the wolf wrote:
So many would like to believe they are always there for you.
But as the storm clouds gather, so few are.
You will soon come to the realization,
That you truly are in this, alone.
some kind of bug
wanna write but can't do it so well
been having aching guts
been sleeping 16 or more hours a day
haven't been eating much
haven't written at all in what seems like weeks or months
what is my skin
what is my address
where is my head
where are my pains?
i hold them
i puke them up & play with them
it isn't a pleasant playful time
been in bed two long
better clean my puke bucket
the fuckin thing stinks
i'll just curl up in a ball & pray
please god help me feel better
sometimes i think that if i wish for something, or pray for something hard enough, i will get it.
i never, ever, get it....
i am a fool sometimes....