He smiled and shook his head. How about a drink sweetie.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'you want to stay in and have a soda or go out and get plastered. cause you know i can go either way. except that soda thing. i don't like the bubbles.'
i smiled to lighten what i thought could very easily turn into a heavy mood.
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
The dumb fuck got arrested for dancing, in the nude I should add. But seriously I am worried about him.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
Yes it would be funny to me as well, yet I lost my sense of humour when it comes to my brother. The police where not very amused. Apparently he was high on....on whatever. He is getting further and further away from anything constructive.
I already lost a sister I don’t want to lose my brother as well.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'you know what? i know you want to save him but you have to leave it up to him. anything you try and do for dex he's most likely gonna resent. especially, if he doesn't want to do what you want him to.'
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
So I should just let him have his overdose? Because it is going that way.
He didn't ask me for money to buy drugs directly, but he did ask me some to pay the rent, guess where his own went.
I know I can't do much else than share my concern, but I am starting to get real scared.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
I know, but that's not the point of it all. It's very practical what you say, unfortunetly it doesn't help the feeling go away. Not that there is that much you can say that could.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'so what is the point arlo. you'd rather when he did manage to kill himself he did it in the comfortable surrounds of his own apartment and not in some flea bitten motel or back alley some place?'
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
Nevermind. He turned around and walked back to the livingroom.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
so this is what it felt like to have someone walk away from you in the middle of a conversation. no wonder people got tired of me. it sucks being dismissed like this.
'arlo. don't walk away from me.'
i followed him into the living room.
'i'm not gonna let this go.'
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
I don't feel like talking any more Anna. I just want to be by myself.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
Don't ask me questions that you already know the answer to Anna. It makes you seem silly.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'then go arlo. fuck off and leave. be alone for all i care. but don't ever come here like this again and dismiss me almost in the same breath that you ask me for help in.'
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
'then go arlo. fuck off and leave. be alone for all i care. but don't ever come here like this again and dismiss me almost in the same breath that you ask me for help in.'
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
Grabbed his jacket then turned around to face me, he didn't say anything he just gave me a look that made me feel as if what I just said wasn't the right thing. He left me standing as he slipped through the door, shit this didn't went as planned.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
fuck him then. i had enough trouble dealing with my own bullshit without having more heaped on top. i closed my eyes. taking a deep breath, i raised my hands above my head and spun slowly 360 degrees. i opened my eyes to find arlo standing right in my space. he said nothing. i looked at him waiting for him to start. this could take a while. i leant in and kissed him. this was the most despondent i had ever seen arlo. and so out of character.
'i'm sorry anna. i just don't know what to do anymore. i want to help dex but i want him to want to be helped. i don't understand what he's doing to himself.'
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
Why did you walk out, like that? I don’t like that it gets me down.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
No! I don't think that I did that. I just don't like it when you run of like that.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
What are you talking about? I guess I knew damn well what he was referring to, but I felt more comfortable stalling. I didn't like how this conversation was going.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
I felt like smacking him, instead I didn't do anything but concentrate on his thumb as it caressed my skin.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
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You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
i smiled to lighten what i thought could very easily turn into a heavy mood.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
i disappeared into the kitchen tpo put the kettle on. i came back to the doorway.
'so tell me about dex then'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
The dumb fuck got arrested for dancing, in the nude I should add. But seriously I am worried about him.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'i'm sorry baby, but dancing naked. that's funny.'
i wrapped my arms around him and kissed his cheek. i brushed the hair from his brow, then let him go, but left my hand resting on his hip.
'what did the police say?'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
I already lost a sister I don’t want to lose my brother as well.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
He didn't ask me for money to buy drugs directly, but he did ask me some to pay the rent, guess where his own went.
I know I can't do much else than share my concern, but I am starting to get real scared.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'arlo. don't walk away from me.'
i followed him into the living room.
'i'm not gonna let this go.'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'then go arlo. fuck off and leave. be alone for all i care. but don't ever come here like this again and dismiss me almost in the same breath that you ask me for help in.'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
'then go arlo. fuck off and leave. be alone for all i care. but don't ever come here like this again and dismiss me almost in the same breath that you ask me for help in.'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'i'm sorry anna. i just don't know what to do anymore. i want to help dex but i want him to want to be helped. i don't understand what he's doing to himself.'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'so you want to make this about you now, is that it anna?'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'well no one could accuse you of being stupid could they anna. despite the dumb things you do at times.'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'tell me what you want me to do arlo.'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say