PJ fans in 12 step Recovery
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I'm good at helping. Too much mostly run the well dry.
I don't think I've ever been able to soothe myself if you know what I mean.
And I need to stop looking for something or someone to help.
Comes from a traumatic childhood I've learned that much and see it more and more.
No point being sad about what happened and why but I wonder what it will take to be at peace, I lose hope for sure.
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Thanks run pretty fairly smoothly in my life year after year but we hit a little bump this year that's for sure. I forgot how to deal practically.I was swimming in the Great Barrier Reef
Animals were hiding behind the Coral
Except for little Turtle
I could swear he's trying to talk to me
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Day 1?Hugh Freaking Dillon is currently out of the office, returning sometime in the fall0
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Give it go is all you can do. The first 2 weeks I found hardest. After that filling my time helped
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lastexitlondon said:Give it go is all you can do. The first 2 weeks I found hardest. After that filling my time helpedI honestly found it quite easy. But a therapist later told me that some drinkers can “white knuckle it” knowing there’s a payoff at the end of the period.I’m a weekend warrior. I had also convinced myself (I see a pattern) thst since I’m not your “movie drunk” getting loaded on a Tuesday and beating my wife, that there was no problem. But then I get obliterated on the weekends. Again, just while watching tv or movies or listening to music, no anger/emotional outburts/etc. But a 40oz of whiskey every weekend is a bit much. And it used to be 26oz. I had to increase it when I’d run out too early on the Saturday night.Beer literally has almost zero affect on me now. But I still love the taste. This isn’t me making excuses. I have tried every single near beer in Winnipeg’s market: all fucking terrible. If I could find a 0% craft beer, I’d be golden.I know there’s never a good time to quit. I’m not 100% today is the day. Ut I’ll take it one at a time. All I know is, this past week I haven’t gone crazy, but I still feel like ass just having a little alcohol several days in a row.Hugh Freaking Dillon is currently out of the office, returning sometime in the fall0
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I guess one day at a time if you want to.
That's all I thought. I'm done with drinking being fat and having stomach acid and issues and I can stop that by not drinking.
So I decided I really actually don't want drink. That way it's easier if you reach the stage where you just don't want all that comes with it.
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HughFreakingDillon said:lastexitlondon said:Give it go is all you can do. The first 2 weeks I found hardest. After that filling my time helpedI honestly found it quite easy. But a therapist later told me that some drinkers can “white knuckle it” knowing there’s a payoff at the end of the period.I’m a weekend warrior. I had also convinced myself (I see a pattern) thst since I’m not your “movie drunk” getting loaded on a Tuesday and beating my wife, that there was no problem. But then I get obliterated on the weekends. Again, just while watching tv or movies or listening to music, no anger/emotional outburts/etc. But a 40oz of whiskey every weekend is a bit much. And it used to be 26oz. I had to increase it when I’d run out too early on the Saturday night.Beer literally has almost zero affect on me now. But I still love the taste. This isn’t me making excuses. I have tried every single near beer in Winnipeg’s market: all fucking terrible. If I could find a 0% craft beer, I’d be golden.I know there’s never a good time to quit. I’m not 100% today is the day. Ut I’ll take it one at a time. All I know is, this past week I haven’t gone crazy, but I still feel like ass just having a little alcohol several days in a row.thats just it hugh. its not forever. its not til next week. just do today. this 24 hrs. then make the same decision tomorrow..same goes for you Rob. Any of the emotions become to hard to bear, reach out to a willing ear and spill._____________________________________SIGNATURE________________________________________________
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The Guest House
This being human is a guest house.
Every morning a new arrival.
A joy, a depression, a meanness,
some momentary awareness comes
as an unexpected visitor.
Welcome and entertain them all!
Even if they are a crowd of sorrows,
who violently sweep your house
empty of its furniture,
still, treat each guest honorably.
He may be clearing you out
for some new delight.
The dark thought, the shame, the malice.
meet them at the door laughing and invite them in.
Be grateful for whatever comes.
because each has been sent
as a guide from beyond.
— Jellaludin Rumi,
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Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '140 -
Thanks, Mickey! HNY!!!
I was swimming in the Great Barrier Reef
Animals were hiding behind the Coral
Except for little Turtle
I could swear he's trying to talk to me
Gurgle Gurgle0 -
Great words
this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -0 -
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Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '140 -
I have been on a philosophy kick of late. the truth I'm finding I hope sinks in deep. That I can incorporate the lessons into daily living without having to think about it.Stoics, Jung, Buddhism, Native American , certain music , whatever furthers my elevating humanity .aspiring to anyway._____________________________________SIGNATURE________________________________________________
Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '140 -
What's the point?
"The point is to grow along spiritual lines."I was swimming in the Great Barrier Reef
Animals were hiding behind the Coral
Except for little Turtle
I could swear he's trying to talk to me
Gurgle Gurgle0 -
6 months down the road.
this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -0 -
That makes me smile ^.
Tip of the hat to you
I was swimming in the Great Barrier Reef
Animals were hiding behind the Coral
Except for little Turtle
I could swear he's trying to talk to me
Gurgle Gurgle0 -
good for you rob. no easy feat to be sure.
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Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '140 -
Thank you.
I've learned a bit .
Nothing major but I know more than I did
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lastexitlondon said:6 months down the road.
I'm sure it wasn't easy some days, but in the long run worth it.This weekend we rock Portland0 -
Thank you.
It's brought to light my actual issues .
Which i understood before but it's just now I must live every minute of the issues. It's ok.
It is what it is. I have no compulsion to drink at all.
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Shit’s getting worse. I need to stop.Hugh Freaking Dillon is currently out of the office, returning sometime in the fall0
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