I think this thread title should remove the "I hope" and just be "I kicked the shit out of cancer because I'm a bad ass."
I'm not quite that confident yet. I'll still need a PET scan in the spring to confirm.
If I had known then what I know now...
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EV LA1 08
Seattle1 09, Seattle2 09, Salt Lake 09, LA4 09
Columbus 10
EV LA 11
Vancouver 11
Missoula 12
Portland 13, Spokane 13
St. Paul 14, Denver 14
Hello!
4 of 12 huh... you're getting there my friend Chin up and stay strong x
2009 - Manchester. 2010 - Dublin, Belfast, London, Berlin, Arras, Werchter. 2011 - PJ20 i & ii, Montreal, Toronto i & ii, Ottawa, Hamilton. 2012 - Manchester i & ii, Berlin i & ii, Stockholm. 2014 - Amsterdam i & ii, Trieste, Vienna, Berlin, Leeds, Milton Keynes. 2016 - Boston Fenway i & ii, 2018 - Amsterdam i & ii, Pinkpop, London i & ii, Padova, Krakow, Barcelona, Seattle i & ii.
good lord....this new "super chemo" is no joke :shock: . the biggest side effect is the cold sensitivity, but I never REALLY experienced it....until today.
It was 35 degrees this morning with probably a 40 mph wind (winds were 100 mph a little north of here and at least 7 semis tipped over on the interstate :shock: )....I took gracie to the park and immediately my face felt like it was being pierced by 100 needles and my hands (even with gloves) felt about the same. but, you know gracie....she needs her romp
anyway, I don't know if today's thing was due to a) the wind chill or b) just the fact the chemo is accumulating in my system. right now, I'm on treatment #4 of 12. I'm getting there!
Some chemos do that...what a bitch it is. Accumulation is the worst part of chemo (bit it does help it to work) and I know you are thinking it is ages before it is done. I remember that feeling too well....but we are done and the two and a half years actually went by quite quickly, so I really hope the same happens for you.
Take a day at a time, wrap up, drink beer, and stay strong xxxx
Some chemos do that...what a bitch it is. Accumulation is the worst part of chemo (bit it does help it to work) and I know you are thinking it is ages before it is done. I remember that feeling too well....but we are done and the two and a half years actually went by quite quickly, so I really hope the same happens for you.
Take a day at a time, wrap up, drink beer, and stay strong xxxx
6:30 pm and I'm in bed :shock: . Wrapped up; no beer. Hopefully, I'll feel better in the morning.
If I had known then what I know now...
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VIC 07
EV LA1 08
Seattle1 09, Seattle2 09, Salt Lake 09, LA4 09
Columbus 10
EV LA 11
Vancouver 11
Missoula 12
Portland 13, Spokane 13
St. Paul 14, Denver 14
6:30 pm and I'm in bed :shock: . Wrapped up; no beer. Hopefully, I'll feel better in the morning.
hopefully you have that big puppy to keep you warm
xoxoxo hope tomorrow is a better day for you
Makes much more sense...
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2012: Berlin, Germany 1& 2; Stockholm Sweden; Oslo Norway; Copenhagen Denmark
2013: Wrigley Field- Chicago, IL; Philadelphia, PA 1 & 2; Hartford, CT; Vancouver BC; Seattle, WA.
2014: Cincinnati, OH; St. Louis, MO; Moline, IL; Milwaukee, WI 2016: Wrigley Field- Chicago 1&2
2009 - Manchester. 2010 - Dublin, Belfast, London, Berlin, Arras, Werchter. 2011 - PJ20 i & ii, Montreal, Toronto i & ii, Ottawa, Hamilton. 2012 - Manchester i & ii, Berlin i & ii, Stockholm. 2014 - Amsterdam i & ii, Trieste, Vienna, Berlin, Leeds, Milton Keynes. 2016 - Boston Fenway i & ii, 2018 - Amsterdam i & ii, Pinkpop, London i & ii, Padova, Krakow, Barcelona, Seattle i & ii.
hopefully you have that big puppy to keep you warm
xoxoxo hope tomorrow is a better day for you
the "big puppy" is, no doubt, always there for me
we had an out of town friend here last night...I felt like total shit but rallied the best I could. today, I feel a bit better....at least coffee is tasting kind of OK again.
it's just kind of a bitch....but I would say there's no doubt the chemo is making my body pretty inhospitable for cancer cells. as they say in the chinese restaurant, "you go, NOW!!!"
If I had known then what I know now...
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VIC 07
EV LA1 08
Seattle1 09, Seattle2 09, Salt Lake 09, LA4 09
Columbus 10
EV LA 11
Vancouver 11
Missoula 12
Portland 13, Spokane 13
St. Paul 14, Denver 14
food is tasting pretty much like crap and I'm not too happy about that
I just went thru the mcdonalds drive thru....I know I shouldn't eat that crap but I figured it would taste OK....it didn't :x
If I had known then what I know now...
