i like this lil scribbled up mess of a poem
i've read it for about the last hour
i'm suppose to be studying for school and walking my fat ass in the rain
but nooo... fuck noo
let's just write bullshit all day long
i did however manage to go out back and chop some wood
fireplace is going
i am writing like an idiot
i am happy
Holding the hands of the killer at hand,
welcome the bastard's hour my man.
seeking surreal blinded by faith see,
symbol of life this rotted out tree.
Unread captions were still spoken,
humid elixir, on air they're chokin.
scant dollar, at least they pay,
was there something you wanted to say?
you know what you were saying...
that i think way too much
well i'm thinking now
and i hate to feel this way
but i'm obsessive
and i really care about you
i'm hoping you're just busy
familial obligations and such
because i have to be honest
each time i look and don't see you
and the later it gets
all i can think is....
Just know I lied then...it's NOT OKAY...I don't/didn't deserve to be treated THIS way.
****************************
Fumbling like a hand among thorns
She picks this one for herself
A gust blows the petals into the wind
All that's left is the stem
Not her intentions but she learns
Never pick the flower before it blooms
"I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
I know you must be scared and not sure whats going on.
But please get some rest and relax it will be ok.
Were all here watching over you and waiting for you to wake up.
Get better and lets go for a ride down by the lakefront.
Keep fighting and I will talk to you soon.
Needing strength is mine
What surrounds me knows
Shoulders so wide a narrow thin valley
Frail, my mind has remained small
All my thoughts are discontinued
Make sure that you can't see me, hoping you will see me
Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free
Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He's gone
No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye
No one's heard a single word I've said
They don't sound as good outside my head
It looks as though the past is here to stay
I've become a million miles a...
There is no such thing as leftover pizza. There is now pizza and later pizza. - anonymous The risk I took was calculated, but man, am I bad at math - The Mincing Mockingbird
As the raven calls I have nothing left of my own.
Every bit of my smile has been vacant for the length of my memory.
I have become alone bones.
All I see is feathers black.
An unsteady sky weeps down across my shoulders.
But the pleasure of wind is absent from me.
And I have become low as if beneath myself.
What seems like days is actually years.
My own skin haunts who I am becoming.
And as the raven squawks, I lower my head down, down, down into the ground.
Give me peace.
Just let me rest.
Like a kid at a party
So happy and excited
To deliver the news
She knew would make her happy
And for a while it did
But soon it became overbearing
The opposite unfolded
Was she wrong to think she was right?
Was she wrong to tell?
It was what she wanted to hear
It was everything she wanted to know
Now right is wrong
And no one's left
seconds to minutes
minutes to hours
hours to days
and nervous evenings
spent waiting on the sun
"she's a thinker" he said
isn't that fucking great?
to be distracted
mind overactive
mentally exhausted
is this
the rest
of my life?
perhaps when solving
or rather
struggling to solve y's & x's 1,2,-3's
x axis split cracking y coordinate
y=mx+b .. (m=slope) (x=x axis) (b=y intercept)
y2 - y1 (-2x1,4y1) (6x2,-8y2)
______
x2 - x1
hey parallel perpendicular fucker!
coming to class would be an idea for everyone included
we all miss class sometimes
you are forgiven
please have mercy on me when i fuck up..
you are one smart fucker, dude...gd
watching someone do insane math formulas at a fast (or slow) pace is pretty unreal..
this fucker here is all over the place..
thank god for tutors..
see ya tomorrow ya little shit
perhaps when solving
or rather
struggling to solve y's & x's 1,2,-3's
x axis split cracking y coordinate
y=mx+b .. (m=slope) (x=x axis) (b=y intercept)
y2 - y1 (-2x1,4y1) (6x2,-8y2)
______
x2 - x1
hey parallel perpendicular fucker!
coming to class would be an idea for everyone included
we all miss class sometimes
you are forgiven
please have mercy on me when i fuck up..
you are one smart fucker, dude...gd
watching someone do insane math formulas at a fast (or slow) pace is pretty unreal..
this fucker here is all over the place..
thank god for tutors..
see ya tomorrow ya little shit
and this is why im an english major.
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
how will i know
fear wont creep in
when i am alone
can i trust
my thoughts
will they drown me
again
will i fall
down
eyes closed
in the dark
will i know
will i see
what i wish
will i be
where i hope to be
Won't let the light escape from me.
Won't let the darkness swallow me.
