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  • dimitrispearljam
    dimitrispearljam Posts: 139,725
    opa!!
    "...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
    "..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
    “..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
  • pandora
    pandora Posts: 21,855
    I'm thinkin about Dimitris and his upcoming travels 8-) he must be so very happy. Good times!
  • dimitrispearljam
    dimitrispearljam Posts: 139,725
    pandora wrote:
    I'm thinkin about Dimitris and his upcoming travels 8-) he must be so very happy. Good times!
    :D
    "...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
    "..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
    “..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
  • unlost dogs
    unlost dogs Greater Boston Posts: 12,553
    Pilates looks easy. It isn't. Embarrased that my repeated attempts at "Roll Like Ball" looked like "Flop Like Pancake."
    15 years of sharks 06/30/08 (MA), 05/17/10 (Boston), 09/03/11 (Alpine Valley), 09/04/11 (Alpine Valley), 09/30/12 (Missoula), 07/19/13 (Wrigley), 10/15/13 (Worcester), 10/16/13 (Worcester), 10/25/13 (Hartford), 12/4/13 (Vancouver), 12/6/13 (Seattle), 6/26/14 (Berlin), 6/28/14 (Stockholm), 10/16/14 (Detroit)
  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,824
    illegal pants wrote:
    mickeyrat wrote:
    illegal pants wrote:
    where is this going. that's what's on my mind HA!
    ummmm , yeah. When we first met , it was cool. Kinda lowkey and getting to know each other.
    As a man , of course I wanted to sleep with her from the second we introduced ourselves.
    Now trying become a better human being , I was seriously trying to keep things more mature? So what develops and how it develops, etc.

    Cut to last monday, she asks me to stay over. But that "I" had to be on good/best behavior. Ok, might be hard to keep my hands to myself , but I can respect that. It was SHE who stripped first and since, it's been "when can we hook up next"!!!!!

    i see i see, do you want this to have long term potential? :):lol::)

    on my mind?

    how cold it is :cry: oh the humanity of it all..
    hmmm, long term potential? I would have to say no. For several reasons.
    Last night I found myself being defensive to what , in reality, were seemingly innocent statements. Also I was told , that at certain tmes there is a coldness and hardness about me. Uncomfortable to say the least.But I see her point and think there is definate truth to what she said. Feels less natural as time goes by. Plus there are certain personality quirks(?) that I find less than endearing. Frankly they get on my nerves. It feels that I have to force basic human courtesy(cant find the right words for this)
    I am just not sure ( now having tested the waters so to speak) that I'm ready to move on from my exwife. At present, it's right at a year since we were seperated and 10 months since the divorce. I realize just how much I love my exwife and am still IN love with her.My problem there is , the ex has already moved on and is presently married to husband #3 ( I was #2).

    Sooooo, it looks like I still need some time alone sorting this all out. FML!!!!!
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  • DreamOfAngels
    DreamOfAngels Posts: 829
    i need time to write. i need to be alone. be in hiding. escape. write and then resurface where all of my concerns have disappeared. i need to write my own or escape into PJ lyrics. get out of my own head. life is moving too quickly... stop, escape, jump.... NOW! take control.

    i need time alone to write.
  • blenderman69
    blenderman69 philly Posts: 2,104
    the effin weekend is over already :( got in some quality family time though :mrgreen:
  • Claireack
    Claireack Posts: 13,561
    mickeyrat wrote:
    hmmm, long term potential? I would have to say no. For several reasons.
    Last night I found myself being defensive to what , in reality, were seemingly innocent statements. Also I was told , that at certain tmes there is a coldness and hardness about me. Uncomfortable to say the least.But I see her point and think there is definate truth to what she said. Feels less natural as time goes by. Plus there are certain personality quirks(?) that I find less than endearing. Frankly they get on my nerves. It feels that I have to force basic human courtesy(cant find the right words for this)
    I am just not sure ( now having tested the waters so to speak) that I'm ready to move on from my exwife. At present, it's right at a year since we were seperated and 10 months since the divorce. I realize just how much I love my exwife and am still IN love with her.My problem there is , the ex has already moved on and is presently married to husband #3 ( I was #2).

    Sooooo, it looks like I still need some time alone sorting this all out. FML!!!!!