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VIC 07
EV LA1 08
Seattle1 09, Seattle2 09, Salt Lake 09, LA4 09
Columbus 10
EV LA 11
Vancouver 11
Missoula 12
Portland 13, Spokane 13
St. Paul 14, Denver 14
Since I'm such a coffee slut, I'm glad to hear that at least coffee tastes sort of OK. I'm not sure I could face a future without coffee.
Does anything taste good? :problem:
currently......no
If I had known then what I know now...
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VIC 07
EV LA1 08
Seattle1 09, Seattle2 09, Salt Lake 09, LA4 09
Columbus 10
EV LA 11
Vancouver 11
Missoula 12
Portland 13, Spokane 13
St. Paul 14, Denver 14
I hope stuff starts tasting good again. Keep on Rockin' Rob, and stay strong! Love, light and hugs.
I'm rocking a little better today
If I had known then what I know now...
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VIC 07
EV LA1 08
Seattle1 09, Seattle2 09, Salt Lake 09, LA4 09
Columbus 10
EV LA 11
Vancouver 11
Missoula 12
Portland 13, Spokane 13
St. Paul 14, Denver 14
one day at a time, NEVER look at the numbers and always believe that no matter what the weekly, monthly, or however much time passes for your next pull, test or treatment there will be an upswing.
it is never the testing scores but how well you feel that matter
finally feeling decent, after being DC'ed from chemo a week ago. I even ventured out and drank too much last night
I'm going to enjoy the next few days and try not to think too much about the next chemo, this coming wednesday
If I had known then what I know now...
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VIC 07
EV LA1 08
Seattle1 09, Seattle2 09, Salt Lake 09, LA4 09
Columbus 10
EV LA 11
Vancouver 11
Missoula 12
Portland 13, Spokane 13
St. Paul 14, Denver 14
The thing I like most about time is that it's not real. It's all in the head. Sure, it's a useful trick to use if you want to meet someone at a specific place in the universe and have tea or coffee- but that's all it is- a trick. There is no such thing as the past. It exists only in the memory. There is no such thing as the future. It exists only in our imagination. If our watches were truly accurate, the only thing they would ever say is "Now". That's what time it is. It's "Now". - Damien Echols
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VIC 07
EV LA1 08
Seattle1 09, Seattle2 09, Salt Lake 09, LA4 09
Columbus 10
EV LA 11
Vancouver 11
Missoula 12
Portland 13, Spokane 13
St. Paul 14, Denver 14
2011: East Troy, WI 1 & 2; Toronto ON 1 & 2; Hamilton ON
2012: Berlin, Germany 1& 2; Stockholm Sweden; Oslo Norway; Copenhagen Denmark
2013: Wrigley Field- Chicago, IL; Philadelphia, PA 1 & 2; Hartford, CT; Vancouver BC; Seattle, WA.
2014: Cincinnati, OH; St. Louis, MO; Moline, IL; Milwaukee, WI 2016: Wrigley Field- Chicago 1&2
Stay strong, Rob. I think of you everyday, even if I don't get a chance to post. Keep winning the good fight because you inspire us to do the same. Love, light and hugs. xo
Stay strong, Rob. I think of you everyday, even if I don't get a chance to post. Keep winning the good fight because you inspire us to do the same. Love, light and hugs. xo
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VIC 07
EV LA1 08
Seattle1 09, Seattle2 09, Salt Lake 09, LA4 09
Columbus 10
EV LA 11
Vancouver 11
Missoula 12
Portland 13, Spokane 13
St. Paul 14, Denver 14
4 of 12 huh... you're getting there my friend
2012 - Manchester i & ii, Berlin i & ii, Stockholm. 2014 - Amsterdam i & ii, Trieste, Vienna, Berlin, Leeds, Milton Keynes.
2016 - Boston Fenway i & ii, 2018 - Amsterdam i & ii, Pinkpop, London i & ii, Padova, Krakow, Barcelona, Seattle i & ii.
Some chemos do that...what a bitch it is. Accumulation is the worst part of chemo (bit it does help it to work) and I know you are thinking it is ages before it is done. I remember that feeling too well....but we are done and the two and a half years actually went by quite quickly, so I really hope the same happens for you.
Take a day at a time, wrap up, drink beer, and stay strong xxxx
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6:30 pm and I'm in bed :shock: . Wrapped up; no beer. Hopefully, I'll feel better in the morning.
Vegas 93, Vegas 98, Vegas 00 (10 year show), Vegas 03, Vegas 06
VIC 07
EV LA1 08
Seattle1 09, Seattle2 09, Salt Lake 09, LA4 09
Columbus 10
EV LA 11
Vancouver 11
Missoula 12
Portland 13, Spokane 13
St. Paul 14, Denver 14
hopefully you have that big puppy to keep you warm
xoxoxo hope tomorrow is a better day for you
2011: East Troy, WI 1 & 2; Toronto ON 1 & 2; Hamilton ON
2012: Berlin, Germany 1& 2; Stockholm Sweden; Oslo Norway; Copenhagen Denmark
2013: Wrigley Field- Chicago, IL; Philadelphia, PA 1 & 2; Hartford, CT; Vancouver BC; Seattle, WA.
2014: Cincinnati, OH; St. Louis, MO; Moline, IL; Milwaukee, WI
2016: Wrigley Field- Chicago 1&2
You're right. You are a monster! You are sick! Get help!
At least, I am not a fuck-up! A lying fuck-up!
2012 - Manchester i & ii, Berlin i & ii, Stockholm. 2014 - Amsterdam i & ii, Trieste, Vienna, Berlin, Leeds, Milton Keynes.
2016 - Boston Fenway i & ii, 2018 - Amsterdam i & ii, Pinkpop, London i & ii, Padova, Krakow, Barcelona, Seattle i & ii.
How ya feeling today? Its Sunday=football, snuggy, couch? After taking Gracie for a romp of course!
Hope you're feeling better today.
Peace.
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we had an out of town friend here last night...I felt like total shit but rallied the best I could. today, I feel a bit better....at least coffee is tasting kind of OK again.
it's just kind of a bitch....but I would say there's no doubt the chemo is making my body pretty inhospitable for cancer cells. as they say in the chinese restaurant, "you go, NOW!!!"
Vegas 93, Vegas 98, Vegas 00 (10 year show), Vegas 03, Vegas 06
VIC 07
EV LA1 08
Seattle1 09, Seattle2 09, Salt Lake 09, LA4 09
Columbus 10
EV LA 11
Vancouver 11
Missoula 12
Portland 13, Spokane 13
St. Paul 14, Denver 14
I just went thru the mcdonalds drive thru....I know I shouldn't eat that crap but I figured it would taste OK....it didn't :x
Vegas 93, Vegas 98, Vegas 00 (10 year show), Vegas 03, Vegas 06
VIC 07
EV LA1 08
Seattle1 09, Seattle2 09, Salt Lake 09, LA4 09
Columbus 10
EV LA 11
Vancouver 11
Missoula 12
Portland 13, Spokane 13
St. Paul 14, Denver 14
Since I'm such a coffee slut, I'm glad to hear that at least coffee tastes sort of OK. I'm not sure I could face a future without coffee.
Does anything taste good? :problem:
Vegas 93, Vegas 98, Vegas 00 (10 year show), Vegas 03, Vegas 06
VIC 07
EV LA1 08
Seattle1 09, Seattle2 09, Salt Lake 09, LA4 09
Columbus 10
EV LA 11
Vancouver 11
Missoula 12
Portland 13, Spokane 13
St. Paul 14, Denver 14
Vegas 93, Vegas 98, Vegas 00 (10 year show), Vegas 03, Vegas 06
VIC 07
EV LA1 08
Seattle1 09, Seattle2 09, Salt Lake 09, LA4 09
Columbus 10
EV LA 11
Vancouver 11
Missoula 12
Portland 13, Spokane 13
St. Paul 14, Denver 14
I am very happy to hear this!
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Gorge 2 shows
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Spokane
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it is never the testing scores but how well you feel that matter
I'm going to enjoy the next few days and try not to think too much about the next chemo, this coming wednesday
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VIC 07
EV LA1 08
Seattle1 09, Seattle2 09, Salt Lake 09, LA4 09
Columbus 10
EV LA 11
Vancouver 11
Missoula 12
Portland 13, Spokane 13
St. Paul 14, Denver 14
Katy
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I am glad you got to have a little fun. Stay strong!! HUGS
How many more rounds do you have to go?
Vegas 93, Vegas 98, Vegas 00 (10 year show), Vegas 03, Vegas 06
VIC 07
EV LA1 08
Seattle1 09, Seattle2 09, Salt Lake 09, LA4 09
Columbus 10
EV LA 11
Vancouver 11
Missoula 12
Portland 13, Spokane 13
St. Paul 14, Denver 14
2011: East Troy, WI 1 & 2; Toronto ON 1 & 2; Hamilton ON
2012: Berlin, Germany 1& 2; Stockholm Sweden; Oslo Norway; Copenhagen Denmark
2013: Wrigley Field- Chicago, IL; Philadelphia, PA 1 & 2; Hartford, CT; Vancouver BC; Seattle, WA.
2014: Cincinnati, OH; St. Louis, MO; Moline, IL; Milwaukee, WI
2016: Wrigley Field- Chicago 1&2
Sorry to have reminded you of it. :(
Stay strong, Rob. I think of you everyday, even if I don't get a chance to post. Keep winning the good fight because you inspire us to do the same. Love, light and hugs. xo