always remember im a writer. you may provide the spark for something but that doesnt mean its all about you. askings a good thing if youre not sure, ok?
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
whose brainless idea was it to put coconut flavouring in rum? yeah thats right im so desparate for a drink im drinking malibu. ghastly stuff it is. wheres a decent barman when you need one? or an indecent one for that matter.
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
It's my day off and I am getting a filling replaced by the dentist at 3.
I'll be needing some of that coconut rum
Down the street you can hear her scream youre a disgrace
As she slams the door in his drunken face
And now he stands outside
And all the neighbours start to gossip and drool
He cries oh, girl you must be mad,
What happened to the sweet love you and me had?
Against the door he leans and starts a scene,
And his tears fall and burn the garden green
It's my day off and I am getting a filling replaced by the dentist at 3.
I'll be needing some of that coconut rum
sorry sweetie, i just drained the bottle. friday ill be drinking a nice red and talking shit with my girl, youre free to join us. to drink, not to talk. boys are not allowed in the conversation. its the rules.
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
as she took the near empty bottles from the cupboard she said, those were duty free as if that somehow made them sacred and therefore untouchable. i said its booze. you leave booze in my house im gonna drink it. with tax or without.
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
along with that i am honest...i realize that people cannot handle honesty thus making me feel like i do the wrong thing because they prefer to believe in lies
Been a longtime since the sun opened
It is so black here everything has no shine
Shimmering darkness is consumed by a mined rainbow of coal
Mandatory sadness hung itself low inside these walls of skin
No smiling laughter of happiness brings only false twisted grins
Holes play with riddles like bone cancer is brittle falling and broken
Never before have gray clouds been so painful
For today all I want is for my unmarked tomb to welcome my knocking door
And your hitting me in the solar plexus
Like Mark Lanegans twisted bastard
I took my choice and here i stood
For you to knock me on my ass
When i got good
I thought i'd hate you
Because i loved you
Although i saw it coming from so far
But i'm 10 feet Tall
Looking down at you
We could say its easier this way
No way you can lie to me
You've cracked my skin
You could strip me bare
And still i'd laugh
Your not the friend you said you were
10 years,decide,pain and nothing to show
I'm the one to tell you
You arent so big
Yes your scared and your alone
I wash my hands of the blood
I wanted to help
To tell you i could save you
And now my back is full of holes
Seek,
Find be yourself.
Don't follow the herd.
Don't repeat in spite of the encores.
Be yourself.
Otherwise you'll bore us.
Deep inside this dusty cobwebbed ribcage I am hollowed out
Hope wore thin for me many years ago
And time left me to be alone
I have become every bit of nothingness
No more anything is my signature of emptiness
I am wrong to be right.. never again
Burying my memory has waited for me
Continuance denied
Been a longtime since the sun opened
It is so black here everything has no shine
Shimmering darkness is consumed by a mined rainbow of coal
Mandatory sadness hung itself low inside these walls of skin
No smiling laughter of happiness brings only false twisted grins
Holes play with riddles like bone cancer is brittle falling and broken
Never before have gray clouds been so painful
For today all I want is for my unmarked tomb to welcome my knocking door
No etched stone
Been a longtime since the sun opened
It is so black here everything has no shine
Shimmering darkness is consumed by a mined rainbow of coal
Mandatory sadness hung itself low inside these walls of skin
No smiling laughter of happiness brings only false twisted grins
Holes play with riddles like bone cancer is brittle falling and broken
Never before have gray clouds been so painful
For today all I want is for my unmarked tomb to welcome my knocking doo
Been a longtime since the sun opened
It is so black here everything has no shine
Shimmering darkness is consumed by a mined rainbow of coal
Mandatory sadness hung itself low inside these walls of skin
No smiling laughter of happiness brings only false twisted grins
Holes play with riddles like bone cancer is brittle falling and broken
Never before have gray clouds been so painful
For today all I want is for my unmarked tomb to welcome my knocking doo
This is why chadwick is awesome!!!
