A Collective...

We built the answers
To the problems
That cause more problems
We are created from matter
So, when it no longer matters
We are no longer creative
We need to open our eyes wider
We need to be kinder
We need love

How people clamour for attention
How they forget about what's real
How they get wrapped up in themselves
And forget that others feel
They put on their smiles
And they put you on trial
And they draw and they quarter you
But once they consume you
They martyr you

Funny how that works

I shut and locked the front door.
No way in or out.
I turned and walked the hallway, and pulled the curtains down.
I knelt and emptied the mouth of every plug around.
But nothing's sound. Nothing's sound.

I stayed where my last step left me.
Ignored all my rounds.
Soon I was seeing visions and cracks along the walls.
They were upside down.
I swallowed my words to keep from lying.
I swallowed my face just to keep from biting.
I swallowed my breath and went deep, I was diving.
I surfaced and all of my being was enlightened.

You're in hiding (today)

It's been about three days now since I've hit the ground.
No longer overwhelmed.
And it seems so fucking simple now.
It's funny when things change so much, it's all state of mind.

I swallowed my words to keep from lying.
I swallowed my face just to keep from biting.
I swallowed my breath and went deep, I was diving.
I surfaced and all of my being was enlightened.

You're in hiding (today)

ps I got something you can swallow.

pss Happy Birthday, you effervescent-peppermint-mentally-pliable-utterly-reliable-squirrel-of-a-pearl-jam-of-my-hand-i-better-stop-now.

I had to add this song too as it is where I plucked my user name and it is just such a fucking great tune! And since Radar put such a nice little personal spin on it, I had to import it here! Sometimes I need to hide. And sometimes I need to swallow. And sometimes I need to swallow to hide!

...listening to Van (the man) Morrison...
"...can I just have one more moondance with you, my love..."


You gently move my hair from my shoulder
Your light hesitant breath on my neck
I feel your tongue on my skin
Sweet nibbles making me moan
Sending shivers up my spine
Light kisses whisper by my ear
Make me catch my breath
Your lips demanding mine
Your tongue so hungry
One hand caressing my heart
The other's fingers entwined in my hair
I writhe with ecstasy
My loins tingling with desire
Your kiss could set my world on fire

Here's a poem and a quote and then some good lyrics. The quote ties two totally unrelated emotions together that, I suppose, maybe, are somehow related? Or just relative to me.


My eyes water

And my heart aches

I poured it out to someone

And they will never hear

Couldn't hear even though I want them to

I'll tell myself it's better this way

I'll know I'm only lying to myself



"What we've got here is failure to communicate. Some men you just can't reach. So you get what we had here last week. Which is the way he wants it, well, he gets it! And I don't like it anymore than you men." - Strother Martin (from the film Cool Hand Luke)

Civil War - (Slash/Duff McKagen/Axl Rose)

Look at your young men fighting
Look at your women crying
Look at your young men dying
The way they've always done before

Look at the hate we're breeding
Look at the fear we're feeding
Look at the lives we're leading
The way we've always done before

My hands are tied
The billions shift from side to side
And the wars go on with brainwashed pride
For the love of God and our human rights
And all these things are swept aside
By bloody hands time can't deny
And are washed away by your genocide
And history hides the lies of our civil wars

D'You wear a black armband
When they shot the man
Who said "Peace could last forever"
And in my first memories
They shot Kennedy
An I went numb when I learned to see
So I never fell for Vietnam
We got the wall of D.C. to remind us all
That you can't trust freedom
When it's not in your hands
When everybody's fightin'
For their promised land

And
I don't need your civil war
It feed the rich while it buries the poor
Your power hungry sellin' soldiers
In a human grocery store
Ain't that fresh
I don't need your civil war

Look at the shoes you're filling
Look at the blood we're spilling
Look at the world we're killing
The way we've always done before
Look in the doubt we've wallowed
Look at the leaders we've followed
Look at the lies we've swallowed
And I don't want to hear no more

My hands are tied
For all I've seen has changed my mind
But still the wars go on as the years go by
With no love of God or human rights
'Cause all these dreams are swept aside
By bloody hands of the hypnotized
Who carry the cross of homocide
And history bears the scars of our civil war

"We practice selective annihilation of mayors and government officials. For example, to create a vacuum, then we fill that vacuum. As popular war advances, peace is closer" *

I don't need your civil war
It feeds the rich while it buries the poor
Your power hungry sellin' soldiers
In a human grocery store
Ain't that fresh
And I don't need your civil war
I don't need your civil war
I don't need your civil war
Your power hungry sellin' soldiers
In a human grocery store
Ain't that fresh
I don't need your civil war
I don't need one more war

I don't need one more war
Whaz so civil 'bout war anyway

* Peruvian Guerilla General