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  • the wolfthe wolf Posts: 7,027
    All the hours spent writing by candlelight,...
    All the thoughts, the memories, the heartache,...
    Bound together for one volume,..
    A note of suicide,.
    25 years in the making.
    Peace, Love.


    "To question your government is not unpatriotic --
    to not question your government is unpatriotic."
    -- Sen. Chuck Hagel
  • justamjustam Posts: 21,330
    Frankly, everyone could (ideally) be filling their days with more fun and love but instead most of us are stuck at work!! :P
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  • donnaruhldonnaruhl Posts: 2,152
    Very emotional today.
    Haven't felt this way for some time.
    Everything I see, Everything I read.
    Happy,Sad.My eye's can't help,
    But to fill the void with tears.
    Is it the weather? Is it just me?
    Is it the fact that I have no answers.
    To the questions,That have been troubling me.
    There's an eerie feeling of numbness.
    Mixed with a dose of agitation.
    Hopeless,Helpless,Restless.
    Maybe I just need a nap.
    Maybe Tomorrow...

  • Sinking, not like a stone... but more of a cinder block.
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • jallardjallard MontrealPosts: 46
    Your thing

    You know she’s yours
    She will not leave
    She looks at you with admiration
    She feeds your ego like no one before

    For all that you have a sense of superiority over her
    For all that you think you can ask her anything you want
    For all that you think you can do whatever you want
    For all that your desires have no limits

    She will suffer whatever you want, even the unthinkable
    She will do whatever you want, even the unacceptable
    She will say anything you want, even the unforgivable
    She will lose everything you want, even the unforgettable

    And in the end what will you have left?
    Your dirty hands and mouth
    Your empty soul that lives only by the look she lays on you
    Your cold and worthless room
    Ouate de phoque?
  • donnaruhldonnaruhl Posts: 2,152
    the wolf said:

    All the hours spent writing by candlelight,...
    All the thoughts, the memories, the heartache,...
    Bound together for one volume,..
    A note of suicide,.
    25 years in the making.

    Pretty deep there Wolf.
    Hopefully that's just a deep thought.
    The next page has yet to be written. :)
  • donnaruhldonnaruhl Posts: 2,152
    jallard said:

    Your thing

    You know she’s yours
    She will not leave
    She looks at you with admiration
    She feeds your ego like no one before

    For all that you have a sense of superiority over her
    For all that you think you can ask her anything you want
    For all that you think you can do whatever you want
    For all that your desires have no limits

    She will suffer whatever you want, even the unthinkable
    She will do whatever you want, even the unacceptable
    She will say anything you want, even the unforgivable
    She will lose everything you want, even the unforgettable

    And in the end what will you have left?
    Your dirty hands and mouth
    Your empty soul that lives only by the look she lays on you
    Your cold and worthless room

    True mental abuse there.
    The sad thing is,When they're done,
    It's on to the next victim.
  • donnaruhldonnaruhl Posts: 2,152
    I read a quote:
    "Be happy in life,
    Because it's the only life you have."
    Look's good in print.
    It's not so much life being what you make it,
    Sometimes Life just happens.
    And sometimes,It's just simply
    out of your control. I'll just
    ride the wave,where it takes me.
    And hopefully it doesn't deside to tke me under.
  • the wolfthe wolf Posts: 7,027
    she called him... Romeo.
    and he smiled...
    Peace, Love.


    "To question your government is not unpatriotic --
    to not question your government is unpatriotic."
    -- Sen. Chuck Hagel
  • AafkeAafke Posts: 1,214
    edited February 2014
    Don't try to have a good feeling
    Try to feel good
    Be true to your feelings....
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    "The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed".- Carl Jung.
    "Art does not reproduce what we see; rather, it makes us see."- Paul Klee
  • jallardjallard MontrealPosts: 46
    Beauty and relativity

    You are beautiful. When you rise. When you put on makeup. When you're natural. When you smile. When you cry. When you're angry.

    You're beautiful because every day you do what it takes to be human, with emotions, with dreams, with your compassion.

    You are beautiful because you are unique, because you are assumed. Those who try to make you believe that you have flaws forgotten they do too.

    "Beauty is in the eye of who’s looking at it."

    You're beautiful because you're proud. You're beautiful because your soul stands straight and head up. You're beautiful because you know your value. You're beautiful because you know you know how to put yourself in perspective without ever questioning the richness within you.

    You're beautiful because your curves or your thinness, your breasts whether small or large, and your facial features are part of you.

    Nature is so constituted that it seeks harmony, not perfection as dictated in ads and magazines.

    We are animals subjected to the laws of evolution. It is therefore impossible that beauty lies in an unchanging mold.

    Scientifically, the beauty is not quantifiable or definable. Just like the false concept of races, objective beauty does not exist. Only our genes define our traits, our physical features.

    Who will be the greatest genius who will isolate the gene of beauty and be certain that this same gene pleases everyone?

