"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
i have come to realize that being "a great guy", "a wonderful man", and "an amazing person", or whatever other fucking meaningless platitude that people want to assign to me, has never, ever, one time paid off for me. i always end up where i am right now.
all the guys who have the things i want in life are assholes. i realize now that nice guys really do finish last. i can not be anyone other than who i am, and what everyone on here sees is what they get.
i am tired of finishing last, and i am tired of this race, and i'm not gonna run in it anymore.. i am so done with it.
There is nothing noble in being superior to your fellow man; true nobility is being superior to your former self.- Hemingway
i have come to realize that being "a great guy", "a wonderful man", and "an amazing person", or whatever other fucking meaningless platitude that people want to assign to me, has never, ever, one time paid off for me. i always end up where i am right now.
all the guys who have the things i want in life are assholes. i realize now that nice guys really do finish last. i can not be anyone other than who i am, and what everyone on here sees is what they get.
i am tired of finishing last, and i am tired of this race, and i'm not gonna run in it anymore.. i am so done with it.
I believe in Karma. I do hear that in "the End" the long race called which I've aptly named "my time in hell" finally pays off by finishing last. Every f'er that cheated me, lied to me or treated me like a pile of *shit
* shall get theirs by finishing first
i have come to realize that being "a great guy", "a wonderful man", and "an amazing person", or whatever other fucking meaningless platitude that people want to assign to me, has never, ever, one time paid off for me. i always end up where i am right now.
all the guys who have the things i want in life are assholes. i realize now that nice guys really do finish last. i can not be anyone other than who i am, and what everyone on here sees is what they get.
i am tired of finishing last, and i am tired of this race, and i'm not gonna run in it anymore.. i am so done with it.
you shouldn't expect a pay off for being nice. and there's no other way to be than nice, assholes lose in the end.
maybe it's time to re-evaluate what/who you want in life.
i have come to realize that being "a great guy", "a wonderful man", and "an amazing person", or whatever other fucking meaningless platitude that people want to assign to me, has never, ever, one time paid off for me. i always end up where i am right now.
all the guys who have the things i want in life are assholes. i realize now that nice guys really do finish last. i can not be anyone other than who i am, and what everyone on here sees is what they get.
i am tired of finishing last, and i am tired of this race, and i'm not gonna run in it anymore.. i am so done with it.
Good -- you shouldn't play the game, and you shouldn't try to be anyone other than who you are.
The moment you start living life that way and stop judging your position in life against others is the moment when you'll start feeling better about your life.
I found out yesterday I will need open heart surgery. The last one I had was in 1975.
It is not an emergency, but strongly recommended. First I have to get a job that offers short term disability.
June 26th-stroke
July 29th-laid off
August 15-pulmonary valve replacement recommended (open heart surgery)
Can I have Christmas early this year? How about all of December. I think I deserve it.
There is no such thing as leftover pizza. There is now pizza and later pizza. - anonymous The risk I took was calculated, but man, am I bad at math - The Mincing Mockingbird
i have come to realize that being "a great guy", "a wonderful man", and "an amazing person", or whatever other fucking meaningless platitude that people want to assign to me, has never, ever, one time paid off for me. i always end up where i am right now.
all the guys who have the things i want in life are assholes. i realize now that nice guys really do finish last. i can not be anyone other than who i am, and what everyone on here sees is what they get.
i am tired of finishing last, and i am tired of this race, and i'm not gonna run in it anymore.. i am so done with it.
Some stuff is just not meant to be, even though it might be hard to accept. The partnership game is not easy. Lots of factors have to align in order for it to work out. And lots of times they don't. I've been there too... Don't change who you are or in what you believe, stay true to yourself, and stay that great guy, wonderful man and amazing person. Be glad that you got to experience something good. Time will heal you, hang in there, the good stuff will happen again.
Nevertheless, I'm so sorry to hear this :(
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Please, Pearl Jam, consider a Benaroya Hall vinyl reissue!
i have come to realize that being "a great guy", "a wonderful man", and "an amazing person", or whatever other fucking meaningless platitude that people want to assign to me, has never, ever, one time paid off for me. i always end up where i am right now.
all the guys who have the things i want in life are assholes. i realize now that nice guys really do finish last. i can not be anyone other than who i am, and what everyone on here sees is what they get.
i am tired of finishing last, and i am tired of this race, and i'm not gonna run in it anymore.. i am so done with it.
i understand exactly what you are talking about, I feel the same way.
i have come to realize that being "a great guy", "a wonderful man", and "an amazing person", or whatever other fucking meaningless platitude that people want to assign to me, has never, ever, one time paid off for me. i always end up where i am right now.
all the guys who have the things i want in life are assholes. i realize now that nice guys really do finish last. i can not be anyone other than who i am, and what everyone on here sees is what they get.
i am tired of finishing last, and i am tired of this race, and i'm not gonna run in it anymore.. i am so done with it.
i'd rather finish last and be a good person than finish first and be an asshole...but then, i quit this "race" a long, long time ago
i have come to realize that being "a great guy", "a wonderful man", and "an amazing person", or whatever other fucking meaningless platitude that people want to assign to me, has never, ever, one time paid off for me. i always end up where i am right now.
all the guys who have the things i want in life are assholes. i realize now that nice guys really do finish last. i can not be anyone other than who i am, and what everyone on here sees is what they get.
i am tired of finishing last, and i am tired of this race, and i'm not gonna run in it anymore.. i am so done with it.
oh yeah...same shit as always...i understand you..very very well..
