rob, man i wish i could be there to drive you to radiation...i have a lot of experience with that
stay strong my friend
Be careful behind the wheel!! Can you call a local friend or cab or something to take you?
Makes much more sense...
2011: East Troy, WI 1 & 2; Toronto ON 1 & 2; Hamilton ON
2012: Berlin, Germany 1& 2; Stockholm Sweden; Oslo Norway; Copenhagen Denmark
2013: Wrigley Field- Chicago, IL; Philadelphia, PA 1 & 2; Hartford, CT; Vancouver BC; Seattle, WA.
2014: Cincinnati, OH; St. Louis, MO; Moline, IL; Milwaukee, WI 2016: Wrigley Field- Chicago 1&2
Stay strong, for Codie, Gracie and your family...you all need each other.
Sending you my {{{HUGS}}} and good vibes.
The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun.
p.s. in case anyone wonders "how the hell can you have a tennis ball (me) or baseball (Codie) sized mass and not know?", you can. the doc said codie's was not that unusual and she felt perfectly fine up until monday morning. luckily, it twisted and alerted her. mine, I knew something was going on and coulda/shoulda gone in a little sooner...but the $#@&^ing thing had been growing for probably 2 years
When I had an orange sized cyst on my ovary, I had not a clue! Apparently our inside stuff can be very accommodating. :wtf:
I promise you, if Codie's experience is like mine, she will recover rapidly. I hate that you're having to feel so bad. And that you're having to drive yourself too. :( I think many of us would be glad to help out if we could be there.
I drug my ass to radiation and then went to see Codie. That brightened me up but I was still dragging. while we were visiting, I noticed there were a ton of air bubbles in the "supply line" of my chemo pump. I didn't really want to drive clear to the chemo place, but figured I better give them a call.
I called up and explained the situation. the nurse says "you're at IHC? we have an office there; have one of their nurses check the pump." so, I go in and the chemo bag is completely empty, one day ahead of schedule. most likely, I got all my chemo but they didn't put enough of the saline(?) in with it. so, they call call normal nurse and she says to DC me. what does this mean? almost a whole day without the fucking bag attached to me! woo-hoo!
but it gets better.....I'm walking to my truck and I have a thought. I go back in and ask "any chance I could take my first real shower in over a month?" the nurse says "absolutely." so, right now, I'm off to the shower. I'll probably take another 1-2 tomorrow morning. this is an awesome turn of events on a day that needed one!
also, dc faithfull dropped by with some beer (which he drank) and some food (which I wolfed down). :thumbup:
If I had known then what I know now...
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Missoula 12
Portland 13, Spokane 13
St. Paul 14, Denver 14
Small victories for an overwhelming defeat of that loser cancer! Wishing you many good, great and better days ahead for you and the misses!
Peace!
And damn, Rob, nice to read a positive post from you after the last few weeks. I get a little nervous reading on but that's my problem. Keep on keepin' on!
today, I'm seriously to the curb again. dammit. all I want to do is get radiation done, get chemo done and come back home to bed.
If I had known then what I know now...
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sending positive thoughts. I've watched many people I love go through cancer treatment, most recently my son. He was 6 when diagnosed with lymphoma, spent 8 months getting chemo. Felt like a truck hit him (and me), but now, he's over two years out of treatment and doing great. Some days it just feels like the walls are closing in, but luckily there's an end in sight too. Hope the time spent in treatment flies by for you. Wishing you a speedy return to health.
sending positive thoughts. I've watched many people I love go through cancer treatment, most recently my son. He was 6 when diagnosed with lymphoma, spent 8 months getting chemo. Felt like a truck hit him (and me), but now, he's over two years out of treatment and doing great. Some days it just feels like the walls are closing in, but luckily there's an end in sight too. Hope the time spent in treatment flies by for you. Wishing you a speedy return to health.
hope Codie is home and that you are both having a nice, restful day! Thoughts your way, as always
Makes much more sense...
2011: East Troy, WI 1 & 2; Toronto ON 1 & 2; Hamilton ON
2012: Berlin, Germany 1& 2; Stockholm Sweden; Oslo Norway; Copenhagen Denmark
2013: Wrigley Field- Chicago, IL; Philadelphia, PA 1 & 2; Hartford, CT; Vancouver BC; Seattle, WA.
2014: Cincinnati, OH; St. Louis, MO; Moline, IL; Milwaukee, WI 2016: Wrigley Field- Chicago 1&2
Hey Rob,
Thoughts are with you from in here in Ozzie Land.
