made homemade pepperoni, green peppers and green olive pizza
listening to the Strokes as I wait
1998 ~ Barrie
2003 ~ Toronto
2005 ~ London, Toronto
2006 ~ Toronto
2008 ~ Hartford, Mansfied I,
2009 ~ Toronto, Chicago I, Chicago II
2010 ~ Cleveland, Buffalo
2011 ~ Toronto I, Toronto II, Ottawa, Hamilton
2013 - London, Pittsburgh, Buffalo
so many American tourist in Athens..next week ..the opposite..
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
i might've irreparably fucked up my most beloved, cherished....20+ year friendship.
since philosophy class, freshman year, september 1989.
i am so devastated, and there is nothing else i can do now except...wait. and pray and hope....he forgives me.
i feel like such a fuck up in general this past year, things not at all as i want them to be...and yet, i feel paralyzed in my life, no idea what to do. i so need this friendship, it's too dear to me.
:( :( :(
i might've irreparably fucked up my most beloved, cherished....20+ year friendship.
since philosophy class, freshman year, september 1989.
i am so devastated, and there is nothing else i can do now except...wait. and pray and hope....he forgives me.
i feel like such a fuck up in general this past year, things not at all as i want them to be...and yet, i feel paralyzed in my life, no idea what to do. i so need this friendship, it's too dear to me.
:( :( :(
i hope this will work..i hope he forgives..but remember ..people forgives,but when they do it,doeant mean they forget...so if u got the chance you deserve,cos all deseve a second chance..dont fuck it up..
im pretty sure you will not..hope all will be better..sending positive wishes..
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
i might've irreparably fucked up my most beloved, cherished....20+ year friendship.
since philosophy class, freshman year, september 1989.
i am so devastated, and there is nothing else i can do now except...wait. and pray and hope....he forgives me.
i feel like such a fuck up in general this past year, things not at all as i want them to be...and yet, i feel paralyzed in my life, no idea what to do. i so need this friendship, it's too dear to me.
:( :( :(
i hope this will work..i hope he forgives..but remember ..people forgives,but when they do it,doeant mean they forget...so if u got the chance you deserve,cos all deseve a second chance..dont fuck it up..
im pretty sure you will not..hope all will be better..sending positive wishes..
i sooooo hope so.
i cannot imagine him not being a part of my life.
i am so devastated, but as we know
words when spoken can't be taken back
:(
how i WISH they could!
i can only hope that 20+ years of a truly loving friendship will survive this.
the waiting will drive me mad. this i know. :(
i have a feeling it's going to be a LONG time before i hear from again, if ever.
:( :( :(
and it sucks b/c i so need his friendship right now! and he's been great to me this past year with all the issues i've gone through/going through currently. i can't believe i can no longer reach out to him. he will be back in NY in october....i pray to GOD he will want to get together. i truly don't know how i could ever handle losing his friendship.
i can only hope that 20+ years of a truly loving friendship will survive this.
.
the thing you just describe will survive..you understand people need time..
i hope all will work well.and get your friend..back..
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
i might've irreparably fucked up my most beloved, cherished....20+ year friendship.
since philosophy class, freshman year, september 1989.
i am so devastated, and there is nothing else i can do now except...wait. and pray and hope....he forgives me.
i feel like such a fuck up in general this past year, things not at all as i want them to be...and yet, i feel paralyzed in my life, no idea what to do. i so need this friendship, it's too dear to me.
:( :( :(
So sorry :( Conflict is a part of any relationship...it doesn't have to be the ending to anything. I sincerely hope your friend is willing to work through it and come out the other side stronger for it. Hang in there. Things have got to turn around for you dammit!!!
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
i might've irreparably fucked up my most beloved, cherished....20+ year friendship.
since philosophy class, freshman year, september 1989.
i am so devastated, and there is nothing else i can do now except...wait. and pray and hope....he forgives me.
i feel like such a fuck up in general this past year, things not at all as i want them to be...and yet, i feel paralyzed in my life, no idea what to do. i so need this friendship, it's too dear to me.
:( :( :(
So sorry :( Conflict is a part of any relationship...it doesn't have to be the ending to anything. I sincerely hope your friend is willing to work through it and come out the other side stronger for it. Hang in there. Things have got to turn around for you dammit!!!
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Abrn Hlls '98 - Clarkston 2 '03 - Grd Rpds '06 - Abrn Hlls '06 - Clvd '10 - PJ20 - Berlin 1+2 '12 - Wrigley '13 - Pitt '13- buff '13- Philly 1+2 '13 - Seattle '13
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Abrn Hlls '98 - Clarkston 2 '03 - Grd Rpds '06 - Abrn Hlls '06 - Clvd '10 - PJ20 - Berlin 1+2 '12 - Wrigley '13 - Pitt '13- buff '13- Philly 1+2 '13 - Seattle '13
(and i mean that in a good way)
which makes me wonder......
just how in the hell did i luck out this much???
www.cluthelee.com
www.cluthe.com
listening to the Strokes as I wait
2003 ~ Toronto
2005 ~ London, Toronto
2006 ~ Toronto
2008 ~ Hartford, Mansfied I,
2009 ~ Toronto, Chicago I, Chicago II
2010 ~ Cleveland, Buffalo
2011 ~ Toronto I, Toronto II, Ottawa, Hamilton
2013 - London, Pittsburgh, Buffalo
i'm gonna assume the secret service isn't very secret anymore :think:
depressed....disappointed...let down.
there it is.
Let's just breathe...
I am myself like you somehow
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
since philosophy class, freshman year, september 1989.
i am so devastated, and there is nothing else i can do now except...wait. and pray and hope....he forgives me.
i feel like such a fuck up in general this past year, things not at all as i want them to be...and yet, i feel paralyzed in my life, no idea what to do. i so need this friendship, it's too dear to me.
:( :( :(
Let's just breathe...
I am myself like you somehow
im pretty sure you will not..hope all will be better..sending positive wishes..
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
i cannot imagine him not being a part of my life.
i am so devastated, but as we know
words when spoken can't be taken back
:(
how i WISH they could!
i can only hope that 20+ years of a truly loving friendship will survive this.
the waiting will drive me mad. this i know. :(
i have a feeling it's going to be a LONG time before i hear from again, if ever.
:( :( :(
and it sucks b/c i so need his friendship right now! and he's been great to me this past year with all the issues i've gone through/going through currently. i can't believe i can no longer reach out to him. he will be back in NY in october....i pray to GOD he will want to get together. i truly don't know how i could ever handle losing his friendship.
Let's just breathe...
I am myself like you somehow
i hope all will work well.and get your friend..back..
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
Agreed. *hugs*