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
i read something at friends wall at f/b..it sucks good people have this issues... :(
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
All of the people here who are having bad days/weeks/months that's what's on my mind , wishing you guys/gals better times ahead wich i recommend listening to "Better days " that songs really makes me feel better ...
An MRI scan on a Sunday afternoon - :? :? :? crikey.
2009 - Manchester. 2010 - Dublin, Belfast, London, Berlin, Arras, Werchter. 2011 - PJ20 i & ii, Montreal, Toronto i & ii, Ottawa, Hamilton. 2012 - Manchester i & ii, Berlin i & ii, Stockholm. 2014 - Amsterdam i & ii, Trieste, Vienna, Berlin, Leeds, Milton Keynes. 2016 - Boston Fenway i & ii, 2018 - Amsterdam i & ii, Pinkpop, London i & ii, Padova, Krakow, Barcelona, Seattle i & ii.
An MRI scan on a Sunday afternoon - :? :? :? crikey.
I've had so many MRIs recently, why don't you just take one of mine?
They are very interesting, like abstract art.
On the more serious side, I hope everything works out for you.
There is no such thing as leftover pizza. There is now pizza and later pizza. - anonymous The risk I took was calculated, but man, am I bad at math - The Mincing Mockingbird
An MRI scan on a Sunday afternoon - :? :? :? crikey.
I've had so many MRIs recently, why don't you just take one of mine?
They are very interesting, like abstract art.
On the more serious side, I hope everything works out for you.
mine is on my brain. I've had 65 hours of surface EEG for it - so 45 minutes of MRI should be ok
Hope everything works out for you too x
2009 - Manchester. 2010 - Dublin, Belfast, London, Berlin, Arras, Werchter. 2011 - PJ20 i & ii, Montreal, Toronto i & ii, Ottawa, Hamilton. 2012 - Manchester i & ii, Berlin i & ii, Stockholm. 2014 - Amsterdam i & ii, Trieste, Vienna, Berlin, Leeds, Milton Keynes. 2016 - Boston Fenway i & ii, 2018 - Amsterdam i & ii, Pinkpop, London i & ii, Padova, Krakow, Barcelona, Seattle i & ii.
I found out yesterday I will need open heart surgery. The last one I had was in 1975.
It is not an emergency, but strongly recommended. First I have to get a job that offers short term disability.
June 26th-stroke
July 29th-laid off
August 15-pulmonary valve replacement recommended (open heart surgery)
Can I have Christmas early this year? How about all of December. I think I deserve it.
oh ms. haiku ... youDESERVE everything you wish for, and more!!!
you are one of THE most wonderful people i've never had the pleasure to meet.
my life has been a shit-show for quite some time. many, many things going wrong ... not as i wish them to be ... working so hard to get somewhere, and getting no where. that said, i've had a LOT of joy, and overall, my life is STILL pretty damn good, considering. and reading your words reminds me once again, i AM lucky, very lucky.
much, much love to you - and please, please, please ... may the powers that be, truly give you ALL you deserve, as you deserve EVERY happiness.
i have come to realize that being "a great guy", "a wonderful man", and "an amazing person", or whatever other fucking meaningless platitude that people want to assign to me, has never, ever, one time paid off for me. i always end up where i am right now.
all the guys who have the things i want in life are assholes. i realize now that nice guys really do finish last. i can not be anyone other than who i am, and what everyone on here sees is what they get.
i am tired of finishing last, and i am tired of this race, and i'm not gonna run in it anymore.. i am so done with it.
I'm sorry for whatever it is you're going through. The lyric in my signature just struck me in reading this. Sometimes you just have to accept yourself, others, and situations for what they are. You can drive yourself crazy wishing they were different, but in the end all the wishing doesn't change anything..so you have to try to find the light in it. And don't wish to change for anybody, because the only reflection of your worth that matters is the true reflection of you.
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
i have come to realize that being "a great guy", "a wonderful man", and "an amazing person", or whatever other fucking meaningless platitude that people want to assign to me, has never, ever, one time paid off for me. i always end up where i am right now.
all the guys who have the things i want in life are assholes. i realize now that nice guys really do finish last. i can not be anyone other than who i am, and what everyone on here sees is what they get.
i am tired of finishing last, and i am tired of this race, and i'm not gonna run in it anymore.. i am so done with it.
Good -- you shouldn't play the game, and you shouldn't try to be anyone other than who you are.
The moment you start living life that way and stop judging your position in life against others is the moment when you'll start feeling better about your life.
Best of luck.
