"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
my cat has been missing for a week.. we had taken her to the vet and then she freaked ~
I hope she comes home soon :(
2009 - Manchester. 2010 - Dublin, Belfast, London, Berlin, Arras, Werchter. 2011 - PJ20 i & ii, Montreal, Toronto i & ii, Ottawa, Hamilton. 2012 - Manchester i & ii, Berlin i & ii, Stockholm. 2014 - Amsterdam i & ii, Trieste, Vienna, Berlin, Leeds, Milton Keynes. 2016 - Boston Fenway i & ii, 2018 - Amsterdam i & ii, Pinkpop, London i & ii, Padova, Krakow, Barcelona, Seattle i & ii.
The weekends go to fast, how can it be Monday tomorrow.
2009 - Manchester. 2010 - Dublin, Belfast, London, Berlin, Arras, Werchter. 2011 - PJ20 i & ii, Montreal, Toronto i & ii, Ottawa, Hamilton. 2012 - Manchester i & ii, Berlin i & ii, Stockholm. 2014 - Amsterdam i & ii, Trieste, Vienna, Berlin, Leeds, Milton Keynes. 2016 - Boston Fenway i & ii, 2018 - Amsterdam i & ii, Pinkpop, London i & ii, Padova, Krakow, Barcelona, Seattle i & ii.
Still laughing about the antics of Friday night. Good times with good friends. I'll miss NYC while at school, grew to love the city even more during the summer.
"Sometimes you find yourself having to put all your faith in no faith."
~not a dude~
2010: MSGx2
2012: Made In America
2013: Pittsburgh, Brooklynx2, Hartford, Baltimore
2014: Leeds, Milton Keynes, Detroit
2015: Global Citizen Festival
2016: Phillyx2, MSGx2, Fenwayx2 2018: Barcelona, Wrigleyx2
"Sometimes you find yourself having to put all your faith in no faith."
~not a dude~
2010: MSGx2
2012: Made In America
2013: Pittsburgh, Brooklynx2, Hartford, Baltimore
2014: Leeds, Milton Keynes, Detroit
2015: Global Citizen Festival
2016: Phillyx2, MSGx2, Fenwayx2 2018: Barcelona, Wrigleyx2
12 days til I'm back at school for my senior year...not ready for college to come to an end!! I've finally realized how much I love my school. Can't wait to go all out this year and really enjoy myself!
"Sometimes you find yourself having to put all your faith in no faith."
~not a dude~
2010: MSGx2
2012: Made In America
2013: Pittsburgh, Brooklynx2, Hartford, Baltimore
2014: Leeds, Milton Keynes, Detroit
2015: Global Citizen Festival
2016: Phillyx2, MSGx2, Fenwayx2 2018: Barcelona, Wrigleyx2
*We CAN bomb the World to pieces, but we CAN'T bomb it into PEACE*...Michael Franti
*MUSIC IS the expression of EMOTION.....and that POLITICS IS merely the DECOY of PERCEPTION*
.....song_Music & Politics....Michael Franti
*The scientists of today think deeply instead of clearly. One must be sane to think clearly, but one can think deeply and be quite INSANE*....Nikola Tesla(a man who shaped our world of electricity with his futuristic inventions)
I tried to have an actual constructive conversation with my mother about how I want these last couple of days to go civilly--we've fought the entire summer and it hasn't been pretty. But I couldn't get through to her :( Nothing is ever her fault, it's always mine, I am always wrong. It hurts so badly. We will never 100% get along, I think.
I think what hurts the most is that despite everything, we really do love each other...I wish sometimes we had an even worse relationship because then the fighting and rollercoaster ride of a relationship we've had these past nearly 21 years wouldn't hurt so, so bad :(
I am not allowed to live in my house after college, so these next 12 days before I go off to school could likely be the last I ever spend in my house, seeing that I may spend winter break in Israel. I just don't want to leave off this way.
I am sorry for ranting...
"Sometimes you find yourself having to put all your faith in no faith."
~not a dude~
2010: MSGx2
2012: Made In America
2013: Pittsburgh, Brooklynx2, Hartford, Baltimore
2014: Leeds, Milton Keynes, Detroit
2015: Global Citizen Festival
2016: Phillyx2, MSGx2, Fenwayx2 2018: Barcelona, Wrigleyx2
I tried to have an actual constructive conversation with my mother about how I want these last couple of days to go civilly--we've fought the entire summer and it hasn't been pretty. But I couldn't get through to her :( Nothing is ever her fault, it's always mine, I am always wrong. It hurts so badly. We will never 100% get along, I think.
