Dark Romantics

catefrances wrote:

ive seen the show. and if he is just a poser then ill quite happily drain his blood and hang him out to dry. of course that is after ive amused myself fully with him.

jesus christ you people are weirder than he is. life wasnt meant to always be lived in the light.

if he was really like Dexter you'd have to be content with just the kill...cause i'd already have drained him dry amusing myself with him before you could get at him

what are you talkin 'bout? everyone should always be completely light and sunny 24/7....now if you'll excuse me...

*cranks NIN up even louder*

prism wrote:

if he was really like Dexter you'd have to be content with just the kill...cause i'd already have drained him dry amusing myself with him before you could get at him

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who are you, the ice truck killer?

Medicated-Genius wrote:

Are you not making assumptions about me and my intention to know how old this person is? I can assure you also, there are times where I don't relate to my so called demographic either. But in trying to understand a little of where this guy is coming from, it's handy to know a little more about him, including his age. This really isn't as big a deal as you seem to want to make it.

i was just asking. you asked how old he was so i asked why it was a factor. i was trying to determine your intent. youve now told me why and so big deal or not i am satisfied....for now.

catefrances wrote:

who are you, the ice truck killer?

shhh....be quiet and i'll let you play with my mutilated barbies

prism wrote:

shhh....be quiet and i'll let you play with my mutilated barbies

always the best kind.


he aint heavy... hes my brother

the wolf wrote:

okay, when im wrong i will say so, and i should not have said that in the other thread.

with that being said, if you really read this whole thread, you would see that i started off just joking, then said i understood the whole dark thing. ask anyone here that really knows me, and they will tell you im a pretty dark person. but i dont go around saying "im so dark, i dont even know myself because im so dark. im not a killer nor could i never be one, but i sometimes think like one, cause im soooooo dark"

a few of us asked serious questions to which we recieved very vague cryptic replies, so to that i say......... we tried to understand and we tried to talk to him. he chose to remain "dark" and vague. so what do you want from us?

you really want to know?


hmm ill admit i have a dark side. and ill also admit(probably already have somewhere sometime) i sometimes think like a killer. i dont think im so dark because of that. but i do have to wonder why some people think youre a freak when you say you can understand the killer's logic. being able to think like a killer doesnt make you a killer and perhaps not even as dark as popular fiction makes out. we are predators, its that simple. you(generally speaking) choose to ignore what i choose to embrace or at the least acknowledge.

catefrances wrote:

you really want to know?

hmm ill admit i have a dark side. and ill also admit(probably already have somewhere sometime) i sometimes think like a killer. i dont think im so dark because of that. but i do have to wonder why some people think youre a freak when you say you can understand the killer's logic. being able to think like a killer doesnt make you a killer and perhaps not even as dark as popular fiction makes out. we are predators, its that simple. you(generally speaking) choose to ignore what i choose to embrace or at the least acknowledge.

i never said he was a freak. and i can understand this. i'd be locked up if someone could have read my thoughts the last few months. but there's a difference between truly feeling that way and accepting it and discussing it or keeping it quiet or whatever... and making cryptic posts like "im soooooo dark you dont even know man!" it sounds kinda... well... poser-ish. like the dude just gets off on trying to pretend he's a scary guy that none of us can understand... like he's clinging to that to feel like he's special.

catch22 wrote:

then care to share what you think he's talking about? because i can honestly say i am totally clueless. how are we supposed to lend a friendly ear or offer support when we don't even understand what he's talking about?

i'm guessing you're suspecting suicidal thoughts or something, but that doesn't fit with what he's said.

no im not suspecting suicidal thoughts.

all i can draw on is my own experiences. what Perceptual alludes to is nothing ive not thought of or continue to think. but i agree he is vague enough to be noncommital.

have you ever held a blade in your hand and wondered how it feels to cut someone open? and what it sounds like?
have you ever held a blade to your own skin or someone elses and found out what it is like to cut someone open?
have you ever felt a thrill seeing blood? tasting blood?
have you ever looked at people as you pass them on the street and for the briefest moment thought they could read the thoughts in your head and feel them being repulsed by you?
have you wanted to smother someone to the point of unconsciousness just to see what happens?
have you ever had someone smother you for the same reason?
have you ever wanted someone to help you ascertain exactly how much pain you can stand?

catefrances wrote:

no im not suspecting suicidal thoughts.

all i can draw on is my own experiences. what Perceptual alludes to is nothing ive not thought of or continue to think. but i agree he is vague enough to be noncommital.

have you ever held a blade in your hand and wondered how it feels to cut someone open? and what it sounds like?
have you ever held a blade to your own skin or someone elses and found out what it is like to cut someone open?
have you ever felt a thrill seeing blood? tasting blood?
have you ever looked at people as you pass them on the street and for the briefest moment thought they could read the thoughts in your head and feel them being repulsed by you?
have you wanted to smother someone to the point of unconsciousness just to see what happens?
have you ever had someone smother you for the same reason?
have you ever wanted someone to help you ascertain exactly how much pain you can stand?

all of those and more. except the last one. i prefer avoiding pain. i'd much rather dish it out. but again, the guy said none of this. just "im so dark, i cant even explain it to you." he keeps talking about tracking things and whatnot, i keep asking what he means. we get nowhere. i'm always rather suspicious of someone who can't give a straight answer.

catch22 wrote:

i never said he was a freak. and i can understand this. i'd be locked up if someone could have read my thoughts the last few months. but there's a difference between truly feeling that way and accepting it and discussing it or keeping it quiet or whatever... and making cryptic posts like "im soooooo dark you dont even know man!" it sounds kinda... well... poser-ish. like the dude just gets off on trying to pretend he's a scary guy that none of us can understand... like he's clinging to that to feel like he's special.

never said you did.

i must have missed the post where he said "im sooooo dark you dont even know man!" and that does sound a bit poseur. it would have been great had he come out and said what it was he was thinking. we certainly would be guessing thats for sure. but as i said in my first post, i think i know what hes saying and if im correct then i fully understand. but unless he shares exactly what he is thinking guessing is all weve got and with things like this, that aint good. im not gonna jump all over him and alienate him further. i prefer to draw people out but only if i can relate. otherwsie im useless and have nothing to offer.