“ "Thank you Palestrina. It’s a wonderful evening, it’s great to be here and I wanna dedicate you a super sexy song." " (last words of Mark Sandman of Morphine)
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Adelaide 2006 night 1
Adelaide 2006 night 2
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Christchurch NZ 2009
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Adelaide BIG DAY OUT 2014
A young girl who is a friend of the family has been diagnosed with colon cancer and bowel cancer, she is actually pregnant too! Initially she was told that the baby would probably die at about 4 months because they would have to induce her to stop all the growing pressure on her tummy, seems as though all is going really well and she is due in July!!
She is going really well too, we are all very happy for her. She's still not completely free just yet but she is a fighter and has kept in great spirits throughout it all, just like you.
There's a spring time ahead..
“ "Thank you Palestrina. It’s a wonderful evening, it’s great to be here and I wanna dedicate you a super sexy song." " (last words of Mark Sandman of Morphine)
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Adelaide 2003
Adelaide 2006 night 1
Adelaide 2006 night 2
Adelaide 2009
Melbourne 2009
Christchurch NZ 2009
Eddie Vedder, Adelaide 2011
PJ20 USA 2011 night 1
PJ20 USA 2011 night 2
Adelaide BIG DAY OUT 2014
I usually have no trouble putting thoughts to words but it's hard to see this computer screen thru my teary eyes, much less form coherent thoughts. these last two days have been beyond rough...my tough exterior has finally crumbled. I'm listening to music for the first time in days and every new song on my ipod seems to hit harder than the last (pure & easy by the who is paying right now ). I hope crying is good for me because I'm doing way too much of it....or maybe as much as I need. I can't think exactly of the shannon hoon lyric, but that's totally what i'm feeling.
I was already a little weepy....my body is killing me (I guess really the chemo and radiation shit)...and a peter gabriel song got me going (from a movie I remember with my wife)....and then I summoned the strength the open some packages I'd gotten from you guys. OH.MY.GOD. I literally had to put away the card loulou had put together all the way from australia...it was going to be soaking wet. words can't even describe how it made me feel. happy but bawling.
I'll get back to you guys when I get my shit together. a lot of you have mentioned the healing power of music. so true, so true. just since I've been typing this, I've bawled to love reign o'er me (ya think?? ), allison moyet, soul asylum, james mcmurtry (singing about soldiers and their "look" in airports). I'm too weak right now to thank everyone of you personally but I know who you are and you know who you are. I can't wait to go thru all this stuff again when I'm not a bawling mess. Codie appreciates you guys as much as me . and to the dodger fan who sent me what was obviously a picture frame....I figured it was going to be a framed picture of steve garvey....and that would have been OK....but it was much better. and, to think, your wishes came from all over the WORLD. I won't let you guys down. I had no idea I had this wonderful family.
If I had known then what I know now...
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Portland 13, Spokane 13
St. Paul 14, Denver 14
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Be careful behind the wheel!! Can you call a local friend or cab or something to take you?
2011: East Troy, WI 1 & 2; Toronto ON 1 & 2; Hamilton ON
2012: Berlin, Germany 1& 2; Stockholm Sweden; Oslo Norway; Copenhagen Denmark
2013: Wrigley Field- Chicago, IL; Philadelphia, PA 1 & 2; Hartford, CT; Vancouver BC; Seattle, WA.
2014: Cincinnati, OH; St. Louis, MO; Moline, IL; Milwaukee, WI
2016: Wrigley Field- Chicago 1&2
Stay strong, for Codie, Gracie and your family...you all need each other.
Sending you my {{{HUGS}}} and good vibes.
- Christopher McCandless
I promise you, if Codie's experience is like mine, she will recover rapidly. I hate that you're having to feel so bad. And that you're having to drive yourself too. :( I think many of us would be glad to help out if we could be there.
I drug my ass to radiation and then went to see Codie. That brightened me up but I was still dragging. while we were visiting, I noticed there were a ton of air bubbles in the "supply line" of my chemo pump. I didn't really want to drive clear to the chemo place, but figured I better give them a call.