    None of my business, but why do you have to look for long term potential already? From what you've said about your ex-wife it sounds like you already know that you're not ready to move on yet, I think that the defensiveness that you felt are part of those barriers that you've put round yourself, possibly to avoid getting hurt again. Would your girlfriend be able to give you a bit of space and keep the relationship light whilst you work through this?
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  • Claireack
    Claireack Posts: 13,561
    Weeds, weeds, weeds - I really don't like them.
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  • uninnocent-
    uninnocent- Posts: 5,959
    Can't stop thinking about flying to Amsterdam on Friday! ...and my flight from Amsterdam to Dublin is also on my mind. That concert I'm catching while in Ireland occasionally pops up too.
  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,824
    Claireack wrote:
    mickeyrat wrote:
    hmmm, long term potential? I would have to say no. For several reasons.
    Last night I found myself being defensive to what , in reality, were seemingly innocent statements. Also I was told , that at certain tmes there is a coldness and hardness about me. Uncomfortable to say the least.But I see her point and think there is definate truth to what she said. Feels less natural as time goes by. Plus there are certain personality quirks(?) that I find less than endearing. Frankly they get on my nerves. It feels that I have to force basic human courtesy(cant find the right words for this)
    I am just not sure ( now having tested the waters so to speak) that I'm ready to move on from my exwife. At present, it's right at a year since we were seperated and 10 months since the divorce. I realize just how much I love my exwife and am still IN love with her.My problem there is , the ex has already moved on and is presently married to husband #3 ( I was #2).

    Sooooo, it looks like I still need some time alone sorting this all out. FML!!!!!

    None of my business, but why do you have to look for long term potential already? From what you've said about your ex-wife it sounds like you already know that you're not ready to move on yet, I think that the defensiveness that you felt are part of those barriers that you've put round yourself, possibly to avoid getting hurt again. Would your girlfriend be able to give you a bit of space and keep the relationship light whilst you work through this?
    I was asked the question about the potential. And yes you are right on the money with the barriers.As for the time to work through this , it's going to be quite a long while. Perhaps , I'm weird , but once sex becomes involved its not a light relationship , at least not for me.
    _____________________________________SIGNATURE________________________________________________

    Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
    you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
    memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
    another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
  • blenderman69
    blenderman69 philly Posts: 2,104
    Claireack wrote:
    Weeds, weeds, weeds - I really don't like them.
    if you want me to get rid of them,i'll smoke'm for you :lol::mrgreen:
  • Nastasja
    Nastasja Posts: 9,668
    the DSLR I want to buy

    Germany : Australia 4:0 :)
    You can spend your time alone, re-digesting past regrets,
    Or you can come to terms and realize
    You're the only one who can't forgive yourself
  • pickupyourwill
    pickupyourwill Posts: 3,135
    will also be watching New Moon later tonight. me thinks that...

    spooning in Forks sounds mag-knife-icent :D
  • Ms. Wes C.addle
    Ms. Wes C.addle Posts: 2,559
    "...lie alone and wait for the dream..."

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kcTG7Qm-etE

    This song made my trip worth it....
  • MoonTurtle
    MoonTurtle Posts: 752
    fuckerings! I think I chipped a tooth!
  • pickupyourwill
    pickupyourwill Posts: 3,135
    MoonTurtle wrote:
    fuckerings! I think I chipped a tooth!

    :lol:

    how did you do that?
  • MoonTurtle
    MoonTurtle Posts: 752
    I have no idea

    I just felt something sharp on my tongue

    I have been grinding my teeth lately

    ay ay ay
    dentist this week!


    pickupyourwill wrote:
    MoonTurtle wrote:
    fuckerings! I think I chipped a tooth!

    :lol:

    how did you do that?
  • pickupyourwill
    pickupyourwill Posts: 3,135
    MoonTurtle wrote:
    I have no idea

    I just felt something sharp on my tongue

    I have been grinding my teeth lately

    ay ay ay
    dentist this week!



    awe. :( hang in there.
  • MoonTurtle
    MoonTurtle Posts: 752
    love your name!


    thanks
    no pain yet

    pickupyourwill wrote:
    MoonTurtle wrote:
    I have no idea

    I just felt something sharp on my tongue

    I have been grinding my teeth lately

    ay ay ay
    dentist this week!



    awe. :( hang in there.

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