Comments
i'll tell ya what dc..
no
first i'll thank you..thank you
i like this lil scribbled up mess of a poem
i've read it for about the last hour
i'm suppose to be studying for school and walking my fat ass in the rain
but nooo... fuck noo
let's just write bullshit all day long
i did however manage to go out back and chop some wood
fireplace is going
i am writing like an idiot
i am happy
and the tunes
god bless you youtube
how i love thee
thank you dc
you are to kind
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
A satisfied customer make this check possible!
really ?
I thought it was my hard work that made it possible.
welcome the bastard's hour my man.
seeking surreal blinded by faith see,
symbol of life this rotted out tree.
Unread captions were still spoken,
humid elixir, on air they're chokin.
scant dollar, at least they pay,
was there something you wanted to say?
that i think way too much
well i'm thinking now
and i hate to feel this way
but i'm obsessive
and i really care about you
i'm hoping you're just busy
familial obligations and such
because i have to be honest
each time i look and don't see you
and the later it gets
all i can think is....
where are you?
i hope all is ok
i'm sure it's all ok
but all i can think is
where are you?
i hope all is ok
****************************
Fumbling like a hand among thorns
She picks this one for herself
A gust blows the petals into the wind
All that's left is the stem
Not her intentions but she learns
Never pick the flower before it blooms
be wary the attraction of the fools' dance.
angels share laughter
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
But please get some rest and relax it will be ok.
Were all here watching over you and waiting for you to wake up.
Get better and lets go for a ride down by the lakefront.
Keep fighting and I will talk to you soon.
love you forever
firewood galore
if only it warmed you
Your coming along on the right track.
Keep fighting and I will talk to you soon.
dressed in grey
All the dreams
they fade away
Nothing stays the same
sometimes I wish they did
life moves on
I stand here
You sit there
Our thoughts are somewhere
somewhere else
Now, is here
Now, is there
Everythings the same
Not at all
..nothing
Won't let the darkness swallow me.
What surrounds me knows
Shoulders so wide a narrow thin valley
Frail, my mind has remained small
All my thoughts are discontinued
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
[...]
Make sure that you can't see me, hoping you will see me
Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free
Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He's gone
No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye
They don't sound as good outside my head
It looks as though the past is here to stay
I've become a million miles a...
Why do you get all the Love in the World?
thanks for letting me.
The risk I took was calculated, but man, am I bad at math - The Mincing Mockingbird
As the raven calls I have nothing left of my own.
Every bit of my smile has been vacant for the length of my memory.
I have become alone bones.
All I see is feathers black.
An unsteady sky weeps down across my shoulders.
But the pleasure of wind is absent from me.
And I have become low as if beneath myself.
What seems like days is actually years.
My own skin haunts who I am becoming.
And as the raven squawks, I lower my head down, down, down into the ground.
Give me peace.
Just let me rest.
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
why does this sound better coming from you?
why the fuck did you not just tell me?
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
So happy and excited
To deliver the news
She knew would make her happy
And for a while it did
But soon it became overbearing
The opposite unfolded
Was she wrong to think she was right?
Was she wrong to tell?
It was what she wanted to hear
It was everything she wanted to know
Now right is wrong
And no one's left
minutes to hours
hours to days
and nervous evenings
spent waiting on the sun
"she's a thinker" he said
isn't that fucking great?
to be distracted
mind overactive
mentally exhausted
is this
the rest
of my life?
or rather
struggling to solve y's & x's 1,2,-3's
x axis split cracking y coordinate
y=mx+b .. (m=slope) (x=x axis) (b=y intercept)
y2 - y1 (-2x1,4y1) (6x2,-8y2)
______
x2 - x1
hey parallel perpendicular fucker!
coming to class would be an idea for everyone included
we all miss class sometimes
you are forgiven
please have mercy on me when i fuck up..
you are one smart fucker, dude...gd
watching someone do insane math formulas at a fast (or slow) pace is pretty unreal..
this fucker here is all over the place..
thank god for tutors..
see ya tomorrow ya little shit
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
I really really just want to be at home. :(
and this is why im an english major.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
Bibliobella,
I'll cook a poem for you:
a warm haiku stew.
fear wont creep in
when i am alone
can i trust
my thoughts
will they drown me
again
will i fall
down
eyes closed
in the dark
will i know
will i see
what i wish
will i be
where i hope to be
Won't let the darkness swallow me.