Should I send this email to her? Should I tell her how I fell for her?
Will I continue to feel sad & depressed if she doesn't reply?
What to do, what to do?
sometime in the nearer future i will meet with her and we will find out what it's all about
Down the street you can hear her scream youre a disgrace
As she slams the door in his drunken face
And now he stands outside
And all the neighbours start to gossip and drool
He cries oh, girl you must be mad,
What happened to the sweet love you and me had?
Against the door he leans and starts a scene,
And his tears fall and burn the garden green
Every time I turn myself inside out
I stand there watching the clouds of who I am fall apart.
From inside out nothing lasts but these wet fireflies.
And when I least expect it I am granted a smile.
I am not myself but I am who I am.
Inside or out
I bleed just like you do.
And in this early morning sky
All that flickers I hold in my hands.
I am a million scattered drops of rain and falling.
about an hour and a half ago i was listening to 'november rain' when it came on my ipod, while watching a brilliant magenta sunset shining down on the bay when a yellow butterfly fluttered over and landed on my shoulder and stayed there for a couple of minutes...wow...that was truely a surreal moment
I am so torn apart, ragged and tired.
I wish I knew what was true.
Runaway, why can’t I hide?
Anger boils my blood.
I have a crucifix nailed to each of my eyes.
Don’t let me die, just let me hang here for awhile.
Let me sleep awhile.
Time will heal.
no matter where you are that you lay down
when you close your eyes to sleep
with every dream that comes between that finds you
and as your eyes slowly open when you rise
keep the feeling inside your soul that you are loved
Show me a sign from the heavens above
the sun peaking through the blinds
shadows dance in mornings light
like waves against the dawn
Soon the clouds cover the sun
the waters begin to calm
stagnant and stale the air has no breath
whispers are all but heard
Just as before, rising the sun
the waves will come to life
Or could it be, all that she needs is to dance in the light of the moon
"I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
i finally threw all the memories out. the painted shoeboxes full of love letters and those little animal picture books you used to write captions in and the ducky socks and pajama pants your mom made me. the pictures of you, me, and the dog. the pictures of me and your parents and you and my mom and sister and brother. the christmas presents, the holiday cards. all in the garbage as of today; you are dead to me. i hope you wind up hating yourself and your failures and i wish you the worst. the voicemails have been deleted as have the pics of us in new york city that i had saved on my computer. it's all in the dumpster behind the petstore if you care to go retrieve it. it'll be the cold slap in the face you'll deserve after you woke up and realized i was the man of your dreams, thus using poetic irony to kill me as has been the recurring theme of my lifetime.
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take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
angels share laughter
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
peace?? one day without being fucked with by the loser?
Together we will float like angels.........
In the moment that you left the room, the album started skipping, goodbye to beauty shared with the ones that you love.........
damn I AM human.
Please.
:mad:
Before me in xray room, a multicolored paper coi FISH with these words underneath it
"Universal precaution kit"
Should I send this email to her? Should I tell her how I fell for her?
Will I continue to feel sad & depressed if she doesn't reply?
What to do, what to do?
:(
As she slams the door in his drunken face
And now he stands outside
And all the neighbours start to gossip and drool
He cries oh, girl you must be mad,
What happened to the sweet love you and me had?
Against the door he leans and starts a scene,
And his tears fall and burn the garden green
I stand there watching the clouds of who I am fall apart.
From inside out nothing lasts but these wet fireflies.
And when I least expect it I am granted a smile.
I am not myself but I am who I am.
Inside or out
I bleed just like you do.
And in this early morning sky
All that flickers I hold in my hands.
I am a million scattered drops of rain and falling.
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
Wtf!?!?
Wtf!?!?
Wtf!?!?
Wtf!?!?
Wtf!?!?
Wtf!?!?
Wtf!?!?
Was That For Real??????!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
in a throbbing sort of motion
against my windows
like the ocean
angels share laughter
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
EMBRACE LIFE
And it's about time I do so.
*I will wear this necklace from today on as a daily reminder.
I wish I knew what was true.
Runaway, why can’t I hide?
Anger boils my blood.
I have a crucifix nailed to each of my eyes.
Don’t let me die, just let me hang here for awhile.
Let me sleep awhile.
Time will heal.
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
i wish my head would go away :(
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
I wish hatred, greed, and ignorance would go away.
no matter where you are that you lay down
when you close your eyes to sleep
with every dream that comes between that finds you
and as your eyes slowly open when you rise
keep the feeling inside your soul that you are loved
angels share laughter
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Mitch Hedberg- RIP 1968-2005. your jokes have laughed me through a lot. I thank you.
the sun peaking through the blinds
shadows dance in mornings light
like waves against the dawn
Soon the clouds cover the sun
the waters begin to calm
stagnant and stale the air has no breath
whispers are all but heard
Just as before, rising the sun
the waves will come to life
Or could it be, all that she needs is to dance in the light of the moon
Oh, for 5 minutes without thinking.
Wembley 18/06/07
If there was a reason, it was you.
O2 Arena 18/09/09
love, jimmy