Thanks to all and an update on my wife

Good afternoon,

I don't even know where to start as they say..So here it goes. Yeahhhhhh!!!! Shawna after three longs years of horrendous pain has finally said "My back is feeling a little better and the leg wrenching pain is gone". That's right gone. We are feeling something that has been gone for a very long long time. It's a feeling that is overwhelmingly breaking through a hardened crust with the scars of ancient layers that has stolen away the darkness and replaced with a new and long awaited glimmer and glimpse of what could be renewed as only one thing. H A P P I N E S S. I'm sure that could of came out a little bit more understandable but that's the only way I can express it right now. Shawna, Kolbi, Dorian and myself have spent half of our precious ten years of being a family having surgeries. It is hard to explain but I feel like I did during our first years of being together.

I/we are feeling so relaxed and relieved that with the blessings of all of the goodness of life that this chapter might be completely over. I can see my wife's spirit again. Her glow...her passion for life. Her whole being is screaming relief and even her voice is anew. Until now I thought that I had completely forgotten what happiness is. I feel so good. Yes, I know the road will be a bit of a challenge until we reach the other side but that's the thing. I can finally see through all of this and it feels like a brand new lease on life. I have never had time to read. With my long day's and night's this is the only writing I have time for. So I hope that I'm delivering the deepness that I am feeling. My wife alive and getting better just brings tears to my eyes. I am in a really good place now.

Alright...Let's talk about Shawna now...This will have to be continued since I'm needing to get back to caring for her. All I can say for now is she looks like my baby. Beautiful.....Glowing......and hypnotiziling full of life. I'll be on again later or very soon. Thank you so much..We love you all and thank you for your continued support.

Your forever grateful friends,
John and Shawna

Hi everybody, We are definitely not out of the woods. Shawna's pain levels are high. We barely were able to pay and keep our water, phone and internet on. Our Ten Club membership has expired. I've got a lot of work going on but Shawna is needing full time care. Her and I both broke down tonight because this is the hardest time we have dealt with in five years. Please keep us in your thoughts. I wish things would just continue to get better. Her back just started hurting a few days ago and I am so worried about another infection. Please know that we are really needing a lot of emotional support right now. My mother is very sick and just got out of the hospital and there is no support on my wife's side. All I want is for her pain to go away and for life to get back to where it was 5 or so years ago.

Thank you for your continued emotional support. I know we could of not made it this far without you.
Peace and happiness to all of you.

Your friends,
John and Shawna

Chief Broom wrote:

I can't even express how happy it makes me to hear all of that.

paysonites wrote:

All I can say for now is she looks like my baby. Beautiful.....Glowing......and hypnotiziling full of life.

There's a light,... when my baby's in my arms...

How funny "Thin Air" was our first dance song at our wedding. Thanks for your inspiration...