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  • CHANGEinWAVESCHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    Tonight I sleep alone....
    tomorrow I'll sleep on my own.

    Goodbye house....
    Goodnight moon.
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • prismprism Posts: 2,440
    do you feel it deserving of any lingering thoughts?
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    angels share laughter
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  • catefrancescatefrances Posts: 29,003
    prism wrote:
    do you feel it deserving of any lingering thoughts?

    no. i do not.
    hear my name
    take a good look
    this could be the day
    hold my hand
    lie beside me
    i just need to say
  • prismprism Posts: 2,440
    catefrances wrote:
    no. i do not.

    i get the idea that you're not alone on that :(
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
    angels share laughter
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  • catefrancescatefrances Posts: 29,003
    prism wrote:
    i get the idea that you're not alone on that :(

    i am always alone.
    hear my name
    take a good look
    this could be the day
    hold my hand
    lie beside me
    i just need to say
  • prismprism Posts: 2,440
    catefrances wrote:
    i am always alone.

    me too....so in at least in one fucked-up way you're not alone
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
    angels share laughter
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  • catefrancescatefrances Posts: 29,003
    prism wrote:
    me too....so in at least in one fucked-up way you're not alone

    no. we are alone separately. that is still alone. it sux but it is the truth.
    hear my name
    take a good look
    this could be the day
    hold my hand
    lie beside me
    i just need to say
  • prismprism Posts: 2,440
    catefrances wrote:
    no. we are alone separately. that is still alone. it sux but it is the truth.

    you're right
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    angels share laughter
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  • catefrancescatefrances Posts: 29,003
    prism wrote:
    you're right


    id rather be dead than be right.
    hear my name
    take a good look
    this could be the day
    hold my hand
    lie beside me
    i just need to say
  • prismprism Posts: 2,440
    catefrances wrote:
    id rather be dead than be right.

    good thing that you got your kids to remind you that you're always wrong ;)
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
    angels share laughter
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  • catefrancescatefrances Posts: 29,003
    prism wrote:
    good thing that you got your kids to remind you that you're always wrong ;)

    no. its good thing im too weak to kill myself. despite some peoples opinion that i should just do it if i want to do it.
    hear my name
    take a good look
    this could be the day
    hold my hand
    lie beside me
    i just need to say
  • prismprism Posts: 2,440
    catefrances wrote:
    no. its good thing im too weak to kill myself. despite some peoples opinion that i should just do it if i want to do it.

    but when it comes down to your life or death other people's opinion's don't matter. except for your kids...and remember that if you kill yourself they will never, ever get over it
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    angels share laughter
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  • catefrancescatefrances Posts: 29,003
    prism wrote:
    but when it comes down to your life or death other people's opinion's don't matter. except for your kids...and remember that if you kill yourself they will never, ever get over it

    and i will never ever get over living.
    hear my name
    take a good look
    this could be the day
    hold my hand
    lie beside me
    i just need to say
  • justamjustam Posts: 21,408
    prism wrote:
    but when it comes down to your life or death other people's opinion's don't matter. except for your kids...and remember that if you kill yourself they will never, ever get over it

    I also think consideration for your children should be the real brake on such thoughts cate.
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  • catefrancescatefrances Posts: 29,003
    oh and btw when someone you love says to you that if you want to do it, you should just do it, it does matter. it matters whole fucking lot.
    hear my name
    take a good look
    this could be the day
    hold my hand
    lie beside me
    i just need to say
  • catefrancescatefrances Posts: 29,003
    justam wrote:
    I also think consideration for your children should be the real brake on such thoughts cate.

    and that is why im still here. the thought that one of my children would be the one to find my body breaks me more than you will ever know. i hate what i am. i hate what i feel. i hate that i am alive. but i love my children more. and i hate that.
    hear my name
    take a good look
    this could be the day
    hold my hand
    lie beside me
    i just need to say
  • justamjustam Posts: 21,408
    catefrances wrote:
    and that is why im still here. the thought that one of my children would be the one to find my body breaks me more than you will ever know. i hate what i am. i hate what i feel. i hate that i am alive. but i love my children more. and i hate that.

