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  • mickeyratmickeyrat Posts: 38,553
    keep your chin up.

    unless that hurts.....
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  • PoncierPoncier Posts: 16,912
    hedonist said:
    That light is right there, so very close. I can see it, fuck knows I feel it! My neck is like that of a burn victim. 

    Yet, as my beloved George wrote, “It’s not always gonna be this way.” Fuckin A, Georgie!

    https://youtu.be/r4LUBYDPqCs

    This weekend we rock Portland
  • bootlegger10bootlegger10 Posts: 15,939
    edited February 2022
    Keep fighting!  It is probably difficult to imagine a time of normalcy but on my dad's 10th anniversary of beating throat cancer he was sitting in the sun in the bleachers at Wrigley Field.  You will get past this.  
  • hedonisthedonist Posts: 24,524
    mickey, it does! Like a mofo.

    Ponc, that actress was a friend of a friend; said she was like that in real life too :lol:

    bootlegger, that image makes me smile huge. Cheers to your dad!

    And now I’m off to ring a motherfucker. 
  • SpunkieSpunkie Posts: 6,672
    ^Congratulations  :)
  • mickeyratmickeyrat Posts: 38,553
    hedonist said:
    mickey, it does! Like a mofo.

    Ponc, that actress was a friend of a friend; said she was like that in real life too :lol:

    bootlegger, that image makes me smile huge. Cheers to your dad!

    And now I’m off to ring a motherfucker. 
    AUDIO!!!!!!

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    memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
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  • mfc2006mfc2006 Posts: 37,440
    hedonist said:
    mickey, it does! Like a mofo.

    Ponc, that actress was a friend of a friend; said she was like that in real life too :lol:

    bootlegger, that image makes me smile huge. Cheers to your dad!

    And now I’m off to ring a motherfucker. 
    YES!!!!!!!
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  • GlowGirlGlowGirl Posts: 10,905
    hedonist said:
    mickey, it does! Like a mofo.

    Ponc, that actress was a friend of a friend; said she was like that in real life too :lol:

    bootlegger, that image makes me smile huge. Cheers to your dad!

    And now I’m off to ring a motherfucker. 
    AWESOME!! You ring that fucking bell as hard as you can. I want to hear it in NYC.

  • PoncierPoncier Posts: 16,912

    This weekend we rock Portland
  • F Me In The BrainF Me In The Brain Posts: 31,263
    Tear that sucker down!!!
    The love he receives is the love that is saved
  • hedonisthedonist Posts: 24,524
    That was way more emotional than I’d anticipated. Wow!  My mom was there (Covid prevented my extended family from that) and I rang, cried. Rang, cried. STRANGERS clapped for me. It was kinda surreal and I am so thankful, despite how it kicked my ass, for the technology that we believe killed this fucker.

    Hell, I’m just thankful :smile:
  • PoncierPoncier Posts: 16,912
    Awesome.
    This weekend we rock Portland
  • GlowGirlGlowGirl Posts: 10,905
    hedonist said:
    That was way more emotional than I’d anticipated. Wow!  My mom was there (Covid prevented my extended family from that) and I rang, cried. Rang, cried. STRANGERS clapped for me. It was kinda surreal and I am so thankful, despite how it kicked my ass, for the technology that we believe killed this fucker.

    Hell, I’m just thankful :smile:
    I am so happy for you. Now I am crying, dammit. Seriously, I knew you could do it. I am so glad your mom was there with you. I hope all the bad side effects dissipate soon and you are back to your badass self.
  • Halifax2TheMaxHalifax2TheMax Posts: 39,015
    Whoop whoop!
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  • hedonisthedonist Posts: 24,524
    :heart:
  • cblock4lifecblock4life Posts: 1,720
    It was great hearing from you today….I think we’ve all been holding our breath for a few days.  Whatever you do, DO NOT give into this and keep your head straight….concentrate on today, not yesterday and not tomorrow.  You’ve got lots of time to think about what’s your real truth….you seriously need to rest, and concentrate on today.  That is the best advice I can give you.  Stay tough and remain positive
  • F Me In The BrainF Me In The Brain Posts: 31,263
    Woohoo!!
    The love he receives is the love that is saved
  • SpunkieSpunkie Posts: 6,672
    The Sonnets to Orpheus II, 29
     -translated:

