I'm so far away from the spirit of Christmas,
I've never seen this part of me before.
It's taking all I have to wrap a present.
No lights,No Tree. What the hell is wrong with me?
I'm so far away from the spirit of Christmas,
I've never seen this part of me before.
It's taking all I have to wrap a present.
No lights,No Tree. What the hell is wrong with me?
don't feel too bad. i did not put up a tree either. it is just me this year. dog passed away in april and i am single at the moment. i am not in the christmas spirit either. but it is ok. next year you will feel it and next year i will feel it. hang in there
"You can tell the greatness of a man by what makes him angry." - Lincoln
ill never understand in my life wh people like salt
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
Parents gone
Children with their dad
Why the fuck does Christmas has to be such a family day
And why do I have to spend it alone?
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"The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed".- Carl Jung.
"Art does not reproduce what we see; rather, it makes us see."- Paul Klee
I'm so far away from the spirit of Christmas,
I've never seen this part of me before.
It's taking all I have to wrap a present.
No lights,No Tree. What the hell is wrong with me?
don't feel too bad. i did not put up a tree either. it is just me this year. dog passed away in april and i am single at the moment. i am not in the christmas spirit either. but it is ok. next year you will feel it and next year i will feel it. hang in there
I hope this next year brings light into your life.
I'm so far away from the spirit of Christmas,
I've never seen this part of me before.
It's taking all I have to wrap a present.
No lights,No Tree. What the hell is wrong with me?
don't feel too bad. i did not put up a tree either. it is just me this year. dog passed away in april and i am single at the moment. i am not in the christmas spirit either. but it is ok. next year you will feel it and next year i will feel it. hang in there
I hope this next year brings light into your life.
thank you. i think 2014 is going to be a lot better. hopefully for you too
at this point i am trying to start 2014 with a clean slate. i am trying to heal broken friendships and tie up any loose ends so that i can enter 2014 and feel like i am being reborn. mending friendships is a delicate process. i hope i have the patience for it. i just hope that these people want to be a part of my life as much as i want them to be.
"You can tell the greatness of a man by what makes him angry." - Lincoln
When the Kingdom comes
He puts his records on
And with his blistered thumb hits play
And with the volume up he goes and fills his cup
And lets the drummer's drum take away the pain
Breaking, Forsaken...
What's that you're taking?
Aaw, needing the feeling
He lets the records play
Should the future dim
A cigarette lights hymn
Vaporized a green light grin
And when the shotglass talks
He knows to listen up
Until he's nice and numb again
Shakened, Awakened
Not one for faking
Kneeling, his healing
He lets the records play
There's wisdom in his ways
I been down and I fell so hard and far from grace
I been hurt and I still recall the flaws on her face
I been off, but I'm on, up above my feet, my feet again
Shaken, Foresaken
What's that your taking?
Aaw, needing the feeling
He lets the records play
Shakened, Awakened
Not one for faking
Kneeling, his healing
He lets the records play
There's wisdom in his ways
When the Kingdom comes
He puts his records on
And with his blistered thumb hits play
And with the volume up he goes and fills his cup
And lets the drummer's drum take away the pain
Breaking, Forsaken...
What's that you're taking?
Aaw, needing the feeling
He lets the records play
Should the future dim
A cigarette lights hymn
Vaporized a green light grin
And when the shotglass talks
He knows to listen up
Until he's nice and numb again
Shakened, Awakened
Not one for faking
Kneeling, his healing
He lets the records play
There's wisdom in his ways
I been down and I fell so hard and far from grace
I been hurt and I still recall the flaws on her face
I been off, but I'm on, up above my feet, my feet again
Shaken, Foresaken
What's that your taking?
Aaw, needing the feeling
He lets the records play
Shakened, Awakened
Not one for faking
Kneeling, his healing
He lets the records play
There's wisdom in his ways
I love this song. Also Infallible and Pendulum. And Swallowed Whole.F-It the list goes on!
I saw you,
you were unaware of my presence...
unaware of my being,
Uncaring of my love for you,
and all you are.
I've never held you,
and probably never will,...
and it has finally occurred to me,
that, that is okay with you.
and I don't believe I can be "okay",
with that.
Peace, Love.
"To question your government is not unpatriotic --
to not question your government is unpatriotic."
-- Sen. Chuck Hagel
I saw you,
you were unaware of my presence...
unaware of my being,
Uncaring of my love for you,
and all you are.
I've never held you,
and probably never will,...
and it has finally occurred to me,
that, that is okay with you.
and I don't believe I can be "okay",
with that.
