Discovering that I'm a jealous and emotionally twisted person.
But I'm trying Ringo, I'm trying real hard to be the shepherd
"I remember one night at Muzdalifa with nothing but the sky overhead, I lay awake amid sleeping Muslim brothers and I learned that pilgrims from every land — every colour, and class, and rank; high officials and the beggar alike — all snored in the same language"
EDIT: Okay, that sounded really mean reading it back. I meant we're all jealous and emotionally twisted.
Or maybe just us.
Perhaps :(
I dunno, have you ever tried your hardest to be selfless in a situation that's difficult for you, for the sake of someone you care about, and then realise that you might have been conniving and manipulative after all, without even realising it?
I just feel like a bastard today
"I remember one night at Muzdalifa with nothing but the sky overhead, I lay awake amid sleeping Muslim brothers and I learned that pilgrims from every land — every colour, and class, and rank; high officials and the beggar alike — all snored in the same language"
I dunno, have you ever tried your hardest to be selfless in a situation that's difficult for you, for the sake of someone you care about, and then realise that you might have been conniving and manipulative after all, without even realising it?
I just feel like a bastard today
I usually get the feeling that whenever I act "selfless", it's so I get to call in a favour or play the victim later on because of it. Or sometimes just for a petty sense of moral superiority. So I'm well up on my bastard-dom.
The solution, I've found, is to be openly, blatantly, and obnoxiously self-involved.
Smokey Robinson constantly looks like he's trying to act natural after being accused of farting.
I usually get the feeling that whenever I act "selfless", it's so I get to call in a favour or play the victim later on because of it. Or sometimes just for a petty sense of moral superiority. So I'm well up on my bastard-dom.
The solution, I've found, is to be openly, blatantly, and obnoxiously self-involved.
Good call
At least the person towards whom I feel my supposedly benevolent actions might have had a more self-serving motivation hasn't noticed so I can endeavour to correct this particular issue with no damage done :cool:
"I remember one night at Muzdalifa with nothing but the sky overhead, I lay awake amid sleeping Muslim brothers and I learned that pilgrims from every land — every colour, and class, and rank; high officials and the beggar alike — all snored in the same language"
At least the person towards whom I feel my supposedly benevolent actions might have had a more self-serving motivation hasn't noticed so I can endeavour to correct this particular issue with no damage done :cool:
If I was to ask if this is the same "just a friend" as always, would I be right?
Smokey Robinson constantly looks like he's trying to act natural after being accused of farting.
If I was to ask if this is the same "just a friend" as always, would I be right?
You might be.
I did manage a genuinely unselfish act though, in encouraging her to get back together with her ex if it made her happy. She took my advice and it didn't make me happy but it did her. There's hope for me yet. Just need to go out and find some french girl who likes foreign films and jazz and I'll be sorted
"I remember one night at Muzdalifa with nothing but the sky overhead, I lay awake amid sleeping Muslim brothers and I learned that pilgrims from every land — every colour, and class, and rank; high officials and the beggar alike — all snored in the same language"
my father extending his stay in the hospital due to unimproved situation. he's supposed to be discharged today but we decided to extend his stay in the hospital.
scratching my butt...
kinakamot ang aking puwit...
me rascando pompis...
krap mijn reet...
boku no ketsuoana o kizu...
bahrosh teezy...
Moving out today. I thought I would be able to handle it better than I have.
:(
that stinks; don't know your situation but it hits me as if I do........
thinking of you; wishing you better times ahead...........
today what did not make my day was watching the Kardashians baby birth video and remembering my precious kids births and how I felt so damn awesome and then my mind wondered, "now that the divorce is pretty immenent, does that mean my memories were lies?"...........
maybe just illusions........disillusions............
Baby, You Wouldn't Last a Minute on The Creek......
Together we will float like angels.........
In the moment that you left the room, the album started skipping, goodbye to beauty shared with the ones that you love.........
that stinks; don't know your situation but it hits me as if I do........
thinking of you; wishing you better times ahead...........
today what did not make my day was watching the Kardashians baby birth video and remembering my precious kids births and how I felt so damn awesome and then my mind wondered, "now that the divorce is pretty immenent, does that mean my memories were lies?"...........
maybe just illusions........disillusions............
Thanks a million for your kind words.
I don't think your memories turn to lies. I believe that in most situations, if it was truth at the time it's truth forever, only your perception of it changes.
I get where you're coming from though.
Hope things improve...
"The customer...is always...an ASSHOLE"
"The world fascinates me."
