okay, when im wrong i will say so, and i should not have said that in the other thread.
with that being said, if you really read this whole thread, you would see that i started off just joking, then said i understood the whole dark thing. ask anyone here that really knows me, and they will tell you im a pretty dark person. but i dont go around saying "im so dark, i dont even know myself because im so dark. im not a killer nor could i never be one, but i sometimes think like one, cause im soooooo dark"
a few of us asked serious questions to which we recieved very vague cryptic replies, so to that i say......... we tried to understand and we tried to talk to him. he chose to remain "dark" and vague. so what do you want from us?
you really want to know?
hmm ill admit i have a dark side. and ill also admit(probably already have somewhere sometime) i sometimes think like a killer. i dont think im so dark because of that. but i do have to wonder why some people think youre a freak when you say you can understand the killer's logic. being able to think like a killer doesnt make you a killer and perhaps not even as dark as popular fiction makes out. we are predators, its that simple. you(generally speaking) choose to ignore what i choose to embrace or at the least acknowledge.
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take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
as for C22 we all know his modus is pushing peoples buttons and i also suspect there are more people on this board who know exactly what Perceptual is talking about yet choose to feign ignorance so they themselves dont look psychotic.
then care to share what you think he's talking about? because i can honestly say i am totally clueless. how are we supposed to lend a friendly ear or offer support when we don't even understand what he's talking about?
i'm guessing you're suspecting suicidal thoughts or something, but that doesn't fit with what he's said.
hmm ill admit i have a dark side. and ill also admit(probably already have somewhere sometime) i sometimes think like a killer. i dont think im so dark because of that. but i do have to wonder why some people think youre a freak when you say you can understand the killer's logic. being able to think like a killer doesnt make you a killer and perhaps not even as dark as popular fiction makes out. we are predators, its that simple. you(generally speaking) choose to ignore what i choose to embrace or at the least acknowledge.
i never said he was a freak. and i can understand this. i'd be locked up if someone could have read my thoughts the last few months. but there's a difference between truly feeling that way and accepting it and discussing it or keeping it quiet or whatever... and making cryptic posts like "im soooooo dark you dont even know man!" it sounds kinda... well... poser-ish. like the dude just gets off on trying to pretend he's a scary guy that none of us can understand... like he's clinging to that to feel like he's special.
hmm ill admit i have a dark side. and ill also admit(probably already have somewhere sometime) i sometimes think like a killer. i dont think im so dark because of that. but i do have to wonder why some people think youre a freak when you say you can understand the killer's logic. being able to think like a killer doesnt make you a killer and perhaps not even as dark as popular fiction makes out. we are predators, its that simple. you(generally speaking) choose to ignore what i choose to embrace or at the least acknowledge.
i can also think like a killer, and even understand a killer's logic. its called creative thinking. thats what we who choose to spend hours a day writing do. but the OP was being vague for the sake of being vague, and thats not "dark" that is attention seeking.
Peace, Love.
"To question your government is not unpatriotic --
to not question your government is unpatriotic."
-- Sen. Chuck Hagel
then care to share what you think he's talking about? because i can honestly say i am totally clueless. how are we supposed to lend a friendly ear or offer support when we don't even understand what he's talking about?
i'm guessing you're suspecting suicidal thoughts or something, but that doesn't fit with what he's said.
no im not suspecting suicidal thoughts.
all i can draw on is my own experiences. what Perceptual alludes to is nothing ive not thought of or continue to think. but i agree he is vague enough to be noncommital.
have you ever held a blade in your hand and wondered how it feels to cut someone open? and what it sounds like?
have you ever held a blade to your own skin or someone elses and found out what it is like to cut someone open?
have you ever felt a thrill seeing blood? tasting blood?
have you ever looked at people as you pass them on the street and for the briefest moment thought they could read the thoughts in your head and feel them being repulsed by you?
have you wanted to smother someone to the point of unconsciousness just to see what happens?
have you ever had someone smother you for the same reason?
have you ever wanted someone to help you ascertain exactly how much pain you can stand?
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
okay, when im wrong i will say so, and i should not have said that in the other thread.
with that being said, if you really read this whole thread, you would see that i started off just joking, then said i understood the whole dark thing. ask anyone here that really knows me, and they will tell you im a pretty dark person. but i dont go around saying "im so dark, i dont even know myself because im so dark. im not a killer nor could i never be one, but i sometimes think like one, cause im soooooo dark"
a few of us asked serious questions to which we recieved very vague cryptic replies, so to that i say......... we tried to understand and we tried to talk to him. he chose to remain "dark" and vague. so what do you want from us?