I don't judge. Just know it happens. That's why I tell people I know who get frustrated or bummed about the "rat race" is to forget about that shit and move in the purest of actions without the "me" syndrome. Just do the right thing.
i have come to realize that being "a great guy", "a wonderful man", and "an amazing person", or whatever other fucking meaningless platitude that people want to assign to me, has never, ever, one time paid off for me. i always end up where i am right now.
all the guys who have the things i want in life are assholes. i realize now that nice guys really do finish last. i can not be anyone other than who i am, and what everyone on here sees is what they get.
i am tired of finishing last, and i am tired of this race, and i'm not gonna run in it anymore.. i am so done with it.
I'm that. Just like you said.
After my stroke I realized how good it is to be that.
Don't wait until you have a stroke to know how good you are.
There is no such thing as leftover pizza. There is now pizza and later pizza. - anonymous The risk I took was calculated, but man, am I bad at math - The Mincing Mockingbird
1998 ~ Barrie
2003 ~ Toronto
2005 ~ London, Toronto
2006 ~ Toronto
2008 ~ Hartford, Mansfied I,
2009 ~ Toronto, Chicago I, Chicago II
2010 ~ Cleveland, Buffalo
2011 ~ Toronto I, Toronto II, Ottawa, Hamilton
2013 - London, Pittsburgh, Buffalo
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"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
i have come to realize that being "a great guy", "a wonderful man", and "an amazing person", or whatever other fucking meaningless platitude that people want to assign to me, has never, ever, one time paid off for me. i always end up where i am right now.
all the guys who have the things i want in life are assholes. i realize now that nice guys really do finish last. i can not be anyone other than who i am, and what everyone on here sees is what they get.
i am tired of finishing last, and i am tired of this race, and i'm not gonna run in it anymore.. i am so done with it.
"Well, you tell him that I don't talk to suckas."
* shall get theirs by finishing first
you shouldn't expect a pay off for being nice. and there's no other way to be than nice, assholes lose in the end.
maybe it's time to re-evaluate what/who you want in life.
Good -- you shouldn't play the game, and you shouldn't try to be anyone other than who you are.
The moment you start living life that way and stop judging your position in life against others is the moment when you'll start feeling better about your life.
Best of luck.
"Let's check Idaho."
It is not an emergency, but strongly recommended. First I have to get a job that offers short term disability.
June 26th-stroke
July 29th-laid off
August 15-pulmonary valve replacement recommended (open heart surgery)
Can I have Christmas early this year? How about all of December. I think I deserve it.
The risk I took was calculated, but man, am I bad at math - The Mincing Mockingbird
Nevertheless, I'm so sorry to hear this :(
i understand exactly what you are talking about, I feel the same way.
i'd rather finish last and be a good person than finish first and be an asshole...but then, i quit this "race" a long, long time ago
you sure do!
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
Oh man, best of luck Ms.H! I hope you get Xmas early.
day
ever
"Well, you tell him that I don't talk to suckas."
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
Whoa that totally sucks you'll be in my thoughts wish you the best ..........
2012 - Manchester i & ii, Berlin i & ii, Stockholm. 2014 - Amsterdam i & ii, Trieste, Vienna, Berlin, Leeds, Milton Keynes.
2016 - Boston Fenway i & ii, 2018 - Amsterdam i & ii, Pinkpop, London i & ii, Padova, Krakow, Barcelona, Seattle i & ii.
They are very interesting, like abstract art.
On the more serious side, I hope everything works out for you.
The risk I took was calculated, but man, am I bad at math - The Mincing Mockingbird
Hope everything works out for you too x
2012 - Manchester i & ii, Berlin i & ii, Stockholm. 2014 - Amsterdam i & ii, Trieste, Vienna, Berlin, Leeds, Milton Keynes.
2016 - Boston Fenway i & ii, 2018 - Amsterdam i & ii, Pinkpop, London i & ii, Padova, Krakow, Barcelona, Seattle i & ii.
oh ms. haiku ... youDESERVE everything you wish for, and more!!!
you are one of THE most wonderful people i've never had the pleasure to meet.
my life has been a shit-show for quite some time. many, many things going wrong ... not as i wish them to be ... working so hard to get somewhere, and getting no where. that said, i've had a LOT of joy, and overall, my life is STILL pretty damn good, considering. and reading your words reminds me once again, i AM lucky, very lucky.
much, much love to you - and please, please, please ... may the powers that be, truly give you ALL you deserve, as you deserve EVERY happiness.
XO
maria to maria
Let's just breathe...
I am myself like you somehow
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
After my stroke I realized how good it is to be that.
Don't wait until you have a stroke to know how good you are.
The risk I took was calculated, but man, am I bad at math - The Mincing Mockingbird
2003 ~ Toronto
2005 ~ London, Toronto
2006 ~ Toronto
2008 ~ Hartford, Mansfied I,
2009 ~ Toronto, Chicago I, Chicago II
2010 ~ Cleveland, Buffalo
2011 ~ Toronto I, Toronto II, Ottawa, Hamilton
2013 - London, Pittsburgh, Buffalo