'well just after you left i kinda ended up in hospital again. davey just got tired of all the drama and left. can't blame him really. if i could i wouldn't even live with me.'
i tried you make light of the situation, but i didn't much feel like smiling. beth looked at me. she was trying to work out exactly how much i left out. obviously a lot. i looked up to see hamish hovering near the open doors. shit when did he get here. i turned my back to him. but hamish being hamish he took that as an invitation to butt in. especially when he saw beth. i swore and beth looked up to see hamish coming towards us.
Hallo Hamish. I didn't know you were here. Is it ok if I come and talk to you later because we have some girl stuff to catch up on. You know how it is.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
We just didn't connect in the same way as we did before the miscarriage.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
This time i think ill use a hanger or maybe just do a few bellyflops.
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07/02/2006 CO
08/05/2007 Lolla
06/14/2008 B'roo
Kill Fascists.... or at least make them realize what they are.
'so what? it took him eighteen months to work it out. you know i love davey but what he did with that waitress or whatever the hell she was, i just thought that was just low.'
i wished beth would stop talking. the last thing i wanted to do was think about what happened back then. i'm trying to get past davey. so i guess sleeping with him last night wasn't a good move on my part. but it did feel good having another body so close. i smiled at the thought. beth looked at me.
'what are you smiling at?'
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
Just thinking of shoe strings and chicken wire. Or the ocean where little charlie jones drowned. You know, morbid things like that; those are the things that make me smile. But lately thinks are different, things have changed. Now when i see those morbid things, youre there. Wait, its good though, i just dont know how to handle it really. What were you gonna say?
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Kill Fascists.... or at least make them realize what they are.
'so what? it took him eighteen months to work it out. you know i love davey but what he did with that waitress or whatever the hell she was, i just thought that was just low.'
i wished beth would stop talking. the last thing i wanted to do was think about what happened back then. i'm trying to get past davey. so i guess sleeping with him last night wasn't a good move on my part. but it did feel good having another body so close. i smiled at the thought. beth looked at me.
'what are you smiling at?'
Oh, just that you and Davey might not be able to let go.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
You did? Then why did I just witness that little play?
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
Yeah right.
So you don't want to talk about it now or don't you want to talk about it?
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
Sell that story to someone lees naive. Let's go back inside and see how well you sell in there. She smiled as she gestured to the door.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
Where the hell is my wife? You bitch tell me right now.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
He had clearly been drinking more than was good for him. Perhaps he had needed to drink in the curidge to act like a total asshole infront of all these people. People around us stopped their conversations and stared at the scene. Vincent thundering on about Freya and shanking me between his hands. I started thinking I might not be able to get myself out this time.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
i was scared so i guess it must have been the adrenalin that made me do what i did.
' i don't know where freya is and even if i did you would be the last person i'd tell.'
he released his grip on one of my arms for whatever reason. it didn't matter. out of the corner of my eye i saw davey,gerard and someone else who looked vaguely familiar to me coming towards us. i balled my hand and hit vincent square in the ear. it hurt him cause he let me go. i hit him in the chest.
'you piece of shit you come near me again and i'll kill you. you hear me?'
pushing past people to escape, i locked myself in the bathroom.
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
I didn't realize Vincent had followed me to the bathroom until I heard him raving in front of the door of the toilet I was on. He kicked and slammed on the door, screaming that he would get in eventually.
Open the door you little cunt.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
Then it stopped and I thought he might have realized how stupid this was, but I heard the door of the booth next to mine open.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
as vincent's face appeared above me, i realised i might not get out of this.
i went for the door and pulled it opened. vincent grabbed me and threw me against the tiles. i scrambled backwards until i was wedged into the corner, vincent towering over me. he leaned down right into my face. tears were streaming down my cheeks and i thought, looking into his eyes, that vincent was capable of murder.
'tell me where she is. or so help me...'