I don't know the OP said he wanted to connect with people so maybe give him some advice on connecting or something.
But, I am in no place whatsoever to tell you what to do or how to react to somebody, but If I had to answer the last sentence of your post honestly that is my response. At this point I am stirring up my own negativity trying to be positive.
I will admit I just felt bad for the dude when I saw him getting smashed all through pages 1 and 2 then browsed to another thread and saw more bashing. I am sure the OP does not need me fighting his battles for him so rather than do that I will drop it!
all i can draw on is my own experiences. what Perceptual alludes to is nothing ive not thought of or continue to think. but i agree he is vague enough to be noncommital.
have you ever held a blade in your hand and wondered how it feels to cut someone open? and what it sounds like?
have you ever held a blade to your own skin or someone elses and found out what it is like to cut someone open?
have you ever felt a thrill seeing blood? tasting blood?
have you ever looked at people as you pass them on the street and for the briefest moment thought they could read the thoughts in your head and feel them being repulsed by you?
have you wanted to smother someone to the point of unconsciousness just to see what happens?
have you ever had someone smother you for the same reason?
have you ever wanted someone to help you ascertain exactly how much pain you can stand?
all of those and more. except the last one. i prefer avoiding pain. i'd much rather dish it out. but again, the guy said none of this. just "im so dark, i cant even explain it to you." he keeps talking about tracking things and whatnot, i keep asking what he means. we get nowhere. i'm always rather suspicious of someone who can't give a straight answer.
I don't know the OP said he wanted to connect with people so maybe give him some advice on connecting or something.
But, I am in no place whatsoever to tell you what to do or how to react to somebody, but If I had to answer the last sentence of your post honestly that is my response. At this point I am stirring up my own negativity trying to be positive.
I will admit I just felt bad for the dude when I saw him getting smashed all through pages 1 and 2 then browsed to another thread and saw more bashing. I am sure the OP does not need me fighting his battles for him so rather than do that I will drop it!
i would be more than happy to give the OP some advice on connecting. hell, in theroy a few of us were trying to "connect" with him. but he just became more vague.
so my advice to the OP is this, when feeling like you are "disconnected" from others and dont want that, when someone tries to "connect" with you, dont go all mystery vague and cryptic on them.
Peace, Love.
"To question your government is not unpatriotic --
to not question your government is unpatriotic."
-- Sen. Chuck Hagel
i never said he was a freak. and i can understand this. i'd be locked up if someone could have read my thoughts the last few months. but there's a difference between truly feeling that way and accepting it and discussing it or keeping it quiet or whatever... and making cryptic posts like "im soooooo dark you dont even know man!" it sounds kinda... well... poser-ish. like the dude just gets off on trying to pretend he's a scary guy that none of us can understand... like he's clinging to that to feel like he's special.
never said you did.
i must have missed the post where he said "im sooooo dark you dont even know man!" and that does sound a bit poseur. it would have been great had he come out and said what it was he was thinking. we certainly would be guessing thats for sure. but as i said in my first post, i think i know what hes saying and if im correct then i fully understand. but unless he shares exactly what he is thinking guessing is all weve got and with things like this, that aint good. im not gonna jump all over him and alienate him further. i prefer to draw people out but only if i can relate. otherwsie im useless and have nothing to offer.
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
I was never cruel to animals when I was younger. I may be able to think in... ways that normal people wouldn't think but that doesn't make me evil. Evil is to willingly prey upon the innocent. I could never do that, so long as my heart beats.
The ritual is all simply planning. Deception, observation, reflection, redemption. It's about perfection... staying in control and holding on to that humanity you know you need to survive. It's intoxicating because every step is an experiment, a carefully planned move on your own part, the desire to be unseen runs deep. It's intoxicating because it gives feeling. When nothing gives you feeling in life, sometimes you have to stretch. I know this must sound terrible...
I just long to find someone who can forgive my... inability to feel. Someone who can help me to understand why the world seems so hollow and empty. Someone who loves me for who I am. Is that so much to ask?
