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    rollingsrollings unknown Posts: 7,124
    brianlux wrote:
    chadwick wrote:
    every piece of dirt
    all blades of steel or green or brown dead grass
    speak

    the wall here is red
    that wall there is over-there-blue
    while this floor has totally evaporated
    the clock

    all trees fell or seedlings dream of birds & nests
    wind & rain
    they do sing this exact tune
    even the dandelions bothering some people

    the windows shout like real
    they do eat sunshine
    they do consume to survive
    like an enterprise

    butterflies train like screaming whistles
    cold steel rails flying gently do not guide wheels as seemed
    but more like throwing down a guided atlas
    flooded with peaks
    blasting off into a different realm

    every board
    every piece of furniture says stop
    every potholder
    all white clouds dump thoughts
    all fence posts
    every electrical motor or gas engine
    uses rain as chemicals from gods
    to draw pictures for communicational purposes
    very very very similar to a blasted off rocket
    with aerial messages closing in on humanity
    and as loud as rock
    as powerful as canyon echoing out-through all our roars

    every colorful

    This is mind bending, Chadwick- you've outdone yourself here! Fantastic. I just can't say enough about this one- it draws me back to read again and again.

    Standing ovation!

    :clap: :thumbup:
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    chadwickchadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    well mr. b. lux

    i wouldn't say i outdone myself as i did not. it probably though does deserve its very own thread, however i was listening to a young man on video tell his tale on using the psychedelic drug, DMT. as he told his experiences i had to write my version of the few things he has said to the interviewer. i have never saw DMT so i truly haven't a clue from obviously having zero experience with the psychedelic. DMT grows in the rainforest down in south america in some tree's roots (mimosa/ayahuasca) & in its bark. natives to the area (brazil) been drinking the magical potion for centuries.

    the dude in the interview said it makes everything speak to him...every single thing would be alive.
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."

    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
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    RedMosquito22RedMosquito22 Posts: 8,158
    This is a song I wrote that is on our new album "Technocracy." I lost someone close to heroine and this was the inspiration behind "Falling Off"


    No need to talk about it
    Don't even think about it
    You can't understand it
    and never want to feel it
    Why don't you stay away,
    and save it for a rainy day
    Don't want you coming around
    When all you do is drag me down

    I appreciate the ear you're lending
    The falling off is never ending

    No need to talk about it.

    I can't seem to make it stick
    Like this habit I have to kick
    I can't stop, can't get enough
    Why do you go and make it so tough
    I don't want to talk or hear why
    You're feeling sick? Well so am I

    I appreciate the ear you're lending
    The falling off is never ending

    No need to talk about it.

    I try and try to tune you out
    But all you do is scream and shout
    I lay back my mind goes blank
    I'm laying there with nothing in the tank
    I try but it will never leave
    Do I have anything up my sleeve

    I appreciate the ear you're lending
    The falling off is never ending

    No need to talk about it.
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    chadwickchadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    This is a song I wrote that is on our new album "Technocracy." I lost someone close to heroine and this was the inspiration behind "Falling Off"


    No need to talk about it
    Don't even think about it
    You can't understand it
    and never want to feel it
    Why don't you stay away,
    and save it for a rainy day
    Don't want you coming around
    When all you do is drag me down

    I appreciate the ear you're lending
    The falling off is never ending

    No need to talk about it.

    I can't seem to make it stick
    Like this habit I have to kick
    I can't stop, can't get enough
    Why do you go and make it so tough
    I don't want to talk or hear why
    You're feeling sick? Well so am I

    I appreciate the ear you're lending
    The falling off is never ending

    No need to talk about it.

    I try and try to tune you out
    But all you do is scream and shout
    I lay back my mind goes blank
    I'm laying there with nothing in the tank
    I try but it will never leave
    Do I have anything up my sleeve

    I appreciate the ear you're lending
    The falling off is never ending

    No need to talk about it.
    well done. how can a guy here your music?
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."

    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
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    RedMosquito22RedMosquito22 Posts: 8,158
    We are on iTunes. Or you can Facebook "Faux Paul" and click on the music store app to check out before you buy if you like it. All the links are in the thread for my band in this forum. It's still on page 1. Thanks so much for your interest.
    Member 164xxx

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    chadwickchadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    We are on iTunes. Or you can Facebook "Faux Paul" and click on the music store app to check out before you buy if you like it. All the links are in the thread for my band in this forum. It's still on page 1. Thanks so much for your interest.
    i have no facebook account & have no frickin idea what a iTunes is.
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."

    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
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    rollingsrollings unknown Posts: 7,124
    chadwick wrote:
    well done. how can a guy here your music?


    viewtopic.php?f=10&t=207097&start=30#p5012496
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    chadwickchadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    i'd slay the dragon for his dreams
    i'd slay the dragon for his dreams
    for all the jewels in this serpent's cave
    i'd slay the fucker
    then i could smoke opium with simple peasants & be a raging addict in ancient china for all the gold in this dragon's cave
    for all the pearls dangling in my eyes
    please just allow me abundance in lethargy
    a state of unconsciousness resembling deep dreaming

    inside my destroyed shoes
    a simple wish a simple blessing
    no more pain
    none are aches
    not are throbbing bones
    solid creamy clouds of delicate bliss given by mystical dreams

    in today's day & age
    if i could just fix everything broken
    sleep a longtime
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."

    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
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    RedMosquito22RedMosquito22 Posts: 8,158
    chadwick wrote:
    We are on iTunes. Or you can Facebook "Faux Paul" and click on the music store app to check out before you buy if you like it. All the links are in the thread for my band in this forum. It's still on page 1. Thanks so much for your interest.
    i have no facebook account & have no frickin idea what a iTunes is.

    Go to http://www.cdbaby.com and just search Faux Paul. Sorry, I haven't been on in a few days.
    Member 164xxx

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    chadwickchadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    (part I)...

    gold & silver leaves
    play around with my head
    i am told here
    i am pulled there
    here goes dreams & wind

    bottles last longer than
    & the winged song devours quickly
    the roadside carcass as empty as mine
    matching like a miserable evening
    dying unexpectedly

    so what do we get
    the hand lays the magic down
    trouble soon then knocks against broken windows
    our eyes painted open
    cold & rain following home
    or was it our attendence on these steel rails
    guided along by being brought back to the ending

    it is this finish line
    just sleeping away
    ours will be delivered by a hanging
    the lady with her fan will slip
    she will fall
    those gold & silver leaves will be swept

    crows will romance this night
    while old tree bark grays out as touched by moon down shine
    this misfortunate air will not last
    the wind knows this calamity will soon be complete
    as toxic filled cups cover up
    frost & the goodtimes call home
    but no one answers

    it is this dead cross
    electric hidden stars
    & the open seas
    giving us our world back
    to bad we went done to another deadly feast
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."

    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
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    chadwickchadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    marble
    a round tree rolls through blue
    you can't even blink that fast

    how will you count
    stones 1 2 3
    how will you play
    sticks

    flower
    as beautiful as her hair
    flowing like gardens on sunbeams
    balanced across earth as if vines of grapes sing

    knocking knocking
    just don't know
    roots are boots
    each bird making rain
    ask your brother for drums

    now throw the fucking globe
    hang crosses like apples feeding worms
    drive spikes
    give to death your best
    just avoid nothing




    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."

    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
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    chadwickchadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    fucking hate you
    demons filled in their small box
    this is my bloodfield
    why can't i stop
    dripping bloodthirsty bastards chase after me always
    always

    do not recollect peaceful days or nights
    with effort i am destroying myself as usual
    the wanting is aching
    pain tests this very willesspower
    selfcontrol is as worthless as these shit stained walls
    dying with rotten fruit & grotesque trees
    yes hatred mirror hangs there crooked all the way
    always
    always

    loathing my alienation
    fucking hate you
    fucking no care
    (this is) fulltilt frothing insanity
    please fucking leave me alone
    "fucking slice your throat," monsters call

    exhausted my own skin
    i just drop into surrender
    fucking hate you
    always i do
    always

    when was it fun?
    it's the god damn demons screaming
    kicking me in the nuts
    stomping my throat in
    i admit a beast of my own is this
    just wanna stop
    someone or some thing else of many drives my bones on
    my magnitude is fractured
    even magnolia twists my skull into a pretzel

    brittle
    fucking hate you
    always

    the sleep machine chaotic infront of the sun
    but now everything is broke
    pond death
    all steps taken are truly empty
    the waltz of alcohol
    fucking hate you
    the waltz of alcohol
    fuck you... you fuck me
    waltz of alcohol
    always
    i fucking hate you







    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."

    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
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    chadwickchadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    i want to kill you
    all ever knew were problems
    twisterhead goes off like spun pathetic (disarray)
    but gentle flowers stand
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."

    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
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    chadwickchadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    gifted wine aint no good here
    yeah im goin away
    must be, it's all gone (that didn't take long)
    four days went bye, not anything
    now tonight things change to bullshit
    thanks for dwelling in deep shit & piss
    in my personal opinion, him & his wine bottles are fucked just like me
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."

    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
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    chadwickchadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    i fucking hate you
    you're a fucking idiot
    imagine glass speajking to flesh like this
    or vice a versa
    it's all the same sucking bullshit
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."

    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
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    chadwickchadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    you should be buried
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."

    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
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    love is a term used loosely
    lust, momentarily consumes
    heartache lasts forever
    passion fades like flames
    friends support when you need
    foes bring out your truth
    one small moment,
    one small action,
    one thing that pours out these
    consuming with vengeful rage
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
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    chadwickchadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    edited August 2014
    beware the brave
    a rusty barbed-wire fence
    wind beaten frozen
    cold under this night's moon alone
    somehow still standing fields outreaching hold up each return
    witnessed battles torn their meat across you
    blood flowing down throats of war

    a miserable day
    today's sunlight done
    gone off in sadness
    as a sweeping misshapen wire
    is held by one crow

    soon he'll come back
    the fire will rise & fear will fall
    tears here or there
    each post of hedge as aged bone
    the man of lost & confusion
    crawls & begs here

    above purple alfalfa's love flower
    destruction all around comes down
    rain can be so many different jabs
    as beautiful as she is
    corrosion rolls along
    hillside after hillside
    touching wind like hair
    having nothing but misplacement across

    the flesh given is the flesh
    ripped out replaced by infection
    another brother falls
    guns blazing with no sound
    all clouds cry

    glasses rise
    fire goes down
    soon another blind bout
    where dead brown & yellow weeds have clogged the fence
    Post edited by chadwick on
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."

    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
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