    And what if another genius isolates a gene that is the true gene of beauty to him? The first genius does not necessarily find these features given by this gene beautiful.

    And then, assuming there would be a real objective beauty, it would mean that we could hope that one day all human beings are exactly alike.

    That would be boring! We would have a hard time recognizing each other!

    And then, with the experience we have with dogs "breeds", we would have other medical problems to solve ... This story never ends and finally becomes more of a pain in the butt than a positive experience.
    Ouate de phoque?
  • JWPearlJWPearl Posts: 19,893
    "Hey Man (Now You'Re Really Living)"

    Do you know what it's like to fall on the floor
    And cry your guts out 'til you got no more
    Hey man now you're really living

    Have you ever made love to a beautiful girl
    Made you feel like it's not such a bad world
    Hey man now you're really living

    Now you're really giving everything
    And you're really getting all you gave
    Now you're really living what
    This life is all about

    Well i just saw the sun rise over the hill
    Never used to give me much of a thrill
    But hey man now you're really living

    Do you know what it's like to care too much
    'bout someone that you're never gonna get to touch
    Hey man now you're really living

    Have you ever sat down in the fresh cut grass
    And thought about the moment and when it will pass
    Hey man now you're really living

    Now you're really giving everything
    And you're really getting all you gave
    Now you're really living what
    This life is all about

    Now what would you say if i told you that
    Everyone thinks you're a crazy old cat
    Hey man now you're really living

    Do you know what it's like to fall on the floor
    And cry your guts out 'til you got no more
    Hey man now you're really living

    Have you ever made love to a beautiful girl
    Made you feel like it's not such a bad world
    Hey man now you're really living

    People sing
    Do you know what it's like to fall on the floor
    And cry your guts out 'til you got no more
    Hey man now you're really living

    Just saw the sun rise over the hill
    Never used to give me much of a thrill
    But hey man now i'm really living
  • justamjustam Posts: 21,330
    edited February 2014
    At such an age, I've finally started to write songs. Not that anyone is likely to hear them (!), but, at least I no longer feel afraid to do it.


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  • jallardjallard MontrealPosts: 46
    justam said:

    At such an age, I've finally started to write songs. Not that anyone is likely to hear them (!), but, at least I no longer feel afraid to do it.


    Don't you feel released? I did when I allowed myself to write without worrying what others might say. This the most beautyful thing one can experience. It's like telling the world that you exist, that you have thoughts and that you want to share. Makes you feel alive and part of this community that we call human race.

    Keep writing. You never know, you may change the world without even attempting to.
    Ouate de phoque?
  • justamjustam Posts: 21,330
    jallard said:

    justam said:

    At such an age, I've finally started to write songs. Not that anyone is likely to hear them (!), but, at least I no longer feel afraid to do it.


    Don't you feel released? I did when I allowed myself to write without worrying what others might say. This the most beautyful thing one can experience. It's like telling the world that you exist, that you have thoughts and that you want to share. Makes you feel alive and part of this community that we call human race.

    Keep writing. You never know, you may change the world without even attempting to.
    Thank you for the encouragement! :)


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  • Mistakes don't bring you smiles.
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • justamjustam Posts: 21,330
    It's beautiful outside today. It's lucky I'll be outta here and in the air by 5 o'clock tonight! :)
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  • the wolfthe wolf Posts: 7,027
    edited February 2014
    I had it,...
    right in the palm of my sweaty hand.
    a future...
    a dream,..
    now gone.

    I held it in my arms!
    I had it in my bed,..
    I left it where it stood,..
    before it could leave me for dead.
    Post edited by the wolf on
    Peace, Love.


    "To question your government is not unpatriotic --
    to not question your government is unpatriotic."
    -- Sen. Chuck Hagel
  • gimmesometruth27gimmesometruth27 St. Fuckin LouisPosts: 17,516
    i wish i could stop my brain.
    same thoughts circling round
    again and again.
    dwelling on the unknown
    and things i can't control.
    self prophecy
    and self defeating tone.
    this is not living,
    this is going through the motions.
    i promised people i wouldn't do that.
    i did nothing today.
    i wasted today.
    can't get it back.
    opportunity lost.
    this post right here
    is the most productive
    thing that i have done all day.
    "There is nothing to writing. All you do is sit down at a typewriter and bleed."- Hemingway

    "i'm not here to start the fire. i am here to fan the flames..."

    If you have never failed, you have never lived.
  • jallardjallard MontrealPosts: 46

    i wish i could stop my brain.
    same thoughts circling round
    again and again.
    dwelling on the unknown
    and things i can't control.
    self prophecy
    and self defeating tone.
    this is not living,
    this is going through the motions.
    i promised people i wouldn't do that.
    i did nothing today.
    i wasted today.
    can't get it back.
    opportunity lost.
    this post right here
    is the most productive
    thing that i have done all day.

