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  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,306
    our view this weekend..

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    Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
    you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
    memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
    another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
  • Fifthelement
    Fifthelement Lotusland Posts: 6,965
    ^^^ that looks very peaceful.
    "What the CANUCK happened?!? - Esquimalt Barber Shop
  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,306
    ^^^ that looks very peaceful.
    it is. didnt see them , wasnt outside much too cold but was told by staff theres a pair. of bald eagles nesting near by. hope to catch sight this july
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    Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
    you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
    memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
    another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,306
    If your local intergroups or meetings haven't made arrangements to keep holding meeting someway, look into https://myrecovery.com, https://intheroom.com both are hosting online video meetings.

    Keep in touch with your local support network. Look after your older members, or even go OLD SCHOOL early days AA and have small in home meetings!!!!!

    And of course , we can have a meeting here
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    Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
    you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
    memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
    another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    I haven't been to another meeting since the one last year, but it's good to know there are options for those who may need it.

    Somewhat related, we just watched a documentary film on youtube about Missio.  They were one of the bands whose lyrics about sobriety really helped me (Middle Fingers, Rad Drugz).  Well, one member, supposedly clean for a while now, confessed he couldn't remember the last time he was sober.  He's been getting fucked up regularly all this time, and no one knew - not even his musical partner/brother.

    It so disappointed me (and coincidentally or not, I became extremely nauseous after that part), and made me feel for the weight of his guilt in lying to so many, including those like me who have taken comfort and inspiration from them.

    Then again, the music itself helped me; that doesn't change, thankfully.
  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,306

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    Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
    you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
    memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
    another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,306
     A.A. Saved My Life. Can It Work Online? https://nyti.ms/3bKXoPT

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    Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
    you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
    memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
    another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,306
    XIV
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    Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
    you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
    memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
    another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
  • Hobbes
    Hobbes Pacific Northwest Posts: 6,438
    Congrats, mick!
  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    That's fantastic, mickey.

    And kudos to all who've been able to abstain during one of the world's shakiest times.
  • deadendp
    deadendp Northeast Ohio Posts: 10,434
    mickeyrat said:
    XIV
    :hug:
    2014: Cincinnati
    2016: Lexington and Wrigley 1
  • Fifthelement
    Fifthelement Lotusland Posts: 6,965
    mickeyrat said:
    XIV
    Congratulations Mickey!

     hedonist said:

    That's fantastic, mickey.

    And kudos to all who've been able to abstain during one of the world's shakiest times.
    I echo hedo’s thoughts too.  
    "What the CANUCK happened?!? - Esquimalt Barber Shop
  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,875
    Well done mickey.
    Im 3 and a half months still sober. Now ill. I hope it makes me fitter  to fight this.


    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,306
    edited April 2020
    @njnancy haven't heard from you, how are you doing lady? been able to attend any zoom meetings?
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    Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
    you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
    memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
    another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,306
    _____________________________________SIGNATURE________________________________________________

    Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
    you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
    memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
    another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,306
    How is everyone making out during this strange time?
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    Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
    you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
    memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
    another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,306
    _____________________________________SIGNATURE________________________________________________

    Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
    you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
    memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
    another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
  • deadendp
    deadendp Northeast Ohio Posts: 10,434
    There is a soberversary to acknowledge today.  I won't out the person, but I hope that they know how much I love them and how proud I am of them.  Brings me to tears.  (No, really it does! :wipes tears from eyes:) Jump on out if you wanna and let me give you a big, fat hug!  
    2014: Cincinnati
    2016: Lexington and Wrigley 1
  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    deadendp said:
    There is a soberversary to acknowledge today.  I won't out the person, but I hope that they know how much I love them and how proud I am of them.  Brings me to tears.  (No, really it does! :wipes tears from eyes:) Jump on out if you wanna and let me give you a big, fat hug!  
    Thank you, my dear friend.  One of these days, IN PERSON, dammit.

    Yup, more than 30 pounds less of me, a damaged liver for life and all the physical and mental shit that goes with it.

    But, I have my life back.  My clarity.  Myself.

    With that came the sobering - haha -  knowledge that I'm an alcoholic (something my own mother has yet to acknowledge - the shame!!), and always will be.  I'm not necessarily proud of that, but it's part of the deal now.

    My level of missing a bigass scotch, neat, is outweighed by my resolve and fear of ever drinking again.  I'm not ready to die yet.

    So...two years and counting :)

    https://youtu.be/RmC7m34E_3U
  • oftenreading
    oftenreading Victoria, BC Posts: 12,856
    hedonist said:
    deadendp said:
    There is a soberversary to acknowledge today.  I won't out the person, but I hope that they know how much I love them and how proud I am of them.  Brings me to tears.  (No, really it does! :wipes tears from eyes:) Jump on out if you wanna and let me give you a big, fat hug!  
    Thank you, my dear friend.  One of these days, IN PERSON, dammit.

    Yup, more than 30 pounds less of me, a damaged liver for life and all the physical and mental shit that goes with it.

    But, I have my life back.  My clarity.  Myself.

    With that came the sobering - haha -  knowledge that I'm an alcoholic (something my own mother has yet to acknowledge - the shame!!), and always will be.  I'm not necessarily proud of that, but it's part of the deal now.

    My level of missing a bigass scotch, neat, is outweighed by my resolve and fear of ever drinking again.  I'm not ready to die yet.

    So...two years and counting :)

    https://youtu.be/RmC7m34E_3U

    We are so glad you are with us, now and for the long haul. Love and positive vibes on your soberversary, hedo, and every day

    (and to you, too, Amy!)
    my small self... like a book amongst the many on a shelf