I think what hurts the most is that despite everything, we really do love each other...I wish sometimes we had an even worse relationship because then the fighting and rollercoaster ride of a relationship we've had these past nearly 21 years wouldn't hurt so, so bad :(
I am not allowed to live in my house after college, so these next 12 days before I go off to school could likely be the last I ever spend in my house, seeing that I may spend winter break in Israel. I just don't want to leave off this way.
I am sorry for ranting...
:(
i'm sorry to read this, but you're doing/done all you could. and it also sounds like you have the perspective to at least appreciate the situation. you can't change your mother, so just try to appreciate and enjoy what you do share, even if it's fighting. you are still engaging, still having a relationship.
my mother is 85 years old, and we still argue, i am still the only one to tell her like it is. we exasperate each other at times, but we both know, and express, our love for each other. there is no cookie cutter perfect relationship with your parent, or anyone, so just appreciate what you have while you have it.
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"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
how bout where we're staying in oakland? :P
just don't
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
"Forgive every being,
the bad feelings
it's just me"
I hope she comes home soon :(
2012 - Manchester i & ii, Berlin i & ii, Stockholm. 2014 - Amsterdam i & ii, Trieste, Vienna, Berlin, Leeds, Milton Keynes.
2016 - Boston Fenway i & ii, 2018 - Amsterdam i & ii, Pinkpop, London i & ii, Padova, Krakow, Barcelona, Seattle i & ii.
2012 - Manchester i & ii, Berlin i & ii, Stockholm. 2014 - Amsterdam i & ii, Trieste, Vienna, Berlin, Leeds, Milton Keynes.
2016 - Boston Fenway i & ii, 2018 - Amsterdam i & ii, Pinkpop, London i & ii, Padova, Krakow, Barcelona, Seattle i & ii.
I'm sorry - :(
Oh no, hope she won't be missing for long
and wondering and worrying about the future. and what i will finally do when i grow up. ugh.
electronblue - hope your kitty returns!
Let's just breathe...
I am myself like you somehow
~not a dude~
2010: MSGx2
2012: Made In America
2013: Pittsburgh, Brooklynx2, Hartford, Baltimore
2014: Leeds, Milton Keynes, Detroit
2015: Global Citizen Festival
2016: Phillyx2, MSGx2, Fenwayx2
2018: Barcelona, Wrigleyx2
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
I hope you kity comes back soon, electronblue!
~not a dude~
2010: MSGx2
2012: Made In America
2013: Pittsburgh, Brooklynx2, Hartford, Baltimore
2014: Leeds, Milton Keynes, Detroit
2015: Global Citizen Festival
2016: Phillyx2, MSGx2, Fenwayx2
2018: Barcelona, Wrigleyx2
7/19/13 Wrigley
11/19/13 Phx
Well, you have a designated driver now.
~not a dude~
2010: MSGx2
2012: Made In America
2013: Pittsburgh, Brooklynx2, Hartford, Baltimore
2014: Leeds, Milton Keynes, Detroit
2015: Global Citizen Festival
2016: Phillyx2, MSGx2, Fenwayx2
2018: Barcelona, Wrigleyx2
PEACE
*MUSIC IS the expression of EMOTION.....and that POLITICS IS merely the DECOY of PERCEPTION*
.....song_Music & Politics....Michael Franti
*The scientists of today think deeply instead of clearly. One must be sane to think clearly, but one can think deeply and be quite INSANE*....Nikola Tesla(a man who shaped our world of electricity with his futuristic inventions)
I think what hurts the most is that despite everything, we really do love each other...I wish sometimes we had an even worse relationship because then the fighting and rollercoaster ride of a relationship we've had these past nearly 21 years wouldn't hurt so, so bad :(
I am not allowed to live in my house after college, so these next 12 days before I go off to school could likely be the last I ever spend in my house, seeing that I may spend winter break in Israel. I just don't want to leave off this way.
I am sorry for ranting...
~not a dude~
2010: MSGx2
2012: Made In America
2013: Pittsburgh, Brooklynx2, Hartford, Baltimore
2014: Leeds, Milton Keynes, Detroit
2015: Global Citizen Festival
2016: Phillyx2, MSGx2, Fenwayx2
2018: Barcelona, Wrigleyx2
:(
i'm sorry to read this, but you're doing/done all you could. and it also sounds like you have the perspective to at least appreciate the situation. you can't change your mother, so just try to appreciate and enjoy what you do share, even if it's fighting. you are still engaging, still having a relationship.
my mother is 85 years old, and we still argue, i am still the only one to tell her like it is. we exasperate each other at times, but we both know, and express, our love for each other. there is no cookie cutter perfect relationship with your parent, or anyone, so just appreciate what you have while you have it.
Let's just breathe...
I am myself like you somehow
Keep me posted