I was never cruel to animals when I was younger. I may be able to think in... ways that normal people wouldn't think but that doesn't make me evil. Evil is to willingly prey upon the innocent. I could never do that, so long as my heart beats.
The ritual is all simply planning. Deception, observation, reflection, redemption. It's about perfection... staying in control and holding on to that humanity you know you need to survive. It's intoxicating because every step is an experiment, a carefully planned move on your own part, the desire to be unseen runs deep. It's intoxicating because it gives feeling. When nothing gives you feeling in life, sometimes you have to stretch. I know this must sound terrible...
I just long to find someone who can forgive my... inability to feel. Someone who can help me to understand why the world seems so hollow and empty. Someone who loves me for who I am. Is that so much to ask?
So the moral of the story is, darkness and dark romanticism walk hand-in-hand.
I knew finding someone like me was too much to ask...
"this one, anytime I say love if you wanna say love, uh, say it, and if you say it you might as well say it loud, and if you don't feel like sayin' it, don't say it, but if you feel it, certainly say it..."
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There is evil in this world that most never wish to confront. I search for the correct way to deal with this evil.
"this one, anytime I say love if you wanna say love, uh, say it, and if you say it you might as well say it loud, and if you don't feel like sayin' it, don't say it, but if you feel it, certainly say it..."
NOTE: Everything I write in the P,P&M section are intended to be songs, not poetry.
I was never cruel to animals when I was younger. I may be able to think in... ways that normal people wouldn't think but that doesn't make me evil. Evil is to willingly prey upon the innocent. I could never do that, so long as my heart beats.
The ritual is all simply planning. Deception, observation, reflection, redemption. It's about perfection... staying in control and holding on to that humanity you know you need to survive. It's intoxicating because every step is an experiment, a carefully planned move on your own part, the desire to be unseen runs deep. It's intoxicating because it gives feeling. When nothing gives you feeling in life, sometimes you have to stretch. I know this must sound terrible...
I just long to find someone who can forgive my... inability to feel. Someone who can help me to understand why the world seems so hollow and empty. Someone who loves me for who I am. Is that so much to ask?
So the moral of the story is, darkness and dark romanticism walk hand-in-hand.
while it's a great show to watch (about the only thing worth watching), and i love that Dexter's character is interesting, thrilling and fascinating...however, it is just a character taken from a series of books turned into a t.v. show ala hollywood.
you do realize that you'll come off as a total poser if you happen to pitch 'your story' to a chick that's ever seen the show, right?
I was never cruel to animals when I was younger. I may be able to think in... ways that normal people wouldn't think but that doesn't make me evil. Evil is to willingly prey upon the innocent. I could never do that, so long as my heart beats.
The ritual is all simply planning. Deception, observation, reflection, redemption. It's about perfection... staying in control and holding on to that humanity you know you need to survive. It's intoxicating because every step is an experiment, a carefully planned move on your own part, the desire to be unseen runs deep. It's intoxicating because it gives feeling. When nothing gives you feeling in life, sometimes you have to stretch. I know this must sound terrible...
I just long to find someone who can forgive my... inability to feel. Someone who can help me to understand why the world seems so hollow and empty. Someone who loves me for who I am. Is that so much to ask?
So the moral of the story is, darkness and dark romanticism walk hand-in-hand.
wow! i was getting ready to say sorry for the Silence of the lambs crack.
then i read this. dude, really ! go back and read everything you have said here, and tell me that to someone who dont know you , that it dont sound a bit........................off.
as far as the dark thing, sure, i get that. ive been told by damn near everyone i know that im too dark. that i spend to much time thinking about "dark" things. i get ya, but you really need to do a better job of NOT coming off like a serial killer. im not making fun or light of you in anyway. but others are right, you are being waaaaaay to vague here, and every time you try and explain .......you just come off a bit creepier.
good luck, there is someone out there for all of us. even us dark ones
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to not question your government is unpatriotic."
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I was never cruel to animals when I was younger. I may be able to think in... ways that normal people wouldn't think but that doesn't make me evil. Evil is to willingly prey upon the innocent. I could never do that, so long as my heart beats.
The ritual is all simply planning. Deception, observation, reflection, redemption. It's about perfection... staying in control and holding on to that humanity you know you need to survive. It's intoxicating because every step is an experiment, a carefully planned move on your own part, the desire to be unseen runs deep. It's intoxicating because it gives feeling. When nothing gives you feeling in life, sometimes you have to stretch. I know this must sound terrible...