  • Long RedLong Red Posts: 185
    Hey Hedo...remember you from the olden times on this board....wishing you all the best, always. 
  • Merkin BallerMerkin Baller Posts: 11,448
    Awesome news, Hedo!!!! 
  • hedonisthedonist Posts: 24,524
    cblock4life said:
    It was great hearing from you today….I think we’ve all been holding our breath for a few days.  Whatever you do, DO NOT give into this and keep your head   CBcstraight….concentrate on today, not yesterday and not tomorrow.  You’ve got lots of time to think about what’s your real truth….you seriously need to rest, and concentrate on today.  That is the best advice I can give you.  Stay tough and remain positive
    And this is sound advice. Been chilling all day despite various oncology follow-ups. Tomorrow should be many docs but it’s still better than being in the hospital!
  • PureandEasyPureandEasy Posts: 5,799
    Wow, great news; you go woman!  From one of my fav PJ songs:  

    Won't let the light escape from me.
    Won't let the darkness swallow me. Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

    Stay strong!
  • hedonisthedonist Posts: 24,524
    PureandEasy said:
    Wow, great news; you go woman!  From one of my fav PJ songs:  

    Won't let the light escape from me.
    Won't let the darkness swallow me. Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

    Stay strong!
    Perfect lyrics. Strength wavers, but my mind is prevailing over my body right now.  Has to!

    Whatever gets you through the night… :)
  • mickeyratmickeyrat Posts: 38,553
    pardon me, I think we are going to need an update. If you dont mind.....
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  • dankinddankind Posts: 20,839
    I heard she's pregnant.
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  • hedonisthedonist Posts: 24,524
    dankind said:
    I heard she's pregnant.
    :lol:

    mickey, my body’s still all kinds of fucked up. I may need to go back to the hospital but my docs will be making that call.

    I’m ready to feel better, dammit. 
  • mickeyratmickeyrat Posts: 38,553
    hedonist said:
    dankind said:
    I heard she's pregnant.
    :lol:

    mickey, my body’s still all kinds of fucked up. I may need to go back to the hospital but my docs will be making that call.

    I’m ready to feel better, dammit. 
    I'm ready for you to feel better too.

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    Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
    you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
    memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
    another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
  • Halifax2TheMaxHalifax2TheMax Posts: 39,015
    hedonist said:
    dankind said:
    I heard she's pregnant.
    :lol:

    mickey, my body’s still all kinds of fucked up. I may need to go back to the hospital but my docs will be making that call.

    I’m ready to feel better, dammit. 
    I’m ready to catch.
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  • hedonisthedonist Posts: 24,524
    mickeyrat said:
    hedonist said:
    dankind said:
    I heard she's pregnant.
    :lol:

    mickey, my body’s still all kinds of fucked up. I may need to go back to the hospital but my docs will be making that call.

    I’m ready to feel better, dammit. 
    I'm ready for you to feel better too.

    We’ll see. Back in the ER, just waiting on a room.

    Much as I want to bawl my eyes out, I won’t….can’t.

    Faxxxxii, i wish you could. 
  • mickeyratmickeyrat Posts: 38,553
    hedonist said:
    mickeyrat said:
    hedonist said:
    dankind said:
    I heard she's pregnant.
    :lol:

    mickey, my body’s still all kinds of fucked up. I may need to go back to the hospital but my docs will be making that call.

    I’m ready to feel better, dammit. 
    I'm ready for you to feel better too.

    We’ll see. Back in the ER, just waiting on a room.

    Much as I want to bawl my eyes out, I won’t….can’t.

    Faxxxxii, i wish you could. 
    vibes headed your way. for both you and your dude

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    Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
    you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
    memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
    another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
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