knowing me i'd probably make a cd to be playing the entire time that i was preparing, doing the note and all that bs. not sure of all the songs that would be on there, but i can name a couple off the top of my head.
probably making the list would be:
Stockholm Syndrome - Muse
How to Disappear Completely - radiohead
Street Spirit (Fade Out)- radiohead
Hurt - NIN
Untitled #4 - Sigur Ros
Untitled #1 - Sigur Ros
Release - Pearl Jam
Immortality - Pearl Jam
Nutshell - AIC (unplugged version)
All Apologies - Nirvana (unplugged version)
and ofcourse you have end it with...
The End - The doors
room for a couple more, but that's pretty much how i'd spend my last hour and a bit.
"I'll ride the wave where it takes me"
09/19/05, 05/09/06, 05/10/06
oh scary... 40000 morbidly obese christians wearing fanny packs invading europe is probably the least scariest thing since I watched an edited version of The Care Bears movie in an extremely brightly lit cinema.
oh i miss the kiss of treachery the shameless
kiss of vanity the soft and the black and the
velvety up tight against the side of me and
mouth and eyes and heart all bleed and run in
thickening streams of greed as bit by bit it
starts the need to just let go my party piece
oh i miss the kiss of treachery the aching kiss
before i feed the stench of a love for a younger
meat and the sound that it makes when it cuts
in deep the holding up on bended knees the
addiction of duplicities as bit by bit it starts
the need to just let go my party piece
but i never said i would stay to the end so i
leave you with babies and hoping for frequency
screaming like this in the hope of the secrecy
screaming me over and over and over i leave
you with photographs pictures of trickery
stains on the carpet and stains on the scenery
songs about happiness murmured in dreams
when we both us knew how the ending would
be...
so it's all come back round to breaking apart
again breking apart like i'm made up of glass
again making it up behind my back again
holding my breath for the fear of sleep again
holding it up behind my head again cut in deep
to the heart of the bone again round and round
and round and it's coming apart again over and
over and over
now that i know that i'm breaking to pieces i'll
pull out my heart and i'll feed it to anyone
crying for sympathy crocodile cry for the love
of the crowd and the three cheers from
everyone dropping through sky through the
glass of the roof through the roof of your mouth
through the mouth of your eye through the eye
of the needle it's easier for me to get closer to
heaven than ever feel whole again
i never said i would stay to the end i knew i
would leave you with babies and everything
screaming like this in the hole of sincerity
screaming me over and over and over i leave
you with photographs pictues of trickery
stains on the carpet and stains on the memory
songs about
happiness murmured in dreams when we both
of us knew how the end always is...
how the end always is...
If you have a chance to make life better for others, and fail to do so, you are wasting your time on this earth.
odd that HTDC's lyrics are influenced by a line from Michael Stipe trying to cheer up/calm down Yorke from the pressure of touring after OK Computer..yet you'd choose it to listen to while committing suicide. beautiful piece work..just can't picture killing yourself to it w/ the message in mind, although i agree i mainly listen to it when i'm down and the song's feel is pretty grim. sorry for the history lesson if it's common knowledge to everyone, just find it interesting.
I knew about Michael mentoring Thom after the O.K. tour but no I did not know that. The only reason I said that is because when I listen to it I suddenly feel very isolated like there is nobody else on earth, only me.
I didn't ask this question to bring on depression, or to assume the people who answered it are going to off themselves. I'm a simple question with complicated answers if you are into music. This one song will be your lasting legacy. People will say "did you know that _____ by____ was playing in the CD player when ___ do it" See thats why I can't answer Blink-182 Adams Song, or any other obvious suicide song, that would be too weird and I don't want people to think I cut corners while planning my own demise. Thats where I was going with this when I asked
for the record...its meant to be a rebirth song. not a death song.
it's whatever you interpret it to be......the other night, i thought it was a suicide note.....next week it will be something else....art is cool that way.....
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probably making the list would be:
Stockholm Syndrome - Muse
How to Disappear Completely - radiohead
Street Spirit (Fade Out)- radiohead
Hurt - NIN
Untitled #4 - Sigur Ros
Untitled #1 - Sigur Ros
Release - Pearl Jam
Immortality - Pearl Jam
Nutshell - AIC (unplugged version)
All Apologies - Nirvana (unplugged version)
and ofcourse you have end it with...