    Well, to me that seems very productive. To put yourself in perspective is never done for nothing. To share with people can make them put themselves in perspective too, they might relate to that, just like me and remember they're not alone in their situation, feel united to others and get through it because they realize most people do.

    No day is waisted, Each day has its purpose, so do you. :-)
    Ouate de phoque?
  • gimmesometruth27gimmesometruth27 St. Fuckin LouisPosts: 17,516
    yeah writing and posting it is a form of cheap therapy. it is me getting my thoughts organized and deciding to share that stuff and hopefully people get something out of it.

    yesterday was not really wasted, but the opportunities i had went wasted because i didn't take them.

    new day, new chances, right? :)
    "There is nothing to writing. All you do is sit down at a typewriter and bleed."- Hemingway

    "i'm not here to start the fire. i am here to fan the flames..."

    If you have never failed, you have never lived.
  • Jason78Jason78 Posts: 400
    Instant thought…Hmmm…..this new format completely sucks in every way shape and form. It's like iTunes….why mess with something that isn't broke and works fine? This is going backwards not forward.
  • justamjustam Posts: 21,330
    Writing songs is not as easy as it seems.

    I've got three parts worked out...an introduction, a good transitional passage, a second theme ( which will probably be a recurring part with a varied melody ) but I've gotta figure out a good first group or how to expand these three parts into something longer. All together, these three sections are only about 65 seconds long!!

    A five minute song seems huge to me at the moment! :)

    Oh, and I only have words for the recurring section...even though this is going to be purely instrumental anyway.
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  • rollingsrollings unknownPosts: 7,104
    come at me in shapes
    trap your void
    diamonds
    red circles photographs
    wrecked angles
    distort round lights
    I really don't want you to blow it all out
  • Allegorically speaking
    You are the shark and your spouse is a colony of lampreys
    At a certain point the best you can hope for is that a passing pod of dolphins will kill you,
    otherwise there is no escape from the torment.
    The gentle symbiotic gnashing of teeth
    Encourages the wounds to seal and incorporate the host
    Possessed and excommunicated by the persistent search
    for autonomous growth and individuation without the biting retractions,
    built on scabification and the painful union of a tubular dependent
    that rings parasitic
    bitch
    moan
    complain
    wine
    cheese
    violins....
  • donnaruhldonnaruhl Posts: 2,152
    I confide in myself,
    because no one will understand.
    I screem
    When no one is there to hear me.
    I cry
    when no one is around to see me
    And when I fall,
    There will be no one here to catch me.
  • donnaruhldonnaruhl Posts: 2,152
    edited March 2014
    Today,I feel sick.
    Sick to my stomach,
    Sick to my heart.
    How in the hell could they
    keep me from seeing her one last time.
    From telling her how much I loved her.
    From holding her close,
    Laughing,Crying,Sharing a few day's
    Or even weeks together.
    Nothing! Nothing!
    They gave me nothing
    but a phone call,
    Two day's before she died

    Something I guess I'll never quite understand.
    In Loving Memory of My Sister Linda.
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  • TalonTeddTalonTedd TorontoPosts: 828
    Examination

    How to find the hypotenuse in my mind
    Projections overhanging the second plane of protection
    While the code specifies the minimal overkill mandate
    25.4 millimeters within an inch of your life line
    lays the sill plate 1/3 its width off of pure

    The sacred geometry of the pharos remains constant
    The triangle of 3 has given 4 reason for being next to 5
    where the pi of the big eye sees 360' along radius 57-5/16"
    and the arc strikes itself again and again in masochistic bliss

    Long have I ripped a cut plunged deep it the heartwood
    Fastened together all within my reach with driven steel
    Plumbed jointed jambs hinging the hollow core doors of this time
    butt always wished well the memories of families dry by this roof




    Tomorrow I write the Red Seal exam in Carpentry. Should have done it 15 years ago, but maybe I then become someone else.
    I will take the forward spring of the clocks as a welcome omen for the future. I wonder what to build and for whom? More family homes, always a personal pleasure. Maybe ICI, that's where the money is...reminder to self, always make corporations pay dearly. Or, do I listen to my heart and work for metro housing and help those that need. Nice to dream...wish me luck!

    P.S. Sorry about your sister Linda, donnaruhl. May she rest in peace.





    I remember when, yeah. I swore I knew everything, oh yeah.
  • justamjustam Posts: 21,330
    edited March 2014
    I think I have the whole song worked out in it's basic form.
    Now it has the form of AB( transition) AA'B' (transition)CC'.

    I think this shape will work! :)
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  • chadwickchadwick up my assPosts: 21,157
    would conversation have colors
    blue a bit & golden browns
    wheat staircases twist up
    a perfect day's breathing sky

    just listen

    something so tortured sounding
    has just painted these disturbances
    across all knowing disorders

    commotion is ability
    pull to middle
    naturally have calm
    this rainbow
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."

    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
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