PJ fans in 12 step Recovery

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  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,915
    Chocolate and diet cherry coke.


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  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,531
    how are you doing rob?
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  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,915
    I'm still going. But I've had medical issues need a camera down the throat and in the highest state of my health anxiety. But staring it in the face sober. I'm not doing well as I hoped sadly


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  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,531
    lastexitlondon said:
    I'm still going. But I've had medical issues need a camera down the throat and in the highest state of my health anxiety. But staring it in the face sober. I'm not doing well as I hoped sadly

    but you're doing it.

    good luck with your tests. btw whatever brought the test on, include the idea the test rules something out in your thinking about it.  give equal thought time to the opposite outcome than is your seeming default.... hope it helps.
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    Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
    you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
    memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
    another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,915
    Thanks my friend 


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  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,915
    edited September 2024
    I've had the camera. Foolishly chose no sedation, big mistake. But all was well, still have the symptoms.
    6 weeks done sober now, I went to watch my auntie sing at a pub full of cold beer in the sun . I coped. 
    The problem I'm having is I want to feel better,a benefit, I don't crave drink. But I need some benefits to this.
    Also I've had enough of ME
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    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,531
    lastexitlondon said:
    I've had the camera. Foolishly chose no sedation, big mistake. But all was well, still have the symptoms.
    6 weeks done sober now, I went to watch my auntie sing at a pub full of cold beer in the sun . I coped. 
    The problem I'm having is I want to feel better,a benefit, I don't crave drink. But I need some benefits to this.
    Also I've had enough of ME
    service to others is one remedy for the "me" business ...

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    Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
    you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
    memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
    another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,915
    edited September 2024
    Oh man I'm constantly doing for others too much I think .
    Just to clarify I've had enough of being who I am
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  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,531
    lastexitlondon said:
    Oh man I'm constantly doing for others too much I think .
    Just to clarify I've had enough of being who I am
    ahhh. ok. welp, whats just one thing you could do differently? doesnt have to be big. just one small thing. do that. incorporate that then move on to another thing. at the same time accepting yourself as you are without judgement can go a long way too.

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    Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
    you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
    memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
    another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,915
    3 months so far this time


    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,531
    lastexitlondon said:
    3 months so far this time
    rock on mister. it may not always be easy. but its real simple.
    just this 24 hrs.
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    Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
    you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
    memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
    another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
  • Spunkie
    Spunkie i come from downtown. Posts: 7,095
    lastexitlondon said:
    3 months so far this time
    Great news! This made my day!
    I was swimming in the Great Barrier Reef 
    Animals were hiding behind the Coral 
    Except for little Turtle
    I could swear he's trying to talk to me 
    Gurgle Gurgle
  • Poncier
    Poncier Posts: 17,894
    lastexitlondon said:
    3 months so far this time
    Great.
    This weekend we rock Portland
  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,915
    Thanks brothers and sisters. Just keep on keepin on


    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,531
    It's 8:41 on a sunday. As I sit here at the park waiting on the meeting to start I wanted to acknowledge this as 6 months since my friend was found dead from overdose. I imagine that right now at that time, he was struggling. Already in process of death. He wouldn't be found until the afternoon and pronouced sometime in the 5 o'clock hour.  It seems like just yesterday and forever ago at the same time. Heartbroken and deflated still.
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    Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
    you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
    memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
    another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
  • Loujoe
    Loujoe Posts: 11,759
    ❤️ 
  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,915
    Death is hard to deal with


    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • Spunkie
    Spunkie i come from downtown. Posts: 7,095
    mickeyrat said:
    It's 8:41 on a sunday. As I sit here at the park waiting on the meeting to start I wanted to acknowledge this as 6 months since my friend was found dead from overdose. I imagine that right now at that time, he was struggling. Already in process of death. He wouldn't be found until the afternoon and pronouced sometime in the 5 o'clock hour.  It seems like just yesterday and forever ago at the same time. Heartbroken and deflated still.
    But never alone :hug:
    I was swimming in the Great Barrier Reef 
    Animals were hiding behind the Coral 
    Except for little Turtle
    I could swear he's trying to talk to me 
    Gurgle Gurgle
  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,915
    A good time to bump this.
    My first dry Christmas. Approaching 6 months and really struggling with feeling everything 100% of the time . All day . Through the night 
    I haven't wanted drink so much as peace which I can't find


    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • Spunkie
    Spunkie i come from downtown. Posts: 7,095
    edited December 2024
    It's been a while... but I think that's when we help other people n we forget ourselves for a bit

    You could find someone who's been there and gone through it and ask them to walk you through the steps they took.

    I know sometimes I'dget happy when stuff would come up cuz I knew I get better if I work through it,...
    I was swimming in the Great Barrier Reef 
    Animals were hiding behind the Coral 
    Except for little Turtle
    I could swear he's trying to talk to me 
    Gurgle Gurgle

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