So the moral of the story is, darkness and dark romanticism walk hand-in-hand.
okay this post needs some deconstruction.
what youre describing is the modus of a predator even without the final kill. and those feelings you think are absent are clearly there, screaming. several other posters have asked you to be open enough to share what these feelings and thoughts are. but you choose not to do that. you are giving us no chance to empathise. or even understand.
when i read your posts i take them at face value. i nevr assume someone might be ahving a lend of me. and your vague posts bring my ability to work out your thinking into question. ive defended you simply because from your posts youve said nothing ive not thought of. i know how i think. it matters not to me, why i think the way i do. i accept it and just move on. i dont make federal case out of it.
i told you i understood and if you are being genuine that still stands.
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
'I want to hurry home to you
put on a slow, dumb show for you
and crack you up
so you can put a blue ribbon on my brain
god I'm very, very frightening
and I'll overdo it'
The OP is either Lord Byron or yanking our chain. Either way, he's got a pretty good discussion going on here.
On a more serious note, hang in there. Everyone's screwed up in their own special way. You just wax poetic in expressing your views. Did the OP ever discuss musical tastes in the post? Thought they might like The Cure.
- a horny tanned person
- date coordinated by stevie wonder (or other well known blind person)
that's all i got for now.
or listen to the smiths in the dark rocking in a corner by ones self.
Thanks for relating it in my terms......... ..
'I want to hurry home to you
put on a slow, dumb show for you
and crack you up
so you can put a blue ribbon on my brain
god I'm very, very frightening
and I'll overdo it'
no problemo. knowledge is power. or me really having no idea what this thread means....i just saw something about a dead bunny and blood and decided to go with my own definition(s) lol
The OP is either Lord Byron or yanking our chain. Either way, he's got a pretty good discussion going on here.
On a more serious note, hang in there. Everyone's screwed up in their own special way. You just wax poetic in expressing your views. Did the OP ever discuss musical tastes in the post? Thought they might like The Cure.
Good point, and I do agree with your opinion that the majority here are either full of shit or are looking to cheat on their spouse/significant other ..
'I want to hurry home to you
put on a slow, dumb show for you
and crack you up
so you can put a blue ribbon on my brain
god I'm very, very frightening
and I'll overdo it'
no problemo. knowledge is power. or me really having no idea what this thread means....i just saw something about a dead bunny and blood and decided to go with my own definition(s) lol
lol..judging by my last reply, I too have no clue as to what this thread pertains to either ..seriously?
'I want to hurry home to you
put on a slow, dumb show for you
and crack you up
so you can put a blue ribbon on my brain
god I'm very, very frightening
and I'll overdo it'
lol..judging by my last reply, I too have no clue as to what this thread pertains to either ..seriously?
i saw some allusion to both on some page. it's all my attention span can deal with tonight lol
but to be serious for the sake of thread i guess....nobody is really all that special. we aren't unique snowflakes. we're all twisted weird freaks, some are just better at passing as normal than others.
i saw some allusion to both on some page. it's all my attention span can deal with tonight lol
but to be serious for the sake of thread i guess....nobody is really all that special. we aren't unique snowflakes. we're all twisted weird freaks, some are just better at passing as normal than others.
YAY! haha
youre wrong. i am a unique snowflake. i also think as one, im stuck to the bottom of someone's boot.
as dexters dad said when dex asked why he has to pretend to be normal... to fit in.
hear my name
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
i saw some allusion to both on some page. it's all my attention span can deal with tonight lol
but to be serious for the sake of thread i guess....nobody is really all that special. we aren't unique snowflakes. we're all twisted weird freaks, some are just better at passing as normal than others.
YAY! haha
So what is the thread about..lol..?? I do agree with you..we are all freaks in our own way ..
'I want to hurry home to you
put on a slow, dumb show for you
and crack you up
so you can put a blue ribbon on my brain
god I'm very, very frightening
and I'll overdo it'
i saw some allusion to both on some page. it's all my attention span can deal with tonight lol
but to be serious for the sake of thread i guess....nobody is really all that special. we aren't unique snowflakes. we're all twisted weird freaks, some are just better at passing as normal than others.
YAY! haha
i'm no weird twisted freak...i mean sure i've been fingerpainting with my blood but doesn't everyone do that once the sun goes down?
youre wrong. i am a unique snowflake. i also think as one, im stuck to the bottom of someone's boot.
Oh man, this does not help in my mission to find out what this thread is fucking about....
'I want to hurry home to you
put on a slow, dumb show for you
and crack you up
so you can put a blue ribbon on my brain
god I'm very, very frightening
and I'll overdo it'
So what is the thread about..lol..?? I do agree with you..we are all freaks in our own way ..
i dunno, i'm just running with the topic in my own little dark direction lol i guess the whole notion of being 'intense' or 'dark'....those are more qualities of being a regular human being. now if you're fucking with bunnies and goat blood or whatnot, then you might want to adjust the freak knob a touch.
i dunno, i'm just running with the topic in my own little dark direction lol i guess the whole notion of being 'intense' or 'dark'....those are more qualities of being a regular human being. now if you're fucking with bunnies and goat blood or whatnot, then you might want to adjust the freak knob a touch.
as long as it's your own blood that's fine. i tend to do mine in the morning....after my bowl of kelloggs. sets my morning right! *thumbsup*
well i wasn't including the mornings cause that's when i eat a baby for breakfast everyday:D
i dunno, i'm just running with the topic in my own little dark direction lol i guess the whole notion of being 'intense' or 'dark'....those are more qualities of being a regular human being. now if you're fucking with bunnies and goat blood or whatnot, then you might want to adjust the freak knob a touch.
as long as it's your own blood that's fine. i tend to do mine in the morning....after my bowl of kelloggs. sets my morning right! *thumbsup*
I prefer Cheerios in the morning ..
'I want to hurry home to you
put on a slow, dumb show for you
and crack you up
so you can put a blue ribbon on my brain
god I'm very, very frightening
and I'll overdo it'
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hardly. you didn't answer my question.
you really want to know?
hmm ill admit i have a dark side. and ill also admit(probably already have somewhere sometime) i sometimes think like a killer. i dont think im so dark because of that. but i do have to wonder why some people think youre a freak when you say you can understand the killer's logic. being able to think like a killer doesnt make you a killer and perhaps not even as dark as popular fiction makes out. we are predators, its that simple. you(generally speaking) choose to ignore what i choose to embrace or at the least acknowledge.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
then care to share what you think he's talking about? because i can honestly say i am totally clueless. how are we supposed to lend a friendly ear or offer support when we don't even understand what he's talking about?
i'm guessing you're suspecting suicidal thoughts or something, but that doesn't fit with what he's said.
i never said he was a freak. and i can understand this. i'd be locked up if someone could have read my thoughts the last few months. but there's a difference between truly feeling that way and accepting it and discussing it or keeping it quiet or whatever... and making cryptic posts like "im soooooo dark you dont even know man!" it sounds kinda... well... poser-ish. like the dude just gets off on trying to pretend he's a scary guy that none of us can understand... like he's clinging to that to feel like he's special.
i can also think like a killer, and even understand a killer's logic. its called creative thinking. thats what we who choose to spend hours a day writing do. but the OP was being vague for the sake of being vague, and thats not "dark" that is attention seeking.
"To question your government is not unpatriotic --
to not question your government is unpatriotic."
-- Sen. Chuck Hagel
no im not suspecting suicidal thoughts.
all i can draw on is my own experiences. what Perceptual alludes to is nothing ive not thought of or continue to think. but i agree he is vague enough to be noncommital.
have you ever held a blade in your hand and wondered how it feels to cut someone open? and what it sounds like?
have you ever held a blade to your own skin or someone elses and found out what it is like to cut someone open?
have you ever felt a thrill seeing blood? tasting blood?
have you ever looked at people as you pass them on the street and for the briefest moment thought they could read the thoughts in your head and feel them being repulsed by you?
have you wanted to smother someone to the point of unconsciousness just to see what happens?
have you ever had someone smother you for the same reason?
have you ever wanted someone to help you ascertain exactly how much pain you can stand?
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
I don't know the OP said he wanted to connect with people so maybe give him some advice on connecting or something.
But, I am in no place whatsoever to tell you what to do or how to react to somebody, but If I had to answer the last sentence of your post honestly that is my response. At this point I am stirring up my own negativity trying to be positive.
I will admit I just felt bad for the dude when I saw him getting smashed all through pages 1 and 2 then browsed to another thread and saw more bashing. I am sure the OP does not need me fighting his battles for him so rather than do that I will drop it!
all of those and more. except the last one. i prefer avoiding pain. i'd much rather dish it out. but again, the guy said none of this. just "im so dark, i cant even explain it to you." he keeps talking about tracking things and whatnot, i keep asking what he means. we get nowhere. i'm always rather suspicious of someone who can't give a straight answer.
i would be more than happy to give the OP some advice on connecting. hell, in theroy a few of us were trying to "connect" with him. but he just became more vague.
so my advice to the OP is this, when feeling like you are "disconnected" from others and dont want that, when someone tries to "connect" with you, dont go all mystery vague and cryptic on them.