"Doesn't mean that much to me, to mean that much to you"
Been to this many PJ shows: Reading 2006 London 2007 Manchester & London 2009 Dublin, Belfast, London, Nijmegen & Berlin 2010 Manchester 1 & Manchester 2 2012...
... and I still think Drive-By Truckers are better.
The mini is no more :( Right now I have a civic - and it's supposed to be rock solid :( Damn you honda civic! I need it to hang in there just a wee bit longer
I don't think your memories turn to lies. I believe that in most situations, if it was truth at the time it's truth forever, only your perception of it changes.
I get where you're coming from though.
Hope things improve...
Your very welcome.........and yeah, I do see your point about the memories. And you know that I guess what is important for me to remember is that my memories are my memories and that is the reality because they are what I was felt. Just as I must remember that the sadness I feel is different than the sadness my kids may or may not feel. It stll is bad, but it is meaning different things than it would depending on who is processing it......does that make sense??
Baby, You Wouldn't Last a Minute on The Creek......
Together we will float like angels.........
In the moment that you left the room, the album started skipping, goodbye to beauty shared with the ones that you love.........
Your very welcome.........and yeah, I do see your point about the memories. And you know that I guess what is important for me to remember is that my memories are my memories and that is the reality because they are what I was felt. Just as I must remember that the sadness I feel is different than the sadness my kids may or may not feel. It stll is bad, but it is meaning different things than it would depending on who is processing it......does that make sense??
Totally makes sense! And an awesome way of looking at things imo
"The customer...is always...an ASSHOLE"
"The world fascinates me."
"Doesn't mean that much to me, to mean that much to you"
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apparently, 07162056 is THE date...
But I'm trying Ringo, I'm trying real hard to be the shepherd
EDIT: Okay, that sounded really mean reading it back. I meant we're all jealous and emotionally twisted.
Or maybe just us.
I dunno, have you ever tried your hardest to be selfless in a situation that's difficult for you, for the sake of someone you care about, and then realise that you might have been conniving and manipulative after all, without even realising it?
I just feel like a bastard today
The solution, I've found, is to be openly, blatantly, and obnoxiously self-involved.
At least the person towards whom I feel my supposedly benevolent actions might have had a more self-serving motivation hasn't noticed so I can endeavour to correct this particular issue with no damage done :cool:
I did manage a genuinely unselfish act though, in encouraging her to get back together with her ex if it made her happy. She took my advice and it didn't make me happy but it did her. There's hope for me yet. Just need to go out and find some french girl who likes foreign films and jazz and I'll be sorted
kinakamot ang aking puwit...
me rascando pompis...
krap mijn reet...
boku no ketsuoana o kizu...
bahrosh teezy...
:(
"The world fascinates me."
"Doesn't mean that much to me, to mean that much to you"
ugh! i hate that :(
really?
usually uncontrolled laughter makes me cough more
that stinks; don't know your situation but it hits me as if I do........
thinking of you; wishing you better times ahead...........
today what did not make my day was watching the Kardashians baby birth video and remembering my precious kids births and how I felt so damn awesome and then my mind wondered, "now that the divorce is pretty immenent, does that mean my memories were lies?"...........
maybe just illusions........disillusions............
Together we will float like angels.........
In the moment that you left the room, the album started skipping, goodbye to beauty shared with the ones that you love.........
Hey isn't that the movie you were in?
Thanks a million for your kind words.
I don't think your memories turn to lies. I believe that in most situations, if it was truth at the time it's truth forever, only your perception of it changes.
I get where you're coming from though.
Hope things improve...
"The world fascinates me."
"Doesn't mean that much to me, to mean that much to you"
apparently, 07162056 is THE date...
and the feckin' rain... again. :(
... and I still think Drive-By Truckers are better.
looks like im hangin out in THE PIT today while in bed!
Sir Mike McCready is....THE MASTER!!! WAHHH!!!
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It takes balls to put out a UKE album!
Your very welcome.........and yeah, I do see your point about the memories. And you know that I guess what is important for me to remember is that my memories are my memories and that is the reality because they are what I was felt. Just as I must remember that the sadness I feel is different than the sadness my kids may or may not feel. It stll is bad, but it is meaning different things than it would depending on who is processing it......does that make sense??
Together we will float like angels.........
In the moment that you left the room, the album started skipping, goodbye to beauty shared with the ones that you love.........
Totally makes sense! And an awesome way of looking at things imo
"The world fascinates me."
"Doesn't mean that much to me, to mean that much to you"