Cancer, and me.

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  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    Yes! I want to kill that sucker like I crush a cockroach: Angrily, and beyond recognition :lol:
  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    Gotta say, the radiation has done a number on me. Despite losing pretty much all sense of taste and texture, I’m steadily and painfully losing my voice. Even the fistfuls of hair I see every day don’t rattle me like the other two.

    Just another bump — I know this well — but sheesh! I have a feeling that this is how it’ll be the next couple of months so I have to buck up mentally, and physically.  And will
  • hedonist said:
    Gotta say, the radiation has done a number on me. Despite losing pretty much all sense of taste and texture, I’m steadily and painfully losing my voice. Even the fistfuls of hair I see every day don’t rattle me like the other two.

    Just another bump — I know this well — but sheesh! I have a feeling that this is how it’ll be the next couple of months so I have to buck up mentally, and physically.  And will
    STAY STRONG!!
    STAY POSITIVE!!
    Take me piece by piece.....
    Till there aint nothing left worth taking away from me.....
  • Merkin Baller
    Merkin Baller Posts: 12,769
    hedonist said:
    Gotta say, the radiation has done a number on me. Despite losing pretty much all sense of taste and texture, I’m steadily and painfully losing my voice. Even the fistfuls of hair I see every day don’t rattle me like the other two.

    Just another bump — I know this well — but sheesh! I have a feeling that this is how it’ll be the next couple of months so I have to buck up mentally, and physically.  And will
    Make the most of the opportunity & test out some new looks. 







  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,369
    oh. get a really bad toupee and rock that....
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  • You are one  strong woman .
     Fist bump  and  hug  from me.


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  • Poncier
    Poncier Posts: 17,882
    Keep that positive outlook. Before you know it, this will all be in your rearview mirror.
    This weekend we rock Portland
  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    Hell yeah!

    I’ll never sport a wig although that Dwight look is awfully tempting, Merk :lol:
  • Spunkie
    Spunkie i come from downtown. Posts: 7,095

    Not even for hooker Halloween?
    I was swimming in the Great Barrier Reef 
    Animals were hiding behind the Coral 
    Except for little Turtle
    I could swear he's trying to talk to me 
    Gurgle Gurgle
  • Poncier
    Poncier Posts: 17,882
    Yes please.
    This weekend we rock Portland
  • Spunkie
    Spunkie i come from downtown. Posts: 7,095
    ^ That's yes please, mistress lovely. Now on your knees and beg like a good boy.

    Oh wait, wrong forum.
    I was swimming in the Great Barrier Reef 
    Animals were hiding behind the Coral 
    Except for little Turtle
    I could swear he's trying to talk to me 
    Gurgle Gurgle
  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    Haha, tish.  The only wig I ever tried on was when I was a blonde then and maybe 10 or 11. It was awful! Think Jan and her wanting to be different from her sisters :lol:
  • GlowGirl
    GlowGirl New York, NY Posts: 12,073
    hedonist said:
    Haha, tish.  The only wig I ever tried on was when I was a blonde then and maybe 10 or 11. It was awful! Think Jan and her wanting to be different from her sisters :lol:
    Shaving your head could be badass. I hope the side effects start to subside soon. We are with you every step of the way. You still got this. 
  • Spunkie
    Spunkie i come from downtown. Posts: 7,095
    I used to think my hair was my best asset. Until my covid mullet, lol. Sorry for that loss hedo. 

    Do u just have one Tuesday session a week?
    I was swimming in the Great Barrier Reef 
    Animals were hiding behind the Coral 
    Except for little Turtle
    I could swear he's trying to talk to me 
    Gurgle Gurgle
  • Poncier
    Poncier Posts: 17,882
    hedonist said:
    Haha, tish.  The only wig I ever tried on was when I was a blonde then and maybe 10 or 11. It was awful! Think Jan and her wanting to be different from her sisters :lol:

    This weekend we rock Portland
  • Wobbie
    Wobbie Posts: 31,273
    sending you a :hug:

    when you’re going thru hell…..keep going!
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  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    edited January 2022
    GG, it means so much to me, knowing such kindness from you all.

    tish, I love my hair…but, it’s just hair. If I lose it, I’ll probably bawl my eyes out. Hell, I will :lol:

    Ponc, you know it!

    And a bigass hug to Wob :kiss:
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  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    Oh, tish — chemo is typically Tuesdays, though I’m here today for a hydration IV. 
  • And I’m here to tell you to kick cancer in the dick and keep that shit from spawning and when you’re done, go full on Lorena Bobbit and ring that bell loud. Then pull your pants up and walk outside into the beautiful sunshine with your head held high. Got it? Good!
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  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    And I’m here to tell you to kick cancer in the dick and keep that shit from spawning and when you’re done, go full on Lorena Bobbit and ring that bell loud. Then pull your pants up and walk outside into the beautiful sunshine with your head held high. Got it? Good!
    Oh, I got it, sarge :hug: