« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'i missed you last night johnny. i know why you weren't there, but it still hurt. i just want to apologise for blowing you off when you told me about jeffrey. i should have been more suppoortive and i wasn't. i'm sorry.'
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Yeah I was sorry too. I had hoped to at least tell one persoon. I had told no one, and I thought you were someone that could be happy for me. I guess I was wrong and I expected too much maybe. I was setting myself up for a fall. I'm sorry it won't happen again.
I just didn't feel like cheering you on last night. It didn't seem fair that I had to do so when I couldn't expect the same in return.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'good god johnny could you be anymore passive agressive? you know if i try to explain that night and my attitude i'm just afraid we're gonna end up not talking again. and i don't want that.'
i laid my hand on johnny's arm. he looked at me briefly.
'i want you in my life. and i want to meet jeffrey. if you think he can handle me.'
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I wasn't trying to be passive agressive. That is just the way I feel Anna. I want you in my life but I what you to give me reasons that will make it worth while. You often forget that there are two people in every relationship. I can't give and give and get so little in return. Sorry Anna I can't make it any sweeter than it is. This is how I feel.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'i get that. i guess that night i was looking for something that as it turns out i was never gonna get. i didn't know it at the time though and when i didn't get it from you i got pissed off. i need all the friends i can get right now johnny, but and are you sure you want everything i've got to give you in return?'
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That depends Anna. You can be a good friend, it's just that quite often you forget what is needed to be just that. I have memories of you and I that I am very fond of, still memories alone is not enough. There has to be a future in this friendship. I need to know that you are aware that you neglected my needs.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
i bit my tongue to stop the tirade i was just about to release. johnny expects me to get it all and totally admit any wrongdoing that night. i feel i'm getting nothing in return. fuck. i sighed.
'you know what johnny. you're right. i wasn't being a good friend, but i can't promise you that i'll always be on for you or even be there when you need me. all i can do is try my best. sometimes my best isn't good enough and you're gonna have to deal with that.'
i was letting myself get worked up. this trying to keep my emotions in check was definately something i'd have to work on. i didn't want to lose johnny as a friend but i wasn't going prostrate myself to keep that friendship.
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take a good look
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hold my hand
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i just need to say
I know Anna. That goes for most off us me included most definitely. Still you can keep defending yourself and I can't help but wonder what part is stronger the apology or the excuse of being faulty as a human. You haven't been there for me for a long time Anna. And that's not just because I was a way for some time. I don't what to drag this out of proportion, but I don't get the feeling you understand.
I'm sorry if this is hard on you but it needs to be said if we have any chance of remaining friends.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
i threw my hands up in frustration. this really wasn't a conversation i wanted to have while walking along a public street.
'you're right johnny. there is no excuse for me blowing off what you were trying to tell just cause i wanted to get laid and felt slighted.'
i shook my head and wondered if i had the strength to deal with what was fast becoming johnny's baggage.
'you know you're not special. i haven't been there for anyone. and i do understand. i'm not going to manufacture excuses just to make you or anybody else feel better.'
we got to a corner and it occurred to me that we were headed in different directions. not only on this little walk but perhaps in our lives as well.
'i've got to get back to gerard's. call me later? oh and by the way, ask jeffrey how i knew where you were.'
with that i kissed johnny's cheek and started towards gerard's. when i crossed the road i looked back at johnny. he looked up briefly and gave me a sad smile. i waved and turned away.
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
Ah there you are. I was hoping you would come back.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
Only when I'm with you Anna. He was joking, I knew he was.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
Well that depends on which Anna walks through the door.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
it was time to let this line of conversation die.i walked over to a rather large painting that i had done. it was all black but when you looked at it you could see a figure. a tall thin hairless figure. i might hang this one at my place.
' so how'd we do last night?'
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Well not bad all things considering. I reckon we can afford to eat out tonight.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
He just stood there enjoying the fact that he knew something I didn't. Damn I hated that I was so damn curious.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
Yes I realize that, but there is another side to it. However I am not in the mood to discuss it now thank you very much, I still remember how you left me high and dry last night. I don't want to relive it and get pissed off all over.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
Oh I don't doubt it was worth it for you, but when you paraded out off my office I wanted to throw something at you. So it wasn't worth that much to me. I al most called the cops just to spit you, you had it coming to you you know.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
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'can i walk with you? i really need to talk to you.'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
I just didn't feel like cheering you on last night. It didn't seem fair that I had to do so when I couldn't expect the same in return.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
i laid my hand on johnny's arm. he looked at me briefly.
'i want you in my life. and i want to meet jeffrey. if you think he can handle me.'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'you know what johnny. you're right. i wasn't being a good friend, but i can't promise you that i'll always be on for you or even be there when you need me. all i can do is try my best. sometimes my best isn't good enough and you're gonna have to deal with that.'
i was letting myself get worked up. this trying to keep my emotions in check was definately something i'd have to work on. i didn't want to lose johnny as a friend but i wasn't going prostrate myself to keep that friendship.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
I'm sorry if this is hard on you but it needs to be said if we have any chance of remaining friends.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'you're right johnny. there is no excuse for me blowing off what you were trying to tell just cause i wanted to get laid and felt slighted.'
i shook my head and wondered if i had the strength to deal with what was fast becoming johnny's baggage.
'you know you're not special. i haven't been there for anyone. and i do understand. i'm not going to manufacture excuses just to make you or anybody else feel better.'
we got to a corner and it occurred to me that we were headed in different directions. not only on this little walk but perhaps in our lives as well.
'i've got to get back to gerard's. call me later? oh and by the way, ask jeffrey how i knew where you were.'
with that i kissed johnny's cheek and started towards gerard's. when i crossed the road i looked back at johnny. he looked up briefly and gave me a sad smile. i waved and turned away.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'tell me something gerard. do you ever wish you could just disappear?'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
' so how'd we do last night?'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'i met someone last night.'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'listen i have to thank you again for not calling the cops last night gerard. vincent's dangerous enough without having added incentive.'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
then i realised he was talking about me leaving with arlo. i shrugged.
'trust me gerard, for me it was worth it.'
i couldn't help but smile at the thought of arlo.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»