I totally know this feeling, my man. Please just keep writing. Pretty much everything I have ever written has been about this very thing. Writing does help me deal with those circumstances though... Good luck
"You can tell the greatness of a man by what makes him angry." - Lincoln
I saw you,
you were unaware of my presence...
unaware of my being,
Uncaring of my love for you,
and all you are.
I've never held you,
and probably never will,...
and it has finally occurred to me,
that, that is okay with you.
and I don't believe I can be "okay",
with that.
I do also recognize this kind of feelings. And yes, writing does help me too. I hope it does the same for you ... Good luck.
"The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed".- Carl Jung.
"Art does not reproduce what we see; rather, it makes us see."- Paul Klee
Some days I think it would be such a relief to explode like an old sun and then go on to become the material for lots of new life the sun couldn't imagine before. The relief of a huge change! Some days need to feel like that, don't they?
So as the new year approaches, I realize I have never made a resolution stick. Well its time for a f'n supernova! To explode out of this veneer of immaturity. To burn away the stains of broken vows and promises I've made to myself, year after year. This day, every day this year: I will resolve, I am not infallible. That she really is a lightning bolt and I caught her. That back there, it was me I left behind and I'm gonna save you fucker, not gonna lose you. time to drop the leash, climb up in my tree and dream the dreams of the girl...my savior,my lightning bolt, my habit....or I'll be sleeping by myself tonight!
A song dedication for all that was 2013...Got Some
A song dedication for 2014....Evacuation
Happy New Year to All :thumbup: :corn:
Special thanks and best wishes to:
rollings, justam, donnaruhl, mysticweed...Pearl Jam and the 10C
Special thank you for Aafke :wave:
All of you have done me a solid one way or another XO
In joyous part
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I remember when, yeah. I swore I knew everything, oh yeah.
"The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed".- Carl Jung.
"Art does not reproduce what we see; rather, it makes us see."- Paul Klee
remember that dark green nighttime and web-like spines down your back laughter ceased with every tearing when I walked in wearing peruvian sheep, a home-made crown that's some awe, your duty is love is so tremendously down some forty-nine-yard beaten-to-death path where all the forest hides the stars and instead preserves tar leaves look treachery is not given an arm or a coat, it is given a verse it's leaving us tomorrow on it's crazy wind-swept pathos the smallest space of everything you ever wanted can only ever be contained up there in mollusk high dreams but because it isn't you are never going to
The tremors on my flesh give cause numerous cilium lurk and grope for absent stimuli my teeth ach to tear it up in shreds eyes wide senses carnivorous my hands could crush steel into a half life of all that has been a lunged down yet I have the resolve to circumscribe it all I'll chain myself to a clairvoyant hope crawl out of the shadow of the liar's laughter my cellmate in a prison of addiction built by my hand, twenty-nine years.... Emancipation proclamation, time served Rise
I remember when, yeah. I swore I knew everything, oh yeah.
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
Why do mobile phone companies Make such a mess. Bloody hell, my busness phone is 3 weeks out of use, damn >:P
"The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed".- Carl Jung.
"Art does not reproduce what we see; rather, it makes us see."- Paul Klee
take your pen as it is do not ever dismiss wet skies that is your ink for paper-words if you truly believe in writing yourself better you must step off the cliff's edge of safety fall deeply into insanity your hand will guide you orders taken from your beating heart's lead directly by influencing you will prevail victoriously here is nuts the struggle opened your mind your soul as gardens do you are now sailing bizarre
take your pen as it is do not ever dismiss wet skies that is your ink for paper-words if you truly believe in writing yourself better you must step off the cliff's edge of safety fall deeply into insanity your hand will guide you orders taken from your beating heart's lead directly by influencing you will prevail victoriously here is nuts the struggle opened your mind your soul as gardens do you are now sailing bizarre
This one is good Chadwick.
I've been living with my mute button on lately and I have to say, it's not totally comfortable!
Comments
heavy feelings there.
i know how that goes. hope it works out for you..
"Well, you tell him that I don't talk to suckas."
I've never seen this part of me before.
It's taking all I have to wrap a present.
No lights,No Tree. What the hell is wrong with me?
"Well, you tell him that I don't talk to suckas."
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
Children with their dad
Why the fuck does Christmas has to be such a family day
And why do I have to spend it alone?
"The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed".- Carl Jung.
"Art does not reproduce what we see; rather, it makes us see."- Paul Klee
I hope this next year brings light into your life.
at this point i am trying to start 2014 with a clean slate. i am trying to heal broken friendships and tie up any loose ends so that i can enter 2014 and feel like i am being reborn. mending friendships is a delicate process. i hope i have the patience for it. i just hope that these people want to be a part of my life as much as i want them to be.
"Well, you tell him that I don't talk to suckas."
