I am Linus with a blanket
And I can still smell you and feel you
Even though you're far away
You are never far... as long as i have
My security blanket...
Even when you can't be here
You keep me so safe and warm
Sometimes...often... most times... I wish for more
But like Linus with his blankie
I am very happy and secure with exactly what I have
i lie on crisp white sheets
i see above me angels hovering where am i?
am i in denial?
am i seeing things that arent real?
can you feel me close?
i elevate to transcend my weakness
and you know that weakness is you
i lie upon crisp white sheets
the cool spring air is all that clothes me
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
This outcome
Never contemplated
Funny how your mind
At times fails to see
the most obvious of writing
On the wall i sit
Head in my hands
Heart in my bands
Getting a little crowded
Time to cut and run
This outcome
Not contemplated
Funny how my mind
At times fails to see
The most obvious of writing
On the wall i sit
Head in hands
Heart in bands
Getting a little crowded
Time to cut and run
Comments
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
I've buried a mother and a father
Brother, who is next?
Is it you or is it me?
"Chirp"
angels share laughter
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
a broken bottle at my feet
limelight glow over wasted spills
am I an alcoholic?
- Antwerp '06, Nijmegen '07, Werchter '07
And I can still smell you and feel you
Even though you're far away
You are never far... as long as i have
My security blanket...
Even when you can't be here
You keep me so safe and warm
Sometimes...often... most times... I wish for more
But like Linus with his blankie
I am very happy and secure with exactly what I have
...for now
At making me feel so good?
Your hands, mouth and body on my body
Feel like the best ever...
angels share laughter
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Is this thing working.....
"I had a dog named Rover.
I put him in a box and he shit all over."
Testing? Testing Indeed!
It does NOT get better than this.
He just smiles and smiles
Does he get me? No.
Does he love me? Yes.
Does he tell me? Yes.
Will he ever? Yes.
Does he bite me? Yes.
What is it anyway?
From here to you away.
Yet, he won't come get me.
What is it anyway?
To walk around and around and around he goes.
The round ride is wild, not good...not yet.
But will be someday,
When he wakes up and says,
"Look Mom! I don't have autism anymore!"
stuffed it and hung it over my mantle.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
i reach out desperate for your touch
i feel you breathe, hear you sigh
so close you pass by
as fleeting as the click of the light
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
i see above me angels hovering
where am i?
am i in denial?
am i seeing things that arent real?
can you feel me close?
i elevate to transcend my weakness
and you know that weakness is you
i lie upon crisp white sheets
the cool spring air is all that clothes me
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
:(
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
same here Trixie
i feel like that sometimes
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
~Yes...3 weeks.
-Fuck!
~Why yes, it looks like you have been FUCKED!
-:(
Never contemplated
Funny how your mind
At times fails to see
the most obvious of writing
On the wall i sit
Head in my hands
Heart in my bands
Getting a little crowded
Time to cut and run
Not contemplated
Funny how my mind
At times fails to see
The most obvious of writing
On the wall i sit
Head in hands
Heart in bands
Getting a little crowded
Time to cut and run
it's stupid!
i believe in a better world for me and you
am I supposed to feel better ?
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
starting from the green
reach to the sky of blue
pushing foward warmth...
of red, yellow and orange
I don't want to believe it cause then I'm the fool!
Should I believe it??
Did you use me?