The End - The doors
room for a couple more, but that's pretty much how i'd spend my last hour and a bit.
09/19/05, 05/09/06, 05/10/06
But you are now right?
Since I read the question this morning I've been contemplating it.
It's much harder to answer than what songs you'd have at your funeral, isn't it?
*~You're IT Bert!~*
Hold on to the thread
The currents will shift
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h37KQu64RY4
Nuclear fission
Actually i'm not sure.
Hopefuly I would choose times of trouble (temple of the dog) and it woudl talk me out of it before it did it.
Charlotte 03
Asheville 04
Atlanta 12
Greenville 16, Columbia 16
Seattle 18
Nashville 22
The Cure: Edge Of The Deep Green Sea
"Disintegration"
oh i miss the kiss of treachery the shameless
kiss of vanity the soft and the black and the
velvety up tight against the side of me and
mouth and eyes and heart all bleed and run in
thickening streams of greed as bit by bit it
starts the need to just let go my party piece
oh i miss the kiss of treachery the aching kiss
before i feed the stench of a love for a younger
meat and the sound that it makes when it cuts
in deep the holding up on bended knees the
addiction of duplicities as bit by bit it starts
the need to just let go my party piece
but i never said i would stay to the end so i
leave you with babies and hoping for frequency
screaming like this in the hope of the secrecy
screaming me over and over and over i leave
you with photographs pictures of trickery
stains on the carpet and stains on the scenery
songs about happiness murmured in dreams
when we both us knew how the ending would
be...
so it's all come back round to breaking apart
again breking apart like i'm made up of glass
again making it up behind my back again
holding my breath for the fear of sleep again
holding it up behind my head again cut in deep
to the heart of the bone again round and round
and round and it's coming apart again over and
over and over
now that i know that i'm breaking to pieces i'll
pull out my heart and i'll feed it to anyone
crying for sympathy crocodile cry for the love
of the crowd and the three cheers from
everyone dropping through sky through the
glass of the roof through the roof of your mouth
through the mouth of your eye through the eye
of the needle it's easier for me to get closer to
heaven than ever feel whole again
i never said i would stay to the end i knew i
would leave you with babies and everything
screaming like this in the hole of sincerity
screaming me over and over and over i leave
you with photographs pictues of trickery
stains on the carpet and stains on the memory
songs about
happiness murmured in dreams when we both
of us knew how the end always is...
how the end always is...
Roberto Clemente.
I WAS THINKING ABOUT SOMETHING BY THE CURE!!!
Katowice 2007
London 2007
I knew about Michael mentoring Thom after the O.K. tour but no I did not know that. The only reason I said that is because when I listen to it I suddenly feel very isolated like there is nobody else on earth, only me.
I didn't ask this question to bring on depression, or to assume the people who answered it are going to off themselves. I'm a simple question with complicated answers if you are into music. This one song will be your lasting legacy. People will say "did you know that _____ by____ was playing in the CD player when ___ do it" See thats why I can't answer Blink-182 Adams Song, or any other obvious suicide song, that would be too weird and I don't want people to think I cut corners while planning my own demise. Thats where I was going with this when I asked
for the record...its meant to be a rebirth song. not a death song.
"the depressing part": One Of My Turns, Don't Leave Me Now, Another Brick In The Wall (3) and then as the final minute of my live; Goodbye Cruel World
hehe...
I'll Hold The Pain... Release...
Yourself
it's whatever you interpret it to be......the other night, i thought it was a suicide note.....next week it will be something else....art is cool that way.....
actually no. i'm wondering why bother.
though i have to admit i had an incident a couple of weeks ago and indifference was playing.
take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
When i was 15 or something i used to listen to adams song by b182 a lot, i'm glad i never outed myself cos if not only because i hate that song lol.
But i'm with you on something by elliott smith, probably "everybody cares, everybody understands" if i was suicidal.
Oh indifference has been on a loop in my head for weeks now!!
Perhaps we have a psychic connection or something?
*~You're IT Bert!~*
Hold on to the thread
The currents will shift