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
I heard a lot of rocket and a lot of voices screaming, I could make out Gérard’s voice and Davey screaming come down you motherfucker. They must have dragged him down because
banged his head and disappeared from my sight. Beth way crying out my name; Anna , Anna are you all right.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
when i felt a hand on me, i instinctly threw it off. it was beth, but right now i didn't want anyone touching me. i was shaking and if i thought it was possible to shatter into a thousand pieces i feel i would have done it.
'just leave me beth.'
i struggled to my feet and sought refuge in one of the cubicles.
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
I sat there softly crying and bewildered when a knock on the door made me scare out of my darkness.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
Anna open up please? I heard it was Davey's voice.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
Anna I just want to see how you are. If you're hurt. Come on open up.
« One man's glory is another man's hell.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
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Hallo Hamish. I didn't know you were here. Is it ok if I come and talk to you later because we have some girl stuff to catch up on. You know how it is.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'i don't believe you. davey just got up and walked out? you sure there wasn't anything else to it? he didn't cheat on you again did he?'
i wondered what that would have to do with anything.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
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06/13/2003 IA
06/15/2003 ND
06/16/2003 Mn
06/21/2003 WI
10/05/2004 MO
10/08/2004 FL
09/08/2005 MB
09/09/2005 ON
05/17/2006 IL
05/19/2006 MI
07/02/2006 CO
08/05/2007 Lolla
06/14/2008 B'roo
Kill Fascists.... or at least make them realize what they are.
i wished beth would stop talking. the last thing i wanted to do was think about what happened back then. i'm trying to get past davey. so i guess sleeping with him last night wasn't a good move on my part. but it did feel good having another body so close. i smiled at the thought. beth looked at me.
'what are you smiling at?'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
10/12/2000 KS
06/13/2003 IA
06/15/2003 ND
06/16/2003 Mn
06/21/2003 WI
10/05/2004 MO
10/08/2004 FL
09/08/2005 MB
09/09/2005 ON
05/17/2006 IL
05/19/2006 MI
07/02/2006 CO
08/05/2007 Lolla
06/14/2008 B'roo
Kill Fascists.... or at least make them realize what they are.
Oh, just that you and Davey might not be able to let go.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
i moved in close to her.
'last night. i slept with davey.'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
there, i hoped that sounded convincing enough for her.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
So you don't want to talk about it now or don't you want to talk about it?
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'excuse me. do you mind?'
he shot her such a look that it made her uneasy.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
as i tried to push past him, vincent grabbed my left wrist and squeezed it til my arm twisted.
'you're hurting me vincent.'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
Just tell me, now.
He had clearly been drinking more than was good for him. Perhaps he had needed to drink in the curidge to act like a total asshole infront of all these people. People around us stopped their conversations and stared at the scene. Vincent thundering on about Freya and shanking me between his hands. I started thinking I might not be able to get myself out this time.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
' i don't know where freya is and even if i did you would be the last person i'd tell.'
he released his grip on one of my arms for whatever reason. it didn't matter. out of the corner of my eye i saw davey,gerard and someone else who looked vaguely familiar to me coming towards us. i balled my hand and hit vincent square in the ear. it hurt him cause he let me go. i hit him in the chest.
'you piece of shit you come near me again and i'll kill you. you hear me?'
pushing past people to escape, i locked myself in the bathroom.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
Open the door you little cunt.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'fuck off vincent.'
the banging continued. i rested my hands against the door, hoping he couldn't get through.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
i went for the door and pulled it opened. vincent grabbed me and threw me against the tiles. i scrambled backwards until i was wedged into the corner, vincent towering over me. he leaned down right into my face. tears were streaming down my cheeks and i thought, looking into his eyes, that vincent was capable of murder.
'tell me where she is. or so help me...'
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
banged his head and disappeared from my sight. Beth way crying out my name; Anna , Anna are you all right.
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
'just leave me beth.'
i struggled to my feet and sought refuge in one of the cubicles.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
You’re on the outside, never bound by such a spell.
Together in the darkness, alone in the light.
I took it upon me to be yours, Timmy,
I’ll lead your angels and demons at play tonight......»