Any spare good thoughts...

decides2dream

chiquimonkey wrote:

Fifthelement wrote:

(((hugs))) That's some great advice from pilate and claireack. I wish that we could help shoulder your burden chiqui. You and your family are all in my thoughts. Lots and lots and lots of healing vibes being sent your way.

Having a place to just vent is a big help for sure, I appreciate the ear you all provide! Thanks for all the thoughts and healing vibes, we can sure use it.

Tomorrow will be weird, I'm going in to work in the morning and folks in the lab are taking me out for a birthday lunch which should be nice. But then we have the meeting at 2pm with the palliative folks at the hospital. After which we're laying down the gauntlet with our family to basically either put up or shut up...come out and see her, or fuck off. They really should have been here months ago, or two years ago when she was in the hospital for 9 months. Oh well, I guess we'll see how that goes anyway.

I guess that's life for you, balance of good stuff and crap. And everyone's trying to make my birthday feel special but it's getting hard to get into the swing of it, I dunno. For now I'm just hoping I can finally fall asleep. I either want to sleep in the middle of the day or not sleep at all at night, all screwed up!

*hugs*

it DOES put life in perspective, absolutely.
all the shit, helps you focus more on the good stuff....and appreciate it when it, finally, comes back around.
hope some happiness is on it's way to you chica.

chiquimonkey

decides2dream wrote:

*hugs*

it DOES put life in perspective, absolutely.
all the shit, helps you focus more on the good stuff....and appreciate it when it, finally, comes back around.
hope some happiness is on it's way to you chica.

Yeah I'm down for some good stuff, any morsel of it! I'm trying to stay chipper this morning, and just be grateful that I"ll have another birthday to celebrate, despite everything going on. That's been the hard part with all this, keeping balanced and not forgetting my own existence in the middle of everything. It seems really easy to get swallowed up, and I don't want to be.

chiquimonkey

She has days left, maybe

norm

{{HUGS}}

pinkbutterfly

I am so sorry to hear that. *HUG* My continued prayers to you and your family.

RKCNDY

chiqui, I'm so sorry...{{{BIG HUGS}}}

I just want to let you know, we are here for you. Sometimes it's easier to talk things out...write about how you feel. Create something to keep your mind busy. Thing like this are never easy, but just remember, you are loved.
Pleas let us know if we can do something for you.

PJPixie

Big Hugs and lots of love coming your way!!

RYEzupSF

So sorry to see the news Chiqui. You, your mother and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Sending strength and hugs your way.

JOEJOEJOE

I am so sad for you and your family.

decides2dream

chiquimonkey wrote:

She has days left, maybe

nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!



oh chica.
idk how i missed this earlier.
my heart breaks for you, your mo, your family....

Fifthelement

Aww, Barb, i am so, so sorry. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I am so sorry that you and your family are going through this. Healing thoughts, wishes and vibes being sent your way ((((hugs))))

Who Princess

You are still very much in my thoughts, along with your family, during this difficult time. Just try to get through day by day, or hour by hour, however you can best cope.

davidtrios

loveontwolegs and i offer our condolences...hang in there BA :(

chiquimonkey

Thanks so much everyone for your kindness.

My mother is finally at peace, she passed away at 10:11am this morning. The pain I'm feeling is so overwhelming, but I have no choice but to stay strong. We have family flying in tonight and we are blessed to have a lot of love around us for support.

Just feels weird with it being my birthday too :(

Who Princess

I am so very sorry. My prayers are with you and your family.

Fifthelement

chiquimonkey wrote:

Thanks so much everyone for your kindness.

My mother is finally at peace, she passed away at 10:11am this morning. The pain I'm feeling is so overwhelming, but I have no choice but to stay strong. We have family flying in tonight and we are blessed to have a lot of love around us for support.

Just feels weird with it being my birthday too :(

My deepest condolences go out to you and your family. May your mother finally rest in peace. Hugs to you and your family. Give your dad the biggest hug ever from me ((((()))))

ZiggyStar

So sorry B.....

How's your dad?

Enkidu

I am so sorry. Thoughts, prayers and hugs from my family and me in Los Angeles.

SPEEDY MCCREADY

chiquimonkey wrote:

She has days left, maybe

Im sorry Cheeky...
Im very sorry........

iluvcats

I'm very sorry too, Chiqui...may she rest in peace. Sending condolences to you and your family.
I'm glad you were able to be with her and you did everything that you could.