulty with my PTSD lately & I feel kinda  not altogether, but I wanted to applaud everyone who is starting their life without using,  that first step is the hardest. Yay all of you.  And kudos to those living everyday in their continuing life as a sober/ clean person.  You are all miracles. 

It is so nice to see people come here just to offer support,  you don't know how much your kind words mean. Seriously. 

I haven't listed names but I'm hoping you all can know that im talking about you.  If that makes  sense. I dont know, just trying here. 

Amy, wow, I am blown away by your post & the very adult decisions you've had to make throughout your life. I come from a family infested with alcoholics & addicts with varying degrees of "functioning" & I had a child with one. Now said child is showing definite signs of addiction.


Im so glad your brother got clean, despite other unhealthy choices.  I lost my brother to alcoholism, in life & eventual death.  And indirectly lost my dad & sister to the disease in life & early deaths. There is a lot more I'd like to say, but you are a strong woman & I know it's painful being powerless. Telling your story here was an incredible step forward in wanting to get better.  Being on the other side is heart breaking & infuriating & confusing.  Mickeyrat had good advice.  Im so sorry for the pain you've experienced. 

That's my best words for now. Keep being loving & kind to each other,  this is a special thread. I love the support here.

Hope I made sense. If not,  I'll be back to try again when I'm mentally healthier.  My brain is screaming "stop typing", so I will. ❤

Nancy, 



Much love to you. I thank you for your kindness. 


Amy

Fifthelement

Sending much love your way @njnancy.  You are in my heart and mind.

Wobbie

33 (day) Club.

deadendp

Wobbie said:

33 (day) Club.

Odd way of presenting it here, but congratulations! 

hedonist

And in seven days:

Well done, Wob!

Wobbie

deadendp said:

Wobbie said:

33 (day) Club.

Odd way of presenting it here, but congratulations! 

you ohio people get it.

F Me In The Brain

Latrobe congratulates you.

deadendp

The King of Beers tips his Columbus area crown? 

mickeyrat

deadendp said:

The King of Beers tips his Columbus area crown? 

drive by there twice a day.

one time I wished I was Homer Simpson in that one episide where he fell in a vat on a Duff brewery tour and had to drink himself out of it.

Identifying with a drunken cartoon character removed any doubt I might have had about being an alky......

Thoughts_Arrive

njnancy said:

So many great posts full of honesty.  Im having extreme difficulty with my PTSD lately & I feel kinda  not altogether, but I wanted to applaud everyone who is starting their life without using,  that first step is the hardest. Yay all of you.  And kudos to those living everyday in their continuing life as a sober/ clean person.  You are all miracles. 

It is so nice to see people come here just to offer support,  you don't know how much your kind words mean. Seriously. 

I haven't listed names but I'm hoping you all can know that im talking about you.  If that makes  sense. I dont know, just trying here. 

Amy, wow, I am blown away by your post & the very adult decisions you've had to make throughout your life. I come from a family infested with alcoholics & addicts with varying degrees of "functioning" & I had a child with one. Now said child is showing definite signs of addiction.


Im so glad your brother got clean, despite other unhealthy choices.  I lost my brother to alcoholism, in life & eventual death.  And indirectly lost my dad & sister to the disease in life & early deaths. There is a lot more I'd like to say, but you are a strong woman & I know it's painful being powerless. Telling your story here was an incredible step forward in wanting to get better.  Being on the other side is heart breaking & infuriating & confusing.  Mickeyrat had good advice.  Im so sorry for the pain you've experienced. 

That's my best words for now. Keep being loving & kind to each other,  this is a special thread. I love the support here.

Hope I made sense. If not,  I'll be back to try again when I'm mentally healthier.  My brain is screaming "stop typing", so I will. ❤

Sending you hugs. You're a great person.

Wobbie

40 days.

hedonist

Fifthelement

   yay!

njnancy

Way to go!! 🥳

deadendp

Wobbie

anyone read this? I just picked it up on a friend’s recommendation.

deadendp

Wobbie said: 

anyone read this? I just picked it up on a friend’s recommendation.

I don't know about the book, but I am interested to know about 93 DIY tips from folks like you!

hedonist

16 months


When I read about the evils of drinking, I gave up reading.
- Henny Youngman

mickeyrat

hedonist said:

16 months


When I read about the evils of drinking, I gave up reading.
- Henny Youngman

good shit right there

good on ya.

rollings

from the glass lined tanks of old latrobe, we tender this premium beer for your enjoyment as a tribute to your good taste. It comes from the mountain springs to you. 

deadendp

hedonist said:

16 months


When I read about the evils of drinking, I gave up reading.
- Henny Youngman

 

hedonist

rollings said:

from the glass lined tanks of old latrobe, we tender this premium beer for your enjoyment as a tribute to your good taste. It comes from the mountain springs to you. 

You tender the beer, I'll take care of the green

mickeyrat

hedonist said:

rollings said:

from the glass lined tanks of old latrobe, we tender this premium beer for your enjoyment as a tribute to your good taste. It comes from the mountain springs to you. 

You tender the beer, I'll take care of the green

and I'll make sure you both get home safely

hedonist

mickeyrat said:

hedonist said:

rollings said:

from the glass lined tanks of old latrobe, we tender this premium beer for your enjoyment as a tribute to your good taste. It comes from the mountain springs to you. 

You tender the beer, I'll take care of the green

and I'll make sure you both get home safely

(I also haven't driven in sixteen months )

Fifthelement

hedonist said:

16 months


When I read about the evils of drinking, I gave up reading.
- Henny Youngman

Congrats Hedo!  That is awesome!  Love the quote too!

hedonist

Thanks!  And me too

njnancy

Hello to my friends in sobriety; no matter if you've just begun to form a thought,  or my fellow recovering alcoholics/addicts or those who visit to show solidarity....

23 years sober today, by the grace of my higher power. 

I've been struggling with PTSD lately but I'm determined to feel gratitude. I'm so thankful for this thread and for all of you......✌❤ ☕