I just long to find someone who can forgive my... inability to feel. Someone who can help me to understand why the world seems so hollow and empty. Someone who loves me for who I am. Is that so much to ask?
So the moral of the story is, darkness and dark romanticism walk hand-in-hand.
Dude, I'd up the meds if I were you.
I consider myself romantic, maybe even a bit dark and twisted, but you're creeping me out.
I was never cruel to animals when I was younger. I may be able to think in... ways that normal people wouldn't think but that doesn't make me evil. Evil is to willingly prey upon the innocent. I could never do that, so long as my heart beats.
The ritual is all simply planning. Deception, observation, reflection, redemption. It's about perfection... staying in control and holding on to that humanity you know you need to survive. It's intoxicating because every step is an experiment, a carefully planned move on your own part, the desire to be unseen runs deep. It's intoxicating because it gives feeling. When nothing gives you feeling in life, sometimes you have to stretch. I know this must sound terrible...
I just long to find someone who can forgive my... inability to feel. Someone who can help me to understand why the world seems so hollow and empty. Someone who loves me for who I am. Is that so much to ask?
So the moral of the story is, darkness and dark romanticism walk hand-in-hand.
but you ARE feeling. you are longing for something. you are feeling the emptiness and hollowness of the world, as you said... so you do not have the inability mentioned. what is it that makes you think you are dark?
Well he sure as hell isn't looking for your high school bully-style mockery either.
haha, bringing back painful memories, am I? Anyhoo, since you seem to be in the know, what exactly was the OP referring to? He made about 10 posts, each more oscure than the last, so you'll just have to forgive my attempts at "claarification"...
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Haha... the bunny remark was funny. Way off topic, but funny.
No, unlike most people with a dark side I don't associate my inhumanity with sex. I don't seek someone to 'get freaky with', as you so elegantly put it. I seek someone who could one day hope to understand why I think the way I do... to see the desires I hold and not be turned away by them. To see the way my mind works as pure art... Art in it's darkest, purest, most unspoken form.
Do you mean someone who gets chronically depressed?
Seems the more I try and explain myself, the further from understanding I stray. It's my curse really, never been able to understand even the simplest aspects of the human condition, not in any real sense anyway.
I seek only to be understood, if only by one person. I'm sure I'll never find that in this life.
And funnily enough, I do watch Dexter. The thing is I've felt this way for many years and the reason I watch and enjoy the show is because I relate to Dexter in very particular ways. I don't feel this way just because I watch Dexter and have some sick delusion to be like him. Besides, he's a fictional character. There is very little grounding in real life. Just had to make that clear.
And anyway, I said tracking evil, not killing evil. I'm no killer. I may think like one sometimes, but I'm not one.
"this one, anytime I say love if you wanna say love, uh, say it, and if you say it you might as well say it loud, and if you don't feel like sayin' it, don't say it, but if you feel it, certainly say it..."
NOTE: Everything I write in the P,P&M section are intended to be songs, not poetry.
Haha... the bunny remark was funny. Way off topic, but funny.
No, unlike most people with a dark side I don't associate my inhumanity with sex. I don't seek someone to 'get freaky with', as you so elegantly put it. I seek someone who could one day hope to understand why I think the way I do... to see the desires I hold and not be turned away by them. To see the way my mind works as pure art... Art in it's darkest, purest, most unspoken form.
think the way you do? hmm... inhumanity? what do you mean by that? and as for associating that inhumanity with sex, or not as you say, what is it you mean by this? i think i know but id only be guessing and guessing when it comes to such things is not good.
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Seems the more I try and explain myself, the further from understanding I stray. It's my curse really, never been able to understand even the simplest aspects of the human condition, not in any real sense anyway.
I seek only to be understood, if only by one person. I'm sure I'll never find that in this life.
And funnily enough, I do watch Dexter. The thing is I've felt this way for many years and the reason I watch and enjoy the show is because I relate to Dexter in very particular ways. I don't feel this way just because I watch Dexter and have some sick delusion to be like him. Besides, he's a fictional character. There is very little grounding in real life. Just had to make that clear.
And anyway, I said tracking evil, not killing evil. I'm no killer. I may think like one sometimes, but I'm not one.
you just keep getting more and more vague. hmm.
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no offense dude, but your cryptic-ness comes off like you're looking for a nice serial killer board, where you can find a girl who's into abducting couples and cutting them into small pieces with you.
thatd be after torturing them just to hear those little piggies scream, right?
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Yes, I know... didn't I cover that in my first sentence of my previous post?
