Why am I such a trusting person? I can't believe that I let myself get screwed over by someone I really liked and trusted... I'm so mad & really hurt...
I knew you weren't around,
it never occurred to me that's where you could be. When I found out, you were already on your way home... where does it go from here? I know they kicked you out... and you're still in need of help, but we still have loose ends to clip.
Nothing will be as we discussed... I don't see how it could be now.
I no longer want to worry about you, but I can't figure out how to stop. Thoughts and worries about you infringed on my vacation.
"I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
I need some laughter & happiness in my life... I thought I finally found it, but I guess it was just to good to be true... The pain is unbearable for me right now...
This feels like an envelope filled with guilt. As much as I need this, I feel horrible keeping it. I'm lucky you are this considerate and want to help me but I feel horrible that you feel so much guilt just for being honest with me. You pulled some dick moves, but we all make mistakes and do things we have a hard time dealing with. I just hope that I'm not causing a strain on your recovery. I hope you realize that even though you've hurt me, the big picture shows that you ARE a good man...no matter what you think of yourself.
*I'm sorry the insurance kicked you out of rehab when you needed it most.
"I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
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Wish you were here...
♥~RIP Dad
Is Spring getting started where you are? We had a false Spring weekend, but now it's cold again.
Wish you were here...
♥~RIP Dad
We haven't gotten more snow this week but it's been raining like crazy and the wind is blowing like a demon at the moment!! :shock:
and oh i so do love some of them!
TEASE!!!
Wish you were here...
♥~RIP Dad
it never occurred to me that's where you could be. When I found out, you were already on your way home... where does it go from here? I know they kicked you out... and you're still in need of help, but we still have loose ends to clip.
Nothing will be as we discussed... I don't see how it could be now.
I no longer want to worry about you, but I can't figure out how to stop. Thoughts and worries about you infringed on my vacation.
Wish you were here...
♥~RIP Dad
Crunch crunch crunch down to my tummy!
*I'm sorry the insurance kicked you out of rehab when you needed it most.
Wish you were here...
♥~RIP Dad
I don't think so.
I thought they were begonias.