He puts his records on
And with his blistered thumb hits play
And with the volume up he goes and fills his cup
And lets the drummer's drum take away the pain
Breaking, Forsaken...
What's that you're taking?
Aaw, needing the feeling
He lets the records play
Should the future dim
A cigarette lights hymn
Vaporized a green light grin
And when the shotglass talks
He knows to listen up
Until he's nice and numb again
Shakened, Awakened
Not one for faking
Kneeling, his healing
He lets the records play
There's wisdom in his ways
I been down and I fell so hard and far from grace
I been hurt and I still recall the flaws on her face
I been off, but I'm on, up above my feet, my feet again
Shaken, Foresaken
What's that your taking?
Aaw, needing the feeling
He lets the records play
Shakened, Awakened
Not one for faking
Kneeling, his healing
He lets the records play
There's wisdom in his ways
2015: Global Citizen Festival
2016: Philly 1, Philly 2, MSG 1, MSG 2, Fenway 2
2018: Fenway 1, Fenway 2
2024: MSG 2, Philly 1, Philly 2, Fenway 1, Fenway 2
you were unaware of my presence...
unaware of my being,
Uncaring of my love for you,
and all you are.
I've never held you,
and probably never will,...
and it has finally occurred to me,
that, that is okay with you.
and I don't believe I can be "okay",
with that.
"To question your government is not unpatriotic --
to not question your government is unpatriotic."
-- Sen. Chuck Hagel
"Well, you tell him that I don't talk to suckas."
I do also recognize this kind of feelings. And yes, writing does help me too. I hope it does the same for you ... Good luck.
"The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed".- Carl Jung.
"Art does not reproduce what we see; rather, it makes us see."- Paul Klee
So as the new year approaches, I realize I have never made a resolution stick. Well its time for a f'n supernova! To explode out of this veneer of immaturity. To burn away the stains of broken vows and promises I've made to myself, year after year. This day, every day this year: I will resolve, I am not infallible. That she really is a lightning bolt and I caught her. That back there, it was me I left behind and I'm gonna save you fucker, not gonna lose you. time to drop the leash, climb up in my tree and dream the dreams of the girl...my savior,my lightning bolt, my habit....or I'll be sleeping by myself tonight!
A song dedication for all that was 2013...Got Some
A song dedication for 2014....Evacuation
Happy New Year to All :thumbup:
Special thanks and best wishes to:
rollings, justam, donnaruhl, mysticweed...Pearl Jam and the 10C
Special thank you for Aafke :wave:
All of you have done me a solid one way or another XO
In joyous part
"The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed".- Carl Jung.
"Art does not reproduce what we see; rather, it makes us see."- Paul Klee
and web-like spines down your back
laughter ceased with every tearing
when I walked in wearing
peruvian sheep, a home-made crown
that's some awe, your duty is
love is so tremendously down some
forty-nine-yard beaten-to-death path
where all the forest hides the stars
and instead preserves
tar leaves
look
treachery is not given an arm or a coat, it is given a verse
it's leaving us tomorrow on it's crazy wind-swept pathos
the smallest space of everything you ever wanted
can only ever be contained up there in mollusk high dreams
but because it isn't
you are never going to
I came so far
all to need a ride home
numerous cilium lurk and grope for absent stimuli
my teeth ach to tear it up in shreds
eyes wide
senses carnivorous
my hands could crush steel into a half life
of all that has been a lunged down
yet I have the resolve to circumscribe it all
I'll chain myself to a clairvoyant hope
crawl out of the shadow of the liar's
laughter
my cellmate in a prison of addiction
built by my hand, twenty-nine years....
Emancipation proclamation, time served
Rise
That's the good life for me.
many thanks
>:D<
love written?
lost
gambled away like so many cheap dollars
sometimes weathered storms never leave
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
"The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed".- Carl Jung.
"Art does not reproduce what we see; rather, it makes us see."- Paul Klee
Existence
Everybody is living on the brink of
Extinction
Everybody is living on the brink of
The screaming abyss
Everybody is living on the brink of
The high-wire
Everybody is living on the brink of
The Golden Mean
Everybody is living on the brink of
Glory
Everybody is living on the brink of
The Story
Everybody is living on the
Edge of their seats
Everybody is living on the
Street
Everybody is living on
Everybody is living
Everybody is
Everybody.
do not ever dismiss wet skies
that is your ink for paper-words
if you truly believe in writing yourself better
you must step off the cliff's edge of safety
fall deeply into insanity
your hand will guide you
orders taken from your beating heart's lead
directly by influencing
you will prevail
victoriously here is nuts
the struggle opened your mind
your soul as gardens do
you are now sailing bizarre
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
I've been living with my mute button on lately and I have to say, it's not totally comfortable!
Thanks for making me smile with this one!