I wish I could be clearer, but there's so much I don't understand myself.
"this one, anytime I say love if you wanna say love, uh, say it, and if you say it you might as well say it loud, and if you don't feel like sayin' it, don't say it, but if you feel it, certainly say it..."
NOTE: Everything I write in the P,P&M section are intended to be songs, not poetry.
you do realize that you'll come off as a total poser if you happen to pitch 'your story' to a chick that's ever seen the show, right?
ive seen the show. and if he is just a poser then ill quite happily drain his blood and hang him out to dry. of course that is after ive amused myself fully with him.
jesus christ you people are weirder than he is. life wasnt meant to always be lived in the light.
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what ritual?
the world seems hollow and empty because it is.
I knew finding someone like me was too much to ask...
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Got'cha, so you're looking for a way to "deal" with Bush.
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No... that was the Wham pair. My mistake.
i think you've been watching too much dexter.
Stop being a douche. The guy clearly is serious on how he's feeling, no matter how strange it may seem. You don't need to mock that.
Perceptual, I don't think a Pearl Jam board is the best place to express your feelings about this.
no shit
while it's a great show to watch (about the only thing worth watching), and i love that Dexter's character is interesting, thrilling and fascinating...however, it is just a character taken from a series of books turned into a t.v. show ala hollywood.
you do realize that you'll come off as a total poser if you happen to pitch 'your story' to a chick that's ever seen the show, right?
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wow! i was getting ready to say sorry for the Silence of the lambs crack.
then i read this. dude, really ! go back and read everything you have said here, and tell me that to someone who dont know you , that it dont sound a bit........................off.
as far as the dark thing, sure, i get that. ive been told by damn near everyone i know that im too dark. that i spend to much time thinking about "dark" things. i get ya, but you really need to do a better job of NOT coming off like a serial killer. im not making fun or light of you in anyway. but others are right, you are being waaaaaay to vague here, and every time you try and explain .......you just come off a bit creepier.
good luck, there is someone out there for all of us. even us dark ones
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to not question your government is unpatriotic."
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no...turns out he's lookin for a chick that's into dead evil-doers
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You look good on that white steed and all, but not what the OP is lookin' for.
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Oh, so I have to go find my own dead bunny. Cool
but you ARE feeling. you are longing for something. you are feeling the emptiness and hollowness of the world, as you said... so you do not have the inability mentioned. what is it that makes you think you are dark?
Well he sure as hell isn't looking for your high school bully-style mockery either.
haha, bringing back painful memories, am I? Anyhoo, since you seem to be in the know, what exactly was the OP referring to? He made about 10 posts, each more oscure than the last, so you'll just have to forgive my attempts at "claarification"...
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Buffy the Vampire Slayer!!! Hey, I'm a chick, but even I know that Sarah Michelle Gellar was hot!
Do you mean someone who gets chronically depressed?
I'm not a chick, but when I feel the Darkness within, I usually go and sit on the can.
gets to me every time
I seek only to be understood, if only by one person. I'm sure I'll never find that in this life.
And funnily enough, I do watch Dexter. The thing is I've felt this way for many years and the reason I watch and enjoy the show is because I relate to Dexter in very particular ways. I don't feel this way just because I watch Dexter and have some sick delusion to be like him. Besides, he's a fictional character. There is very little grounding in real life. Just had to make that clear.
And anyway, I said tracking evil, not killing evil. I'm no killer. I may think like one sometimes, but I'm not one.
NOTE: Everything I write in the P,P&M section are intended to be songs, not poetry.
think the way you do? hmm... inhumanity? what do you mean by that? and as for associating that inhumanity with sex, or not as you say, what is it you mean by this? i think i know but id only be guessing and guessing when it comes to such things is not good.
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hold my hand
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you just keep getting more and more vague. hmm.
"To question your government is not unpatriotic --
to not question your government is unpatriotic."
-- Sen. Chuck Hagel
thatd be after torturing them just to hear those little piggies scream, right?
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
Yes, I know... didn't I cover that in my first sentence of my previous post?
I wish I could be clearer, but there's so much I don't understand myself.
NOTE: Everything I write in the P,P&M section are intended to be songs, not poetry.
ive seen the show. and if he is just a poser then ill quite happily drain his blood and hang him out to dry. of course that is after ive amused myself fully with him.
jesus christ you people are weirder than he is. life wasnt meant to always be lived in the light.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
i killed a bunny when i was very young and im just super fine, thanks for asking.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
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