"To question your government is not unpatriotic --
to not question your government is unpatriotic."
-- Sen. Chuck Hagel
never said you did.
i must have missed the post where he said "im sooooo dark you dont even know man!" and that does sound a bit poseur. it would have been great had he come out and said what it was he was thinking. we certainly would be guessing thats for sure. but as i said in my first post, i think i know what hes saying and if im correct then i fully understand. but unless he shares exactly what he is thinking guessing is all weve got and with things like this, that aint good. im not gonna jump all over him and alienate him further. i prefer to draw people out but only if i can relate. otherwsie im useless and have nothing to offer.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
okay this post needs some deconstruction.
what youre describing is the modus of a predator even without the final kill. and those feelings you think are absent are clearly there, screaming. several other posters have asked you to be open enough to share what these feelings and thoughts are. but you choose not to do that. you are giving us no chance to empathise. or even understand.
when i read your posts i take them at face value. i nevr assume someone might be ahving a lend of me. and your vague posts bring my ability to work out your thinking into question. ive defended you simply because from your posts youve said nothing ive not thought of. i know how i think. it matters not to me, why i think the way i do. i accept it and just move on. i dont make federal case out of it.
i told you i understood and if you are being genuine that still stands.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
put on a slow, dumb show for you
and crack you up
so you can put a blue ribbon on my brain
god I'm very, very frightening
and I'll overdo it'
0:19
"darknessess!"
could also be:
- a horny tanned person
- date coordinated by stevie wonder (or other well known blind person)
that's all i got for now.
or listen to the smiths in the dark rocking in a corner by ones self.
On a more serious note, hang in there. Everyone's screwed up in their own special way. You just wax poetic in expressing your views. Did the OP ever discuss musical tastes in the post? Thought they might like The Cure.
Thanks for relating it in my terms.........
put on a slow, dumb show for you
and crack you up
so you can put a blue ribbon on my brain
god I'm very, very frightening
and I'll overdo it'
Good point, and I do agree with your opinion that the majority here are either full of shit or are looking to cheat on their spouse/significant other
put on a slow, dumb show for you
and crack you up
so you can put a blue ribbon on my brain
god I'm very, very frightening
and I'll overdo it'
lol..judging by my last reply, I too have no clue as to what this thread pertains to either
put on a slow, dumb show for you
and crack you up
so you can put a blue ribbon on my brain
god I'm very, very frightening
and I'll overdo it'
but to be serious for the sake of thread i guess....nobody is really all that special. we aren't unique snowflakes. we're all twisted weird freaks, some are just better at passing as normal than others.
YAY!
youre wrong. i am a unique snowflake. i also think as one, im stuck to the bottom of someone's boot.
as dexters dad said when dex asked why he has to pretend to be normal... to fit in.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
So what is the thread about..lol..?? I do agree with you..we are all freaks in our own way
put on a slow, dumb show for you
and crack you up
so you can put a blue ribbon on my brain
god I'm very, very frightening
and I'll overdo it'
i'm no weird twisted freak...i mean sure i've been fingerpainting with my blood but doesn't everyone do that once the sun goes down?
angels share laughter
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Oh man, this does not help in my mission to find out what this thread is fucking about....
put on a slow, dumb show for you
and crack you up
so you can put a blue ribbon on my brain
god I'm very, very frightening
and I'll overdo it'
i dunno, i'm just running with the topic in my own little dark direction lol i guess the whole notion of being 'intense' or 'dark'....those are more qualities of being a regular human being. now if you're fucking with bunnies and goat blood or whatnot, then you might want to adjust the freak knob a touch.
as long as it's your own blood that's fine. i tend to do mine in the morning....after my bowl of kelloggs. sets my morning right! *thumbsup*
only when we cant acquire a fresh body.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
meh fitting in is for the birds!
well i wasn't including the mornings cause that's when i eat a baby for breakfast everyday:D
angels share laughter
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
I prefer Cheerios in the morning
put on a slow, dumb show for you
and crack you up
so you can put a blue ribbon on my brain
god I'm very, very frightening
and I'll overdo it'
yeah well the bodies do get kinda stale by the time the late night rolls around
angels share laughter
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