Cancer, and me.

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  • hedonisthedonist standing on the edge of foreverPosts: 24,524
    mickeyrat said:
    hedonist said:
    mickeyrat said:
    hedonist said:
    dankind said:
    I heard she's pregnant.
    :lol:

    mickey, my body’s still all kinds of fucked up. I may need to go back to the hospital but my docs will be making that call.

    I’m ready to feel better, dammit. 
    I'm ready for you to feel better too.

    We’ll see. Back in the ER, just waiting on a room.

    Much as I want to bawl my eyes out, I won’t….can’t.

    Faxxxxii, i wish you could. 
    vibes headed your way. for both you and your dude

    Thanks, mickey. Lord knows he could use it too. There’s no way in hell I could’ve done this without him. 
  • FifthelementFifthelement LotuslandPosts: 6,835
    Hey @hedonist hope you’re doing okay.  All of us are thinking of you and sending healing vibes your way.  💕💕💕
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  • lastexitlondonlastexitlondon Posts: 10,013
    Im still here reading everything  and  feeling for you. Love to you hedo.
    And just to add my dad had some immune treatment  only used on a few  people and he had the best result they ever  saw. Hope has come back to him. Keep going my good friend
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  • Merkin BallerMerkin Baller Posts: 7,720
    edited March 2022
    Hope you feel better soon, Hedo. 
  • hedonisthedonist standing on the edge of foreverPosts: 24,524
    Thanks, all. It’s gotta get better from here.

    Rob, that is absolutely fantastic news. Keep that hope!
  • PureandEasyPureandEasy Posts: 5,729
    Just checking in for an update; don't surf web daily these days; hope this post finds you well Hedo.
  • hedonisthedonist standing on the edge of foreverPosts: 24,524
    Thanks, P&E. Been in and out of the hospital a couple of times but I’m back home and my state of mind is good today.

    Here’s to it continuing! Fuck knows I need it :)
  • PureandEasyPureandEasy Posts: 5,729
    Awesome Hedo!  I know it's not an easy ride for you, I just hope you're comfortable and in a good state of mind like you said.  I know I don't have to tell you to listen to whatever music you're feeling right now to help your soul.  Don't ask me why, but I had an overwhelming feeling to listen to ChangesOneBowie tonight.   Thoroughly enjoying it.  Take care dear.
  • GlowGirlGlowGirl New York, NYPosts: 7,150
    hedonist said:
    Thanks, P&E. Been in and out of the hospital a couple of times but I’m back home and my state of mind is good today.

    Here’s to it continuing! Fuck knows I need it :)
    I am so glad you are back home. I’ve been thinking of you. I hope you continue to feel better. 
  • tishtish gonePosts: 4,336
    Welcome home, Hedobabe!
  • FifthelementFifthelement LotuslandPosts: 6,835
    Woo hoo! Great news @hedonist  
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  • hedonisthedonist standing on the edge of foreverPosts: 24,524
    Thank you, good people. 

    Today begins many follow-up tests to make sure my body’s healing and this little fucker has been annihilated. Or at least gone :lol:

    Probably won’t get official word for a month or two, but for that, I can be be patient!
  • PoncierPoncier Posts: 14,562
    Best of luck today.
    Hopeful for the all clear,

    This weekend we rock Portland
  • GlowGirlGlowGirl New York, NYPosts: 7,150
    hedonist said:
    Thank you, good people. 

    Today begins many follow-up tests to make sure my body’s healing and this little fucker has been annihilated. Or at least gone :lol:

    Probably won’t get official word for a month or two, but for that, I can be be patient!
    Good luck with the tests. I hope that little fucker has been obliterated. 
  • hedonisthedonist standing on the edge of foreverPosts: 24,524
    GlowGirl said:
    hedonist said:
    Thank you, good people. 

    Today begins many follow-up tests to make sure my body’s healing and this little fucker has been annihilated. Or at least gone :lol:

    Probably won’t get official word for a month or two, but for that, I can be be patient!
    Good luck with the tests. I hope that little fucker has been obliterated. 
    Thanks! If not, I’m not sure I would/could go through this again. But that thought and its implications are waaaay on the back-burner for now. 
  • FifthelementFifthelement LotuslandPosts: 6,835
    hedonist said:
    Thank you, good people. 

    Today begins many follow-up tests to make sure my body’s healing and this little fucker has been annihilated. Or at least gone :lol:

    Probably won’t get official word for a month or two, but for that, I can be be patient!
    Good luck.  We’re rooting for you to kick it in the ass!
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  • Halifax2TheMaxHalifax2TheMax Posts: 32,596
    Bump full of burning burning healing love!
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  • WhatYouTaughtMeWhatYouTaughtMe I have no idea what's going on right now!Posts: 4,957
    Bump full of burning burning healing love!

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  • PureandEasyPureandEasy Posts: 5,729
    Bump full of burning burning healing love!
    Bump, I LOVE IT.  Haven't seen that in a while.  Brings back the early days.  Thinking about you Hedo.  Smiling about the early days.  
  • Halifax2TheMaxHalifax2TheMax Posts: 32,596
    Sending big ‘ol hunks of burning, burning healing love! Kick that cancer’s sorry pathetic ass!
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  • deadendpdeadendp Northeast OhioPosts: 10,434
    Sending big ‘ol hunks of burning, burning healing love! Kick that cancer’s sorry pathetic ass!
    +1 

    PS Faxxxi :kiss:
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  • hedonisthedonist standing on the edge of foreverPosts: 24,524
    Working on it ♥️

    I would not wish this on anyone. It’s kicking my ass, but I WILL win this. 
  • deadendpdeadendp Northeast OhioPosts: 10,434
    hedonist said:
    Working on it ♥️

    I would not wish this on anyone. It’s kicking my ass, but I WILL win this. 
    2014: Cincinnati
    2016: Lexington and Wrigley 1
  • hedonisthedonist standing on the edge of foreverPosts: 24,524
    deadendp said:
    hedonist said:
    Working on it ♥️

    I would not wish this on anyone. It’s kicking my ass, but I WILL win this. 
    Love you, my dear friend. 
  • mfc2006mfc2006 HOU-->PDX-->KCPosts: 36,477
    Prayers for you continue every day. You've got this. 
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  • mickeyratmickeyrat Posts: 27,273
    can you share what is happening with/to/for you?
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  • hedonisthedonist standing on the edge of foreverPosts: 24,524
    Hey mickey, ready?

    My vocal chords are still burned/swollen so I’m constantly thirsty (but water-restricted due to edema) and very raspy. Super low energy but working with physical therapists, overall just feel drained and shitty. I’m told there’ll be improvements in two weeks, then four weeks, etc. so I have to trust in that and my slew of docs. At least the burned skin on my neck is mostly healed, so that’s a positive. 

    Oh, and I have about half the amount of hair I used to have. That one’s small potatoes but stings nonetheless. Fucking vanity, right?

    I’m trying to keep an optimistic outlook but many days it’s so difficult.

    All I can do is wait it out and figure I’ve got a couple months to go.

    So that’s where I stand today. 
  • mickeyratmickeyrat Posts: 27,273
    edited March 2022
    hedonist said:
    Hey mickey, ready?

    My vocal chords are still burned/swollen so I’m constantly thirsty (but water-restricted due to edema) and very raspy. Super low energy but working with physical therapists, overall just feel drained and shitty. I’m told there’ll be improvements in two weeks, then four weeks, etc. so I have to trust in that and my slew of docs. At least the burned skin on my neck is mostly healed, so that’s a positive. 

    Oh, and I have about half the amount of hair I used to have. That one’s small potatoes but stings nonetheless. Fucking vanity, right?

    I’m trying to keep an optimistic outlook but many days it’s so difficult.

    All I can do is wait it out and figure I’ve got a couple months to go.

    So that’s where I stand today. 

    thank you. and I assume the docs say you're on target with everything?

    feel like a shit for asking, but I really appreciate the detail. been wondering after you.

    can you rock the hair as a mohawk?

    and I assume pj show is on your agenda?
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  • PoncierPoncier Posts: 14,562
    Hopefully by summer you'll be back to pretty much full Hedo. At some point this will be a blip on the radar screen.
    Stay strong. 
    This weekend we rock Portland
  • deadendpdeadendp Northeast OhioPosts: 10,434
    hedonist said:
    deadendp said:
    hedonist said:
    Working on it ♥️

    I would not wish this on anyone. It’s kicking my ass, but I WILL win this. 
    Love you, my dear friend. 
    Hedo,

    We have similar hair. You may have mine! I'd cut it off and give it to you. You need to tweak with the color, but if you want it, I'm happy to pass it on. (And I am serious.) Love you, friend. ❤️ 
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