PJ fans in 12 step Recovery
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mickeyrat said:its a hard thing to watch and wait for. My dog of 15 yrs seems to be on her way out.
slipping in and out of consciousness.
(((Hugs))) mickeyrat. I'm gutted for you. May her end be peaceful."What the CANUCK happened?!? - Esquimalt Barber Shop0 -
lastexitlondon said:Im into week 4 now its my sons 19th birthday. Yesterday i ruined our early xmas dinner bec my tooth broke and i left my mums house upset leaving my children there.my mum put so much effort in and i left before it even begun. I upset everyone including myself. Previously i would have got very drunk
I didn't . And as you all posted before "to feel" is painful. I feel it now. Pain. Guilt. Sorrow. Im trying so hard but i wanted to smash my face against a wall and hurt myself. Now its the next early morning i feel so much sorrow and i am desperate to survive with a hollow space where i feel like my life is soon to end. Sorry for this but its all honest
It simply clears the air and helps removing awkward interaction. The sooner I talk to people about the situation, the easier it is to resolve them.
I guess what I am trying to say is: you have the power to make it up to your family. If you can't face them, because you feel ashamed (and believe, I have been there), text them, send them an email - anything. You don't have to tell your kids, what exactly you are going through, but tell them you are having a rough time and were mad at yourself and you are sorry you let it out on them, but that it was wrong and you are sorry. That gesture will mean so much to them and you will feel so much better. Ask them how you can make it up to them. The worst you can do is let is fester and become bigger. Nip it in the butt, before that happens. And being able to admit when we're wrong is something we all could do more, I think we often don't want to feel vulnerable and put ourselves on the spot. But by doing exactly that we become the bigger and stronger person.0 -
oftenreading said:lastexitlondon said:I still feel like im failing my admiration is for the peaceful ones who live and love and laugh with a free spirit and mind.
Do any of us really have a free spirit and mind? Much of what we think we know about others is an illusion.
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Just read the anxiety threat...I should have done that before writing the above. Sorry about that. I wish I could help...
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rollings...my best of thoughts and a whole lotta love sent to you both.
And to all struggling in their own ways.
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So my dr questions me giving up drinking as not a good idea.....how can that be? Fuckin ridiculous.
Because i suffer with extreme health anxiety. I now get no relief from symptoms and fear. So when i drank i would get a break
Ffs. Im so confused still. My brain is a mess
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lastexitlondon said:So my dr questions me giving up drinking as not a good idea.....how can that be? Fuckin ridiculous.
Because i suffer with extreme health anxiety. I now get no relief from symptoms and fear. So when i drank i would get a break
Ffs. Im so confused still. My brain is a mess
I have only heard of one instance where a friend was told to keep drinking. He was so far gone into alcoholism. Dr said he shoud gradually taper off to prevent dt's. he was doing a half gallon of vodka daily.
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Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '140 -
Yes. My reason is to think clearer and to not need to drink. And also to be healthy. But im not mentally healthy.
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Im feeling at one with not drinking today.
I just need to fix my brain then i want to fly
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lastexitlondon said:Im feeling at one with not drinking today.
I just need to fix my brain then i want to fly
One small step at a time.
I like this meditation guide, sometimes I use it before bed and it relaxes me so much.
You can use it whenever.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6p_yaNFSYao
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Thank you
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lastexitlondon said:Thank you
Put some headphones, lay down in bed or the couch and breath.Adelaide 17/11/2009, Melbourne 20/11/2009, Sydney 22/11/2009, Melbourne (Big Day Out Festival) 24/01/20140 -
a good friend passed away wednesday. effects of copd. he was a quiet guy, a willing ear and a solid AA.
helped me in many ways
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Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '140 -
Sorry to hear this news mickey.
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Im finding this hard now i approach 1 month. And this time of year is especially hard.
this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -0 -
I have had both ends of the spectrum in one day
Weird. I felt sure this morning and not sure thos evening. Sleep i think
this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -0 -
People fuckin test me. I swear.
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lastexitlondon said:People fuckin test me. I swear.
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Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '140 -
Still going even though its hard
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lastexitlondon said:Still going even though its hard
Keep punching!
Did you try mindfulness meditation?Adelaide 17/11/2009, Melbourne 20/11/2009, Sydney 22/11/2009, Melbourne (Big Day Out Festival) 24/01/20140
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