    Sweet cate, I have the feeling that loving your children more than yourself will actually save YOU in the long run.
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  • catefrancescatefrances Posts: 29,003
    justam wrote:
    Sweet cate, I have the feeling that loving your children more than yourself will actually save YOU in the long run.

    it has so far.
    but even more than them, my grand daughter breathes life into my lungs. if i were a christian i would fall to my knees and thank God for her very being. but as i am not, i hold tight to the fact that i have a shred of strength left as being enough for now to outweigh my want to cease to exist. and that want is so very strong.
    hear my name
    take a good look
    this could be the day
    hold my hand
    lie beside me
    i just need to say
  • justamjustam Posts: 21,408
    catefrances wrote:
    it has so far.
    but even more than them, my grand daughter breathes life into my lungs. if i were a christian i would fall to my knees and thank God for her very being. but as i am not, i hold tight to the fact that i have a shred of strength left as being enough for now to outweigh my want to cease to exist. and that want is so very strong.

    That's how I felt when my second son was born. I was at such a low point with the other son's autism and he was little an angel to me. I felt like someone, somewhere loved me for giving him to me.
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  • justamjustam Posts: 21,408
    edit!!-->

    "he was like an angel to me"
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  • walden freemanwalden freeman Posts: 511
    heart plus mind minus body is worthless
    head minus ears plus mouth is normal
    plant your feet, square your roots
    throw from the shoulder not the hip
    i'll tell you how you'll fail us all
    shaking in cold breezes
    lips chapping hands clapping
    you wanted my opinion and i'll give it to you
    for the record
    to stop playing
    would be a mistake
  • CHANGEinWAVESCHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    Tonight's the night I get to start over...who's with me?!

    Ready? 1...2...3.....close ur eyes:) I'll see you on the flipside, Goodnight!
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • oldermanolderman Posts: 1,765
    spinning round upon this planet,
    so it goes,
    dammit!!!

    janet!!!

    you spilled the beans,
    and tossed the salsa,
    crushed to chips
    squished me rawsa!

    hey, now,

    let's do it again..

    hay,

    naw,

    lest is in the straw
    Down the street you can hear her scream youre a disgrace
    As she slams the door in his drunken face
    And now he stands outside
    And all the neighbours start to gossip and drool
    He cries oh, girl you must be mad,
    What happened to the sweet love you and me had?
    Against the door he leans and starts a scene,
    And his tears fall and burn the garden green
  • justamjustam Posts: 21,408
    you know that feeling behind the eyes before you cry?
    have you ever tried to talk at that point?
    it's like there's a roadblock on the highway with traffic sooo backed up behind
    so you can't go forward or back
    no lanes have been cleared yet
    or maybe it's like a twisted hose?
    or a clogged drain?
    it's unpleasant and the water is temporarily stuck
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  • FinsburyParkCarrotsFinsburyParkCarrots Posts: 12,223
    Cheese sammich
    Cheese sammich
    Cheese sammich
    Zen
    Cheese sammich
  • urbanhippieurbanhippie Posts: 3,007
    What's the fucking point? :mad:
    A human being that was given to fly.

    Wembley 18/06/07

    If there was a reason, it was you.

    O2 Arena 18/09/09
  • catefrancescatefrances Posts: 29,003
    from the right voice sorry can be the sweetest sound. :)
    hear my name
    take a good look
    this could be the day
    hold my hand
    lie beside me
    i just need to say
  • prismprism Posts: 2,440
    catefrances wrote:
    from the right voice sorry can be the sweetest sound. :)


    indeed it can be :)
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
    angels share laughter
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
  • my piece of claymy piece of clay Posts: 116
    I am born of lilians rubber soul
  • catefrancescatefrances Posts: 29,003
    can you see the trees?
    can you see the forest?
    can you see the time were living on is borrowed?
    hear my name
    take a good look
    this could be the day
    hold my hand
    lie beside me
    i just need to say
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