I called up and explained the situation. the nurse says "you're at IHC? we have an office there; have one of their nurses check the pump." so, I go in and the chemo bag is completely empty, one day ahead of schedule. most likely, I got all my chemo but they didn't put enough of the saline(?) in with it. so, they call call normal nurse and she says to DC me. what does this mean? almost a whole day without the fucking bag attached to me! woo-hoo!
but it gets better.....I'm walking to my truck and I have a thought. I go back in and ask "any chance I could take my first real shower in over a month?" the nurse says "absolutely." so, right now, I'm off to the shower. I'll probably take another 1-2 tomorrow morning. this is an awesome turn of events on a day that needed one!
also, dc faithfull dropped by with some beer (which he drank) and some food (which I wolfed down). :thumbup:
Vegas 93, Vegas 98, Vegas 00 (10 year show), Vegas 03, Vegas 06
VIC 07
EV LA1 08
Seattle1 09, Seattle2 09, Salt Lake 09, LA4 09
Columbus 10
EV LA 11
Vancouver 11
Missoula 12
Portland 13, Spokane 13
St. Paul 14, Denver 14
Glad you're day ended so well. You deserve it!
that dave is a good man
glad your day went better...and thanks for the shower...i could smell from here :P
I knew the punchline as soon as you said dc and beer
Peace!
And damn, Rob, nice to read a positive post from you after the last few weeks. I get a little nervous reading on but that's my problem. Keep on keepin' on!
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Us two Daves will have to get together and present ourselves with more beer and tons of food.
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VIC 07
EV LA1 08
Seattle1 09, Seattle2 09, Salt Lake 09, LA4 09
Columbus 10
EV LA 11
Vancouver 11
Missoula 12
Portland 13, Spokane 13
St. Paul 14, Denver 14
One day at a time, man, one day at a time. You will get through this. :thumbup:
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"I don't believe in damn curses. Wake up the damn Bambino and have me face him. Maybe I'll drill him in the ass." --- Pedro Martinez
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Keep hangin' tough.
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+1 Rest well. Baby steps. BIG HUGS
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2012: Berlin, Germany 1& 2; Stockholm Sweden; Oslo Norway; Copenhagen Denmark
2013: Wrigley Field- Chicago, IL; Philadelphia, PA 1 & 2; Hartford, CT; Vancouver BC; Seattle, WA.
2014: Cincinnati, OH; St. Louis, MO; Moline, IL; Milwaukee, WI
2016: Wrigley Field- Chicago 1&2
Thoughts are with you from in here in Ozzie Land.
Adelaide 1998
Adelaide 2003
Adelaide 2006 night 1
Adelaide 2006 night 2
Adelaide 2009
Melbourne 2009
Christchurch NZ 2009
Eddie Vedder, Adelaide 2011
PJ20 USA 2011 night 1
PJ20 USA 2011 night 2
Adelaide BIG DAY OUT 2014
A young girl who is a friend of the family has been diagnosed with colon cancer and bowel cancer, she is actually pregnant too! Initially she was told that the baby would probably die at about 4 months because they would have to induce her to stop all the growing pressure on her tummy, seems as though all is going really well and she is due in July!!
She is going really well too, we are all very happy for her. She's still not completely free just yet but she is a fighter and has kept in great spirits throughout it all, just like you.
There's a spring time ahead..
Adelaide 1998
Adelaide 2003
Adelaide 2006 night 1
Adelaide 2006 night 2
Adelaide 2009
Melbourne 2009
Christchurch NZ 2009
Eddie Vedder, Adelaide 2011
PJ20 USA 2011 night 1
PJ20 USA 2011 night 2
Adelaide BIG DAY OUT 2014
that is awesome stuff
the internet is a remarkable tool
be well, dude
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
I usually have no trouble putting thoughts to words but it's hard to see this computer screen thru my teary eyes, much less form coherent thoughts. these last two days have been beyond rough...my tough exterior has finally crumbled. I'm listening to music for the first time in days and every new song on my ipod seems to hit harder than the last (pure & easy by the who is paying right now
I was already a little weepy....my body is killing me (I guess really the chemo and radiation shit)...and a peter gabriel song got me going (from a movie I remember with my wife)....and then I summoned the strength the open some packages I'd gotten from you guys. OH.MY.GOD. I literally had to put away the card loulou had put together all the way from australia...it was going to be soaking wet. words can't even describe how it made me feel. happy but bawling.
I'll get back to you guys when I get my shit together. a lot of you have mentioned the healing power of music. so true, so true. just since I've been typing this, I've bawled to love reign o'er me (ya think??
Vegas 93, Vegas 98, Vegas 00 (10 year show), Vegas 03, Vegas 06
VIC 07
EV LA1 08
Seattle1 09, Seattle2 09, Salt Lake 09, LA4 09
Columbus 10
EV LA 11
Vancouver 11
Missoula 12
Portland 13, Spokane 13
St. Paul 14, Denver 14
Playing so free like a breath rippling by . . .
Yes, Rob, love reigns o'er you. Let music and your friends greetings bring healing to you and Codie.
Extra good vibes come from listening to The Who. :thumbup: