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mememe
I'm sick and I'm sick I think bad thoughts and in my head I do bad things so even God would not save me, I would not save me if I were God, why because I no longer care I am now starting to hate myself and I have never cared and I, I, I oughtta burn in hell it's a good thing I aint God and criminals are kinda swell cuz…
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Newest project
My newest project is to learn to focus my energy on what I want to do now, tomorrow, and the next day I've been distracted by focusing on an unattainable goal for too long I feel that I've wasted a lot of my time as some kind of Love Bank that people merely withdraw from No, they don't make deposits! they hastily stop by…
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oNE tWO
electric is the spark upper into one two like fire stamps pulling down I, for one, am down two. three. four. molten linen or heat rockets something sent in between now this pause no, we breathe, no, we look, no, we don't breath soft hard present gone between and again no, it's electricity it's riding soft steel, mouth…
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So I went outside today
So I went outside today and I felt in love with the trees again those sunlit leaves like to sing to me they do! a green and yellow tune as if they know my ears pick up their rustling quiet song so too the pine scent transports my nose somewhere invisible, but still there too while the forest bed underfoot was as soft and…
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pink morning sky-clouds ring bleeding ears
in the woods of night we would find our way i am your dirt, you are mine belonging i hang my soul on yours & pains nearby real far away i remember nothing you are my master guiding friend everything & everyone we'll ever know ends like dried leaves we too, you & i crowns have passed our heads i would/will grow you fruit if…
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shedding
Trying to adjust to how it is accepting how it is and moving forward seeing how it is without this wait on my heart and a weight on my mind, keeping me tied now I'm accepting how it is focusing on my own improvement projects dropping my extra weight slowly, steadily, it falls off I can see my own limbs more clearly again!…
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New Video By SNAP THE BUTTERFLY
Hey guys Check out my new video for Holygram https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5tyRbg_7LWg
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urgent-please vote today! for us to win the concert
Dear Pearl Jam Fans, I have a huge request, we are a man and woman from Germany/Berlin, Pearl Jam Fans since 20 years and can win a travel to the concert in Seattle with our local radio station. For this we need your help as much as possible. Can you vote for us to be the winner TODAY and very often!!! at…
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Ruminations
I've been writing poetry as long as I've been listening to Pearl Jam, or about 23 years now ;) For the last couple of those years, I've kept a poetry blog at http://corduroysqueaks.blogspot.com Here are some of the latest poems: SEDUCTION RAINCHECK I suddenly need To write another poem But that would mean Getting up And…
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Lightning Bolt
cracked light burning fast flash strikes down like a hammer never fades away
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Stark
She wondered why it never occurred to him that she wanted love and a life with him rather than this status quo she had previously hoped he would want to be with her in a real way!!! but eventually, she had realized that was not ever gonna happen She had tried to talk to him a thousand times explain how unbalanced this was…
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Dawn
golden darkness fills the sky infinite sadness and solemn lies wondrous clouds of lightning and fire come to fulfill the world's desire to live is to love to love is to die yet we embrace fate you and I we long for the end or moral insanity vicariously awaiting the morning's vanity ...if it shall come
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The Rain Song
the dawn it broke with a thounderous sound opening every sense I have inside bringing the song of angels in the rain riding into the storm. the rain is coming down coming down on me as I follow the angels into the storm rain rain is coming down and there is no place I would rather be riding into the storm. straight pipes…
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Moon Dog Dance (would you walk me home)
twentyfive years and the moon dog is coming to dance twentyfive years and the tears all start to dry and I can feel the touch of day light in my eyes. see the wild horses running through the corners of her mind and she can't wait to tell you of the things she's left behind so many people and the places that she's been but…
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Fight or Flight, is it from Science class?
A science teacher told my class: when faced with something frightening or dangerous, in the ancient parts of our brains, people have the instinctual response of "Fight or Flight". This just meant that people either run away or stand and face whatever is making them afraid. He told us that some people are more likely to…
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The oak tree
Hello dear oak tree...I know where to find you.. An acorn..from the park in the city.. In front of the house...higher than the roof...stretched up towards the sky.. In my palm I held you once Now I can't move you.. But I could sit here for a while..listening to the soft sounds from the leafs...
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Back Again
It's been a while. But the bug is back. did you notice the night? i fell right through your eyes to take everything i fell right through the wormhole just to hear a memory fascinated by the gallows the shape is produced but the setting escapes me stand outside to take my stand hoping should we fear to look? or reality?…
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y❂♆
what you say to me means alot to me I eat it your words encompass like a bear down on me into ink tones (voice is my cradle making me know all of love sweetest of dreams and at night) that tink you hear that a star gives off
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Metaphorically like a Wizard
~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~ have you ever held a sphere and wished it were a straight line have you ever swam ahead of crowds have you ever thought that if you didn't care the life you held takes care of you have you ever thought that every dot becomes an angle to expansion growing to an infinitum (growing to an infinitum) just how big…
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Palooka
when I lay in bed some nights relaxing I start to feel the hands reaching up from under n in my bed sometimes I get up n write why I think the hands are there what their purpose is but most nights I let the hands grab n pull n hold me til I can find a hand to hold that doesn't squeeze my balls too hard