Breaking up.......

Gossard_Is_God

korby wrote:

ok. heres the thing

your buddys tell u they seen a duck in your property. but I never see it. and she says she didnt see it. and none of her girlfriends seen it. but my best pals do. and I get home early one day to see this duck flying away from your nieghborhood. and I start noticing duck prints. and she still says theres nothing on the property. then you LOOSE it . and she tells you your crazy, depressed, paranoid,whatever. so do all her galfriends. so tell me. do you think there was a duck ?

or am i crazy,schitzoid out of my mind?

I dont get it:), thats another thing we have in common we might both be going crazy, I keep having really really long conversaions with her in my mind, we should check into a nut house

korby

Gossard_Is_God wrote:

I dont get it:), thats another thing we have in common we might both be going crazy, I keep having really really long conversaions with her in my mind, we should check into a nut house

ok . ill sneek the weed in, you bring the booze and well get things straightened out.
ahh. mind convos. i do that too. wow, were both gone off the deep end

korby

Heineken Helen wrote:

Well yeh that's true... but do you have someone going through the same thing?

Korby :eek: what if there IS a duck? Also, could your friends be playing a joke on ya?

that would be a very cruel and malicious prank. these guys wont do pranks like that. at least i really hope not or im gonna stop trusting everybody and go live as a hermit

soulsinging

korby wrote:

ok. heres the thing

your buddys tell u they seen a duck in your property. but I never see it. and she says she didnt see it. and none of her girlfriends seen it. but my best pals do. and I get home early one day to see this duck flying away from your nieghborhood. and I start noticing duck prints. and she still says theres nothing on the property. then you LOOSE it . and she tells you your crazy, depressed, paranoid,whatever. so do all her galfriends. so tell me. do you think there was a duck ?

or am i crazy,schitzoid out of my mind?

that depends on who your best pals are. cos i've got to admit, some of your posts are a little out there man.

dunkman

Gossard_Is_God wrote:

I dont get it:), thats another thing we have in common we might both be going crazy, I keep having really really long conversaions with her in my mind, we should check into a nut house

this isnt fair... normally i would ridicule you as thats what i do... but if do that then it might be construed as evil by other folks... but i really want to take the piss out of you..


you're fucking with my mind!!!!!! :(

soulsinging

Gossard_Is_God wrote:

I dont get it:), thats another thing we have in common we might both be going crazy, I keep having really really long conversaions with her in my mind, we should check into a nut house

that's not crazy dude. i still have conversations like that. though nowadays they're more about how i meet her again and im successful and she realizes what a dumb move it was to bail on me

Gossard_Is_God

dunkman wrote:

this isnt fair... normally i would ridicule you as thats what i do... but if do that then it might be construed as evil by other folks... but i really want to take the piss out of you..


you're fucking with my mind!!!!!! :(

I really fully expected you to anyway:(

Gossard_Is_God

korby wrote:

ok . ill sneek the weed in, you bring the booze and well get things straightened out.
ahh. mind convos. i do that too. wow, were both gone off the deep end

It will have to be a few oz coz i smoke alot

korby

i been cleaning house today. going through her things. i found all kinds of bling. not sure whats from family and amires. but im gonna go hock it and take a young tight one on a good date. hahahahaha

korby

this shit is probly hot anyway. make it sell faster . haha. not sure what its all worth. but its gone, exept the stuff her family gave her

soulsinging

Gossard_Is_God wrote:

It will have to be a few oz coz i smoke alot

you might want to think about letting that go. i didn't realize how much that was contributing to me depression until i stopped. it was taking a serious toll on my emotional state and my psyche.

korby

i think i need to take a walk, im getting to worked up. but i hate all that shit. and i already tossed most her perfumes too, ooops

rockford

soulsinging wrote:

then you're fucked man. suck it up, swallow your pride, and get some help. depression isn't something to play around with and there is no shame in getting help with it. she's not coming back man. you're going to make yourself as miserable a piece of shit as me if you keep believing that and staying in contact with her. everyone does rebounds. you need to regain your confidence and realize this girls is not venus or the blessed mother mary. she's a girl. a great one, no doubt, and one you loved, but she is not the be all and end all of your existence.

Wise words.

Gossard_Is_God

soulsinging wrote:

you might want to think about letting that go. i didn't realize how much that was contributing to me depression until i stopped. it was taking a serious toll on my emotional state and my psyche.

Yeah I know, I know its a very bad factor, its just when im like this, I need to smoke, and for a while it stops me from feeling. I wanna be like you and stop being dependant on it, stop it completely, coz we both used to make quite a fair amount of posts about it back in the day.

soulsinging

korby wrote:

i think i need to take a walk, im getting to worked up. but i hate all that shit. and i already tossed most her perfumes too, ooops

you didnt answer the question about your pals. who are they? cos this duck thing sounds weird. and furthermore, who cares about ducks on someone else's property? something doesn't add up here.

soulsinging

Gossard_Is_God wrote:

Yeah I know, I know its a very bad factor, its just when im like this, I need to smoke, and for a while it stops me from feeling. I wanna be like you and stop being dependant on it, stop it completely, coz we both used to make quite a fair amount of posts about it back in the day.

for sure. i understand needing it to get through the rough period, but you're going to have to take some other steps. like someone said, force yourself outside. go out with friends or something. seek counseling. if that is the only outlet you have, you're going to get into some trouble.

AmentsChick

Careful who you breakup with. Some people don't handle it well and turn downright mean on you.

soulsinging

AmentsChick wrote:

Careful who you breakup with. Some people don't handle it well and turn down right mean on you.

hahaha. meredith can tell you all about that. my ex, not you i am a BASTARD.

AmentsChick

soulsinging wrote:

hahaha. meredith can tell you all about that. my ex, not you i am a BASTARD.

This Meredith, too. I can tell that about you already.

korby

i been awake now for 34 hrs and havnt eaten in 3 days. no drugs here,coffee but im starting to feel better. i just took a walk to the cornerstore.

im thinking. i like this house. im gonna keep it. ill toss her shit out. and it will be all man in here. what do you say?

do you think leaving her homeless ,pennyless is cruel? considering

i wonder what the guy who did this to her thinks. if he has any sympathy at all. i doubt it. im gonna hate on him for the rest of my life