7/2/06 - Denver, CO
6/12/08 - Tampa, FL
8/23/09 - Chicago, IL
9/28/09 - Salt Lake City, UT (11 years too long!!!)
9/03/11 - East Troy, WI - PJ20 - Night 1
9/04/11 - East Troy, WI - PJ20 - Night 2
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that you're going to do
do it quickly
huh, baby?
:(
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
actually right now im more than okay a.m.. not missing, ive just been north for a short break.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
sitting here alone
drinking coffee
from a blue cup
wondering if
you are doing
the same
I'm glad. I hope you had a good visit.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
Am I really here?
Am I really alive?
Sure doesn't feel that way...
though i can see why you'd be ashamed of the truth
angels share laughter
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
I'll be needing some of that coconut rum
As she slams the door in his drunken face
And now he stands outside
And all the neighbours start to gossip and drool
He cries oh, girl you must be mad,
What happened to the sweet love you and me had?
Against the door he leans and starts a scene,
And his tears fall and burn the garden green
**I wonder if there will ever be someone who gets my particular "brand" of crazy??**
sorry sweetie, i just drained the bottle. friday ill be drinking a nice red and talking shit with my girl, youre free to join us. to drink, not to talk. boys are not allowed in the conversation. its the rules.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
fueled by spontaneity
spontaneous i am
sometimes too much so
then i am left wondering
did i do the wrong thing?
along with that i am honest...i realize that people cannot handle honesty thus making me feel like i do the wrong thing because they prefer to believe in lies
angels share laughter
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
becoming pale, the pot notes
that the kettle remains black
and has been misunderstood
for ages
and i don't want to stop
but what i'm getting
i have not got
in these hours
days in the way
i wonder and think
words i'll never say
i look and i hide
and pretend
i'm not there
but then i turn
and you're everywhere
think a minute...
before you hit submit!
Where I'm not ugly and you're lookin' at me
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
Been a longtime since the sun opened
It is so black here everything has no shine
Shimmering darkness is consumed by a mined rainbow of coal
Mandatory sadness hung itself low inside these walls of skin
No smiling laughter of happiness brings only false twisted grins
Holes play with riddles like bone cancer is brittle falling and broken
Never before have gray clouds been so painful
For today all I want is for my unmarked tomb to welcome my knocking door
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
Like Mark Lanegans twisted bastard
I took my choice and here i stood
For you to knock me on my ass
When i got good
I thought i'd hate you
Because i loved you
Although i saw it coming from so far
But i'm 10 feet Tall
Looking down at you
We could say its easier this way
No way you can lie to me
You've cracked my skin
You could strip me bare
And still i'd laugh
Your not the friend you said you were
10 years,decide,pain and nothing to show
I'm the one to tell you
You arent so big
Yes your scared and your alone
I wash my hands of the blood
I wanted to help
To tell you i could save you
And now my back is full of holes
Find be yourself.
Don't follow the herd.
Don't repeat in spite of the encores.
Be yourself.
Otherwise you'll bore us.
Hope wore thin for me many years ago
And time left me to be alone
I have become every bit of nothingness
No more anything is my signature of emptiness
I am wrong to be right.. never again
Burying my memory has waited for me
Continuance denied
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
No etched stone
Been a longtime since the sun opened
It is so black here everything has no shine
Shimmering darkness is consumed by a mined rainbow of coal
Mandatory sadness hung itself low inside these walls of skin
No smiling laughter of happiness brings only false twisted grins
Holes play with riddles like bone cancer is brittle falling and broken
Never before have gray clouds been so painful
For today all I want is for my unmarked tomb to welcome my knocking doo
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
This is why chadwick is awesome!!!
6/12/08 - Tampa, FL
8/23/09 - Chicago, IL
9/28/09 - Salt Lake City, UT (11 years too long!!!)
9/03/11 - East Troy, WI - PJ20 - Night 1
9/04/11 - East Troy, WI - PJ20 - Night 2