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  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    I wish she would shut up.....
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • FinsburyParkCarrots
    FinsburyParkCarrots Seattle, WA Posts: 12,223
    Just last week I was on the top-floor isolation ward of hospital, visited by doctors and nurses in masks, getting injections, fighting retches of bloody sputum, seeing my face turn deathpale in the mirror, staring beyond it at a never ending blackness. They tested me for everything, and thankfully there was no TB, no HIV, no cancer: just this big dead pneumonic hole in my lung and a growth like a tree in bud. As my fever subsided and the IV feed came out of my arm, I heard conversations outside the door: two nurses, talking about three dying patients on the ward in one day. As I recovered, some of the gaze into the blackness stayed with me, and, back home and clinging to this late summer life with antibiotics in my blood, the black hole is still there, forever inside me: a little of me, dead with those patients on that ward last week.

    It's not poetry. It's not shiny prose. It is as it is. My thought and my life.
  • Lizard
    Lizard So Cal Posts: 12,091
    Damn FPC.................glad you are home on the mend.

    Maybe darkness is good.........they say don't look towards the light!! ;)
    So I'll just lie down and wait for the dream
    Where I'm not ugly and you're lookin' at me
  • catefrances
    catefrances Posts: 29,003
    of our elaborate plans, the end
    of everything that stands, the end
    no safety or surprise, the end
    ill never look into your eyes...again



    :cry:
    hear my name
    take a good look
    this could be the day
    hold my hand
    lie beside me
    i just need to say
  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    The thoughts of this instant are impure as well as immoral.... Must not indulge!
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    why can't I stop thinking these thoughts that I've been thinking. You'd think the thoughts I'm thinking would be getting old after thinking them for so long. :roll:
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • prism
    prism Posts: 2,440
    it burns going down...

    such a stupid, stupid bitch to think that she was worthy of affection...

    yet she swallows it down...


    and it burns. :cry:
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
    angels share laughter
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
  • A satellite forever orbiting
    A satellite forever orbiting Posts: 1,888
    on what planet do you spend most of your time?
    If nothing is everything, I'll have it all
  • Cinnamon Girl
    Cinnamon Girl Posts: 1,854
    A satellite forever orbiting wrote:
    on what planet do you spend most of your time?


    Canada?
    05-10-06, 08-05-07, 06-14-08 , 08-12-08(EV), 06-11-09(EV), 06-12-09(EV), 08-21-09, 05-10-10, 09-11-11, 09-12-11, 07-16-13, 07-19-13, 10-12-13, 10-21-13, 10-22-13,
  • A satellite forever orbiting
    A satellite forever orbiting Posts: 1,888
    Cinnamon Girl wrote:
    A satellite forever orbiting wrote:
    on what planet do you spend most of your time?


    Canada?

    i entered canada illegally on crutches once. true story.
    If nothing is everything, I'll have it all
  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    the Cottage awaits..... hopefully it won't wait too long!
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • the wolf
    the wolf Posts: 7,027
    I'll be waiting for you at the spot.

    You remember where "the spot" is , yeah ?
    Peace, Love.

    "To question your government is not unpatriotic --
    to not question your government is unpatriotic."
    -- Sen. Chuck Hagel
  • justam
    justam Posts: 21,415
    What a bright morning! *sigh* It feels like one of those days when anything could happen.
    :)
    &&&&&&&&&&&&&&
  • pearljgirl2010
    pearljgirl2010 Shillington, PA/Tuckerton, NJ Posts: 3,428
    ok...I admit it...i went to see DMB last night for the first time...free ticket at the Greek Theater...and I actually had a LOT of fun!
    Need a tour Travel Agent??? Pick me :-)

    Whatever you are, be a good one --Lincoln
  • j-bug
    j-bug Posts: 272
    i have spent 10 years of my life with ankle bitters round my feet
    now with you starting your learning life i will be left alone
    i dont think i'm ready for this
    i dont know what to do on my own.
    Seek,
    Find be yourself.
    Don't follow the herd.
    Don't repeat in spite of the encores.
    Be yourself.
    Otherwise you'll bore us.
  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    say cheese
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • Ms. Haiku
    Ms. Haiku Washington DC Posts: 7,382
    Can I ever have a crush on a man, and not be reduced to a bumbling idiot? No? Ok, well, as long as that's clear. :lol:
    There is no such thing as leftover pizza. There is now pizza and later pizza. - anonymous
    The risk I took was calculated, but man, am I bad at math - The Mincing Mockingbird
  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    Everything says so...
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • the wolf
    the wolf Posts: 7,027
    I'm ready for some football !
    Peace, Love.

    "To question your government is not unpatriotic --
    to not question your government is unpatriotic."
    -- Sen. Chuck Hagel
  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    If I killed